I've never tasted like these before And they are the saddest I have known simple cause is none but one of joy For now it I may not be alone Upon earth as I have been 'til now A truly twist of fate For I had given up on myself, and thought it late Too late for any soul to a line His hook hit the ice and snap in two But someone a kiss and with his breath Unfroze what ne'er a roaring could do An angel now is and from the start I knew that I was to let him in But while I I weep because I know That something ends so that this can God, a fool am I, or am I wise? For years have I kept hidden in my The name of one who had been more But I wrote about and set apart other men, though never did I tell My feelings, nay, but him as a muse An inspiration, to adore But rarely did I think on what I'd If ever my were replaced By someone living, breathing, and real For while I pledged my to him in song The for me I knew he did not feel If I tell the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in this fashion for all I care he couldn't care for me As long as I own him in each rhyme And have someone to think about night When after torment wracked my soul To writhe in sorrow, bathe in delight To my pages was my only goal Until the day I dared to it love For this was the only I had known And somehow I could keep the away For in my I never was alone And thus in love, though with a specter, I did expect, nor wish, nor care To take another in that holy in my mind I knew no one was there Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, why this pain When of my I opened up the door And swept the space where I hed remain And something dies me as I sweep As new is born in every tear Past of memories I long to keep A future that I both for and fear really was no question when it came This star, both fire and gentleness Who never gave me time to make my But my will his own with each caress For and only once I did not think Where I should feel and for I was proud But it was one thing to the part And something else to say the word For I had, I felt a shadow fade Which over me had hung for all these And no true in all the world could match The sense of someone passing with my I hadn't known then how lost I was Enveloped in this mist of my So of me my muse had thus become That in my eyes no was seen to shine Unless it some of my phantom's light Or carried of music in the beams Until my soul was to the view No man could enter, in my dreams Its now and I am not afraid I know full well what I am to do But late at night when I my muse I cry for us as he ever knew That I had years to hear my name Once spoken as it have always been Id wait still but someone real appeared And stole the heart no man hope to win If to my muse I'd said hello It not hurt this much to say goodbye But there is tragic in this scene may appear as joyous to the eye Of who witnesses myself Bound in the arms and lips of my new in a way I've never been And healing wounds I thought would mend The that shattered my reality The I dreamed but never thought Id meet And now I look back except in dreams Yet when I do the pain is sweet For only pain can me who I was And from that girl to me how much Ive Ive never tears like these before And yes, they are the I have known