Yo, is what happened
Yo, I woke up it was like ten in the mornin' I was still half asleep and sleepy eyed, still I checked my mail to see who'd been callin' I on my computer, check my email logged on it
Junk mail, mail, dog-gone-it! Everybody they just tryin' to sell me product But there was one email that caught my optic It said suicidal, the mouse and clicked on it
She said, " Dear KJ, you don't who I am You probably don't 'cause I'm just another fan I doubt you ever this, now but if ya can Sometimes I slash my wrists and cut my hands
And I all alone like nobody understands And I'm end it tonight, I got the whole thing planned Pop pills, leave a note on my night Signed sincerely, #1 Fan
Can now please help me? someone now just please help me? Can now please help me? Will someone now just please me?
My heart is poundin' as I start to type Why do you feel this way, do you mind if I What's the source and the cause of the pain that you How did you get way, is it something from the past?
God cares about you, I you understand that Please end your life, I beg ya please write back I finished typin', I sent the quite fast I bowed my head and with all the strength that I had
She said, "Man KJ I didn't know you would write me Let me explain why no one ever like me It all started when my father to strike me Raped and every since 1990
gone now but I can't put it all behind me I tried to run away but my would always find me Is God the one who can help me Signed tonight, #1 Fan
Can now please help me? someone now just please help me? Can now please help me? Will now just please help me?
Dear number one fan, I gotta lot to you But with the email is only so much I can help you See, I know a Father who could never fail you He'll give you a when nobody ever care to
I know you might like everybody hates you And you like you got no one that you can relate to But death like the best place to escape to But a lie that Satan, he just wants to tell you
I'm sorry that you were abused, father raped you But you gotta get some 'cause nobody can make you I know it,s hard to face but God will give you the to I know you gots a lot of things you gotta work
But with this help I know that you can break I seen it all the times that He came through He'll be back, me what you think of what I sent you I'll be prayin', KJ-52
Can now please help me? Will someone now just please me? Can someone now please me? someone now just please help me?
Yo, I'd be pretending if I said this story had a happy But after night I never heard from her again That night I and turned lyin' on my bed an' Cryin' and prayin' with these thoughts runnin' my head an'
Did she do it, her life, or wind up dead an'? Or did she not choose it, just to what I said an' Maybe, she never got the last one I was Was it my fault, was it something I shoulda
Every mornin' I just check my email Checkin' for any detail, hopin' and that she's well My emails came back sayin' they'd failed No such for #1 Fan at Hotmail
Days turned to and weeks turned to months an' Time would pass and I just nuthin' No letter no email no not just somethin' What happened to my #1 Fan, I'm wonderin'
Can someone now help me? Will someone now just help me? Can now please help me? Will now just please help me?