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Yo, I woke up late it was like ten in the I was still half and sleepy eyed, still yawnin' I checked my voice mail to see who'd been I turned on my computer, check my email on it
Junk mail, mail, dog-gone-it! Everybody they just to sell me they product But was one email that just caught my optic It said suicidal, took the mouse and on it
She said, " Dear KJ, you know who I am You probably care 'cause I'm just another fan I doubt you read this, now but if ya can I slash my wrists and even cut my hands
And I feel all like nobody understands And I'm gonna end it tonight, I got the whole planned Pop pills, leave a note on my stand Signed sincerely, #1 Fan
Can now please help me? someone now just please help me? Can now please help me? Will someone now just help me?
My heart is poundin' as I start to type Why do you feel this way, do you if I ask? What's the source and the cause of the pain you have How did you get this way, is it something from the
God about you, I hope you understand that Please don't end your life, I beg ya please back I finished typin', I the email quite fast I bowed my head and with all the strength that I had
She said, "Man KJ I even know you would write me Let me why no one could ever like me It all started my father used to strike me and confused every since 1990
He's gone now but I put it all behind me I tried to run away but my pain would find me Is God the one who can help me Signed tonight, #1 Fan
Can someone now help me? Will someone now please help me? Can someone now please me? Will someone now just help me?
Dear number one fan, I lot to tell you But the email there is only so much I can help you See, I know a Father who could ever fail you He'll give you a love when nobody care to
I know you might feel like hates you And you feel like you got no one that you can to But death like the best place to escape to But a lie that Satan, he just wants to tell you
I'm sorry that you abused, your father raped you But you gotta get some help 'cause nobody can you I know it,s hard to but God will give you the strength to I know you a lot of things you gotta work through
But with this I know that you can break through I seen it myself all the times He came through He'll be back, tell me what you of what I sent you be prayin', sincerely KJ-52
Can someone now please me? Will someone now please help me? Can someone now please me? Will someone now just help me?
Yo, I'd be pretending if I said this story had a happy But after that night I never heard her again night I tossed and turned lyin' on my bed an' Cryin' and prayin' with these thoughts through my head an'
Did she do it, take her life, or up dead an'? Or did she not choose it, just to what I said an' Maybe, she never got the last one I was Was it my fault, was it something I mentioned?
mornin' I would just check my email Checkin' for any detail, hopin' and prayin' that she's My emails came back sayin' they'd failed No such for #1 Fan at Hotmail
Days turned to and weeks turned to months an' would pass and I just heard nuthin' No letter no no not even just somethin' happened to my #1 Fan, I'm still wonderin'
Can someone now please me? Will someone now please help me? Can now please help me? Will someone now just please me?