Yo, is what happened
Yo, I woke up late it was ten in the mornin' I was still half asleep and eyed, still yawnin' I my voice mail to see who'd been callin' I turned on my computer, check my logged on it
mail, junk mail, dog-gone-it! Everybody just tryin' to sell me they product But was one email that just caught my optic It said suicidal, took the mouse and on it
She said, " Dear KJ, you don't who I am You probably don't care 'cause I'm another fan I doubt you read this, now but if ya can Sometimes I slash my wrists and cut my hands
And I feel all like nobody understands And I'm gonna end it tonight, I got the whole planned Pop pills, leave a note on my stand sincerely, your #1 Fan
Can someone now help me? Will someone now just please me? Can someone now please me? someone now just please help me?
My heart is poundin' as I start to type Why do you feel this way, do you mind if I the source and the cause of the pain that you have How did you get this way, is it from the past?
God cares about you, I you understand that Please don't end life, I beg ya please write back I typin', I sent the email quite fast I bowed my head and prayed with all the that I had
She said, "Man KJ I even know you would write me Let me why no one could ever like me It all started when my father used to me Raped and confused since 1990
He's gone now but I can't put it all me I tried to run but my pain would always find me Is God the one who can help me tonight, your #1 Fan
Can someone now help me? Will now just please help me? Can someone now help me? Will now just please help me?
Dear number one fan, I gotta lot to you But with the there is only so much I can help you See, I know a Father who could never fail you He'll give you a love nobody ever care to
I know you might like everybody hates you And you feel like you got no one you can relate to But death like the best place to escape to But that's a lie that Satan, he wants to tell you
I'm sorry that you were abused, your father you But you get some help 'cause nobody can make you I know it,s hard to face but God will give you the to I know you gots a lot of you gotta work through
But this help I know that you can break through I seen it myself all the times that He through He'll be back, me what you think of what I sent you I'll be prayin', sincerely
Can now please help me? Will someone now just please me? Can now please help me? Will now just please help me?
Yo, I'd be pretending if I said story had a happy endin' But after that night I never heard from her That I tossed and turned lyin' on my bed an' Cryin' and prayin' with these runnin' through my head an'
Did she do it, her life, or wind up dead an'? Or did she not choose it, just listened to what I an' Maybe, she never got the last one I was Was it my fault, was it something I mentioned?
Every mornin' I would just my email Checkin' for any detail, hopin' and prayin' she's well My emails came back that they'd failed No such for #1 Fan at Hotmail
Days turned to weeks and weeks turned to an' Time would and I just heard nuthin' No letter no email no not even just What happened to my #1 Fan, I'm still
Can someone now help me? someone now just please help me? Can now please help me? Will someone now just help me?