I've never tasted like these before And though they are the saddest I have simple cause is none but one of joy For now it I may not be alone Upon this earth as I have been now A unexpected twist of fate For I had up on everyone Especially myself, and it late Too late for any soul to a line His hook hit the ice and snap in two But someone a kiss and with his breath Unfroze ne'er a roaring fire could do An angel now is mine and the start I that I was bound to let him in But while I smile I because I know That something ends so this can begin God, what a am I, or am I wise? For years have I kept hidden in my The name of one who never had been But whom I wrote about and set other men, though never did I tell My feelings, nay, but used him as a An inspiration, something to But rarely did I think on I'd lose If my affections were replaced By someone living, breathing, and real For while I my life to him in song The same for me I knew he did not If I could the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in fashion for all time I care he couldn't care for me As long as I could own him in rhyme And have someone to think each night torment after torment wracked my soul To writhe in sorrow, bathe in pain's To my pages was my only goal Until the day I dared to call it For love was the only I had known And somehow I could the rest away For in my mind I never was And being thus in love, with a specter, I never did expect, nor wish, nor To take another in holy place Though in my I knew no one was there Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, else why pain When of my will I opened up the And swept the space where I swore hed And something dies within me as I As something new is born in every Past years of memories I to keep A future that I long for and fear There was no question when it came This shooting star, both and gentleness Who never gave me time to my choice But made my his own with each caress For and only once I did not think Where I feel and for that I was proud But it was one thing to enact the And something else to say the aloud For once I had, I a shadow fade Which me had hung for all these years And no loss in all the world could match The sense of passing with my tears I hadn't 'til then how lost I was Enveloped in this mist of my So of me my muse had thus become That in my eyes no star was seen to Unless it bore some of my phantom's Or carried strains of in the beams Until my soul was open to the No man could enter, in my dreams Its now and I am not afraid I know well what I am meant to do But late at when I recall my muse I cry for us as though he knew That I had years to hear my name spoken as it should have always been Id wait there still but real appeared And stole the heart no man hope to win If to my muse I'd said hello It might not this much to say goodbye But is something tragic in this scene Which may as joyous to the eye Of who witnesses myself Bound in the arms and lips of my new Completed in a way I've never And healing wounds I thought would mend The truth that shattered my The soul I but never thought Id meet And now I don't look back in dreams Yet when I do the pain is sweet For only can show me who I was And from that to me how much Ive grown Ive tasted tears like these before And yes, are the saddest I have known