Yo, this is happened
Yo, I woke up late it was ten in the mornin' I was still half and sleepy eyed, still yawnin' I checked my mail to see who'd been callin' I turned on my computer, my email logged on it
mail, junk mail, dog-gone-it! Everybody they just tryin' to sell me they But there was one email that caught my optic It said suicidal, took the and clicked on it
She said, " Dear KJ, you know who I am You probably don't care 'cause I'm another fan I doubt you read this, now but if ya can Sometimes I slash my and even cut my hands
And I feel all alone nobody understands And I'm gonna end it tonight, I got the whole planned Pop pills, a note on my night stand sincerely, your #1 Fan
Can someone now please me? Will now just please help me? Can someone now please me? Will now just please help me?
My heart is poundin' as I start to type Why do you feel this way, do you if I ask? What's the source and the of the pain that you have How did you get this way, is it from the past?
God cares about you, I hope you that Please don't end your life, I beg ya write back I finished typin', I sent the email fast I my head and prayed with all the strength that I had
She said, "Man KJ I didn't even know you would me Let me explain why no one could ever me It all started when my used to strike me and confused every since 1990
He's now but I can't put it all behind me I to run away but my pain would always find me Is God really the one who can me tonight, your #1 Fan
Can someone now please me? Will someone now just help me? Can now please help me? Will someone now just help me?
Dear number one fan, I gotta lot to you But with the email there is only so I can help you See, I know a who could never ever fail you He'll you a love when nobody ever care to
I you might feel like everybody hates you And you feel like you got no one you can relate to But death feels like the best place to to But a lie that Satan, he just wants to tell you
I'm sorry that you abused, your father raped you But you gotta get some help nobody can make you I know it,s hard to face but God give you the strength to I you gots a lot of things you gotta work through
But this help I know that you can break through I seen it myself all the that He came through He'll be back, tell me what you of what I sent you I'll be prayin', KJ-52
Can someone now help me? Will now just please help me? Can someone now help me? Will someone now just help me?
Yo, I'd be pretending if I said this story had a endin' But after that night I never heard her again That night I tossed and lyin' on my bed an' Cryin' and prayin' with these runnin' through my head an'
Did she do it, take her life, or wind up an'? Or did she not choose it, listened to what I said an' Maybe, she never got the last one I was Was it my fault, was it something I mentioned?
Every mornin' I would check my email Checkin' for any detail, hopin' and that she's well My emails came back that they'd failed No such for #1 Fan at Hotmail
Days turned to and weeks turned to months an' would pass and I just heard nuthin' No letter no email no not even just What happened to my #1 Fan, I'm wonderin'
Can someone now please me? Will now just please help me? Can someone now please me? Will someone now please help me?