[Chorus - If you lived my You would straight commit If you look into my eyes of my You straight commit suicide
Lord I my life Just to bring my back to life Just to my father back to life Just to bring my potnas back to My hustled slangin' slabs at night That got my addicted to crack and pipe in the motherfuckin' 6-5 Village with no gas, no lights Hungry as fuck sleepin' on the floor with an Me and my awake to buckshots and flashin' lights My father been in jail his life Became a black family soulja taught me how to blast it right Considered me a bastard be the back stabbin' type My tried to have me blasted twice Y'all niggas live the life Raised in the hills the wife, then turn gangsta when ya grab the mic Nigga I only the facts of life bein' homeless to sleepin' on them mats at nights To for my parents in the afterlife I hear whispers, still shiver Still remember bein' a ass field nigga Payless shoes, rocked clothes from nigga Salvation just to eat my next meal nigga Where slang to pay the bills nigga Y'all playin' doorbell ditch, I'm dodgin' bullets with real killas Drug dealers with wild figgas, all the makin's of a foul Lived off food stamps and medicare The first and fifthtenth was like Thanksgivin and Christmas Cause that's the only time we fitted food up in the kitchen boys and girls listen I got so many homies in this world missin' for tryna twirl Where they to pack berattas, stack cheddar the Village was termed the Felix Mitchell, D and Black era Real goodfellas, the whole was down for whatever Protected by letters, crazy like Micheal Shellers Fool I been round since niggas was rollers down finham When Felix Mitchell shut the didown I'm from the block were niggas get and shot While the neighbors sit in the window and watch, don't call the I'm from the block were the twelve year old is gotta pops To support my and sister, gotta slang rocks Aim glocks, dodge stray shots, runnin' from cops fences Relentless dreams of a mansion mobbin' Benzes I used to have visions until I copped my first For a eleven, three, tossed me a year I straight pimped it An I several ramps, doin' time at camp dice for stamps, Y-A commitment if I bamp Got out with a plan, call my man They whole time I was locked I wrote like Ice Cream Man An that's a I call Knumskull my nigga Lets the group the Lunitoonz nigga lets make this scrilla Hooked up with Chris Hicks and Dru Down my Dropped this album I'm still pounds and zippers Then dropped the first underground album niggas Teddy Bohana and Supa Side them down niggas Around the same my mama died so tragic I'm in traffic with gats up the mats, cracked wrapped in plastic Triple beam, b-12, and seran wrap, rubberband wrapped Second album gold they can't stand that In 95 the year my pops Start ballin' in 96 Pac died me a Lexus, start catchin' hawkeyes Now my family tryna Suge Knight me The whole Ville but now them mothafuckas don't like me When I was broke it was all I was smokin' and hav-a-tampa's to the wood it was all good I around the world and back fuck this small hood I'm tryna ball and have it all playa we all I started off broke as fuck, ain't no way to go but up Now I'm in a Rover truck, dro, never sobered up Drinkin' X-O until I it up, nobody can flow like Yuk Hooked up Rap-A-Lot nigga blow shit up 80 Thousand the first week put them posters up Tha nigga with platinum teeth on the west coast is Yuk Niggas probaly get smoked just for standin' to Yuk I'm blessed with a son and It's like the of my mother and father comtinue the saga My wife be like a gift heaven I would been slit my wrist and jumped off a cliff From maldepression Life is like a big ass we all go through Friends you was close to all of a sudden to smoke you all deceitful; I got shot up by a nigga I knew since pre-school His mama and my used to be cool We from the same too That's why I don't through Niggas who rob you and try to kill you yo peoples Niggas who beat you with eagles ain't yo peoples Niggas who jack you for kilos that ain't yo peoples But ain't be no sequel cause next time I'm gonna show em somethin' Make it out the hood, act like you owe em somethin' want you to throw em somethin' I've been robbed, stuffed in a trunk in a fuckin' alleyway head lookin' like a pumpkin' for fuckin' with my own I ask the lord why I'm the worlds most Like Pac want a nigga assassinated give me hundred G bonds for fake ass cases Bail out, be faded, rock platinum bracelets Hair braided, jewelry like Sammie Davis in Smellin' like acres of shit rolled in vega's Havin' paper comes with a load of haters That's why my only friend is my lord and Fuck haters