[Chorus - If you lived my You would straight commit If you into my eyes of my life You straight commit suicide
Lord I sacrafice my to bring my mama back to life Just to bring my father to life Just to my potnas back to life My father slangin' slabs at night That got my mama to crack and pipe in the motherfuckin' 6-5 Village with no gas, no lights Hungry as sleepin' on the floor with an appetite Me and my awake to buckshots and flashin' lights My father been in jail his life Became a black family soulja taught me how to blast it right me a bastard right Family be the back stabbin' My cousin's tried to me blasted twice Y'all niggas live the average Raised in the hills with the wife, then turn gangsta when ya the mic I only spit the facts of life From homeless to sleepin' on them mats at nights To for my parents in the afterlife I still hear whispers, shiver Still bein' a filthy ass field nigga Payless shoes, rocked clothes from nigga Salvation Army just to eat my next nigga Where slang to pay the bills nigga Y'all playin' doorbell ditch, I'm dodgin' with them real killas Drug dealers with wild figgas, all the makin's of a foul Lived off stamps and medicare stickers The first and fifthtenth was like Thanksgivin and Christmas that's the only time we fitted with food up in the kitchen Little boys and listen I got so many homies in this world missin' for tryna twirl Where taught to pack berattas, stack cheddar When the Village was termed the Mitchell, D and Black era Real goodfellas, the Ville was down for whatever Protected by three letters, crazy Micheal Shellers Fool I been round since niggas was screamin' down finham When Felix shut the block didown I'm from the block were niggas get killed and While the sit in the window and watch, don't call the cops I'm from the block were the twelve year old is play pops To my mama and sister, gotta slang rocks Aim glocks, dodge stray shots, from cops hoppin' fences Relentless of havin' a mansion mobbin' Benzes I used to have visions until I copped my first For a eleven, three, fifty tossed me a year I pimped it An I lost ramps, doin' time at camp dice for stamps, Y-A commitment if I bamp Got out a plan, call Garick my man whole time I was locked I wrote shit like Ice Cream Man An a ringup I call Knumskull my nigga Lets the group the Lunitoonz nigga lets make this scrilla Hooked up with Chris and Dru Down my nigga Dropped this album I'm still slangin' pounds and Then dropped the underground album around niggas Like Teddy and Supa Side them down niggas Around the same time my mama so tragic I'm in traffic with up under the mats, cracked wrapped in plastic Triple beam, b-12, and seran wrap, money wrapped Second album gold they can't stand that In 95 the year my pops ballin' in 96 when Pac died Bought me a Lexus, start catchin' Now my family members Suge Knight me The whole Ville but now them mothafuckas don't like me When I was it was all good When I was smokin' and hav-a-tampa's to the it was all good I been around the world and back this small hood I'm tryna and have it all playa we all should I started off broke as fuck, ain't no way to go but up Now I'm in a Rover truck, smokin' dro, never up Drinkin' X-O until I throw it up, nobody can like Yuk Hooked up with Rap-A-Lot blow shit up 80 Thousand the week nigga put them posters up Tha first nigga platinum teeth on the west coast is Yuk Niggas probaly get just for standin' close to Yuk I'm blessed with a son and It's like the reincarnation of my mother and comtinue the saga My wife be like a gift heaven I would been slit my wrist and jumped off a cliff From maldepression Life is like a big ass lesson we all go Friends you was close to all of a sudden want to you They all deceitful; I got shot up by a nigga I knew pre-school His mama and my used to be cool We from the street too why I don't creep through Niggas who rob you and try to kill you ain't yo who beat you with desert eagles ain't yo peoples Niggas who jack you for them kilos that ain't yo But gonna be no sequel cause next time I'm gonna show em somethin' Make it out the hood, niggas act like you owe em Niggas want you to throw em been robbed, stuffed in a trunk then Dumped in a fuckin' alleyway head lookin' a pumpkin' for fuckin' with my own I ask the lord why I'm the worlds hated Like Pac they want a nigga Judges me hundred G bonds for fake ass cases out, can't be faded, rock platinum bracelets Hair braided, jewelry Sammie Davis in Vegas Smellin' acres of sticky shit rolled in vega's Havin' paper comes with a load of haters That's why my friend is my lord and savior them haters