[Chorus - If you my life You would commit suicide If you look into my eyes of my You would straight suicide
Lord I my life Just to bring my mama to life Just to bring my father back to to bring my potnas back to life My hustled slangin' slabs at night That got my addicted to crack and pipe Raised in the 6-5 Village with no gas, no lights Hungry as sleepin' on the floor with an appetite Me and my sister awake to buckshots and lights My father been in jail half his Became a black family soulja taught me how to slang it right me a bastard right Family be the stabbin' type My tried to have me blasted twice niggas live the average life Raised in the with the wife, then turn gangsta when ya grab the mic Nigga I only spit the facts of From homeless to sleepin' on them mats at nights To prayin' for my in the afterlife I still hear whispers, shiver Still bein' a filthy ass field nigga Payless shoes, rocked clothes from Goodwill Salvation Army just to eat my next nigga Where slang to pay the bills nigga Y'all playin' doorbell ditch, I'm dodgin' bullets with them real Drug dealers with figgas, all the makin's of a foul nigga Lived off stamps and medicare stickers The first and fifthtenth was like like and Christmas Cause that's the only we fitted with food up in the kitchen Little boys and listen I got so many homies in this world missin' for tryna chickens Where taught to pack berattas, stack cheddar When the was termed the Felix Mitchell, D and Black era Real goodfellas, the whole was down for whatever Protected by three letters, crazy like Shellers Fool I been round since was screamin' rollers down finham When Felix shut the block didown I'm from the block were niggas get killed and the neighbors sit in the window and watch, don't call the cops I'm the block were the twelve year old is gotta play pops To support my mama and sister, gotta slang Aim glocks, dodge stray shots, from cops hoppin' fences Relentless dreams of havin' a mansion Benzes I used to have until I copped my first sentence For a eleven, three, fifty tossed me a year I pimped it An I lost several ramps, doin' at camp Rollin' for stamps, Y-A commitment if I bamp Got out with a plan, call my man whole time I was locked I wrote shit like Ice Cream Man An that's a I call Knumskull my nigga Lets call the group the Lunitoonz nigga lets make scrilla Hooked up with Hicks and Dru Down my nigga Dropped this album I'm still slangin' pounds and Then dropped the first underground album niggas Like Teddy Bohana and Supa them down niggas Around the same time my mama died so I'm in with gats up under the mats, cracked wrapped in plastic beam, b-12, and seran wrap, money rubberband wrapped Second album goes they can't stand that In 95 the year my died Start ballin' in 96 when Pac Bought me a Lexus, catchin' hawkeyes Now my family members Suge Knight me The whole Ville sheisty but now them mothafuckas like me When I was broke it was all When I was smokin' and to the wood it was all good I been around the world and back fuck this hood I'm tryna and have it all playa we all should I started off broke as fuck, ain't no way to go but up Now I'm in a truck, smokin' dro, never sobered up Drinkin' X-O until I throw it up, nobody can like Yuk Hooked up with Rap-A-Lot nigga blow up 80 Thousand the first week nigga put posters up Tha nigga with platinum teeth on the west coast is Yuk Niggas probaly get smoked just for close to Yuk I'm blessed a son and daughter It's like the reincarnation of my mother and father the saga My wife be like a from heaven I would have been slit my wrist and off a cliff From stressin' Life is a big ass lesson we all go through Friends you was close to all of a sudden want to you They all deceitful; I got shot up by a nigga I knew since His and my mama used to be cool We from the same too That's why I don't creep Niggas who rob you and try to kill you yo peoples Niggas who beat you with desert eagles yo peoples Niggas who jack you for them that ain't yo peoples But ain't gonna be no cause next time I'm gonna show em somethin' Make it out the hood, niggas act you owe em somethin' want you to throw em somethin' I've robbed, stuffed in a trunk then Dumped in a alleyway head lookin' like a pumpkin' for fuckin' with my own I ask the lord why I'm the worlds most Pac they want a nigga assassinated Judges give me G bonds for fake ass cases Bail out, can't be faded, rock platinum Hair braided, jewelry like Sammie in Vegas like acres of sticky shit rolled in vega's Havin' paper with a shit load of haters That's why my only friend is my lord and Fuck haters