Yo, this is what
Yo, I woke up late it was like ten in the I was half asleep and sleepy eyed, still yawnin' I checked my voice mail to see who'd been I turned on my computer, check my email on it
Junk mail, mail, dog-gone-it! Everybody they just tryin' to sell me product But was one email that just caught my optic It suicidal, took the mouse and clicked on it
She said, " Dear KJ, you don't who I am You probably don't care 'cause I'm another fan I you ever read this, now but if ya can Sometimes I slash my wrists and cut my hands
And I feel all alone nobody understands And I'm gonna end it tonight, I got the whole planned Pop pills, a note on my night stand Signed sincerely, #1 Fan
Can now please help me? Will now just please help me? Can now please help me? Will someone now just please me?
My heart is as I start to type back Why do you feel this way, do you if I ask? What's the source and the of the pain that you have How did you get way, is it something from the past?
God about you, I hope you understand that Please don't end your life, I beg ya write back I typin', I sent the email quite fast I bowed my head and with all the strength that I had
She said, "Man KJ I didn't even you would write me Let me why no one could ever like me It all started my father used to strike me Raped and every since 1990
gone now but I can't put it all behind me I tried to run but my pain would always find me Is God the one who can help me Signed tonight, #1 Fan
Can someone now please me? Will now just please help me? Can now please help me? Will someone now just please me?
Dear number one fan, I lot to tell you But with the email is only so much I can help you See, I know a Father who never ever fail you He'll give you a love when ever care to
I know you might feel like everybody you And you feel like you got no one that you can to But death feels like the best to escape to But that's a lie that Satan, he wants to tell you
I'm sorry that you abused, your father raped you But you gotta get some help 'cause nobody can you I know it,s hard to face but God will give you the to I know you gots a lot of things you gotta through
But with help I know that you can break through I seen it all the times that He came through He'll be back, tell me what you of what I sent you I'll be prayin', KJ-52
Can now please help me? Will someone now please help me? Can someone now please me? someone now just please help me?
Yo, I'd be pretending if I said this story had a happy But after night I never heard from her again That I tossed and turned lyin' on my bed an' Cryin' and prayin' with these thoughts through my head an'
Did she do it, take her life, or up dead an'? Or did she not choose it, just listened to I said an' Maybe, she never got the last one I was Was it my fault, was it something I shoulda
Every mornin' I would just my email Checkin' for any detail, hopin' and prayin' that she's My emails came back that they'd failed No such for #1 Fan at Hotmail
Days turned to and weeks turned to months an' Time would and I just heard nuthin' No letter no email no not just somethin' happened to my #1 Fan, I'm still wonderin'
Can someone now please me? someone now just please help me? Can someone now please me? someone now just please help me?