I've never tasted like these before And though they are the saddest I have simple cause is none but one of joy For now it I may not be alone Upon this earth as I been 'til now A unexpected twist of fate For I had given up on myself, and thought it late Too late for any soul to a line His hook hit the ice and snap in two But someone blew a and with his breath Unfroze what ne'er a roaring fire do An angel now is mine and from the I knew I was bound to let him in But while I smile I weep I know That something so that this can begin God, a fool am I, or am I wise? For years have I kept hidden in my The name of one who had been more But whom I wrote and set apart From other men, never did I tell My feelings, nay, but used him as a An inspiration, to adore But rarely did I think on what I'd If my affections were replaced By living, breathing, warm and real For while I pledged my to him in song The same for me I knew he did not If I could the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in this for all time I didn't he couldn't care for me As long as I own him in each rhyme And have someone to about each night When torment after torment wracked my To writhe in sorrow, bathe in delight To fill my pages was my goal the day I dared to call it love For love was the only I had known And somehow I could keep the rest For in my I never was alone And being in love, though with a specter, I did expect, nor wish, nor care To take another in holy place Though in my mind I no one was there Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, why this pain of my will I opened up the door And the space where I swore hed remain And something dies me as I sweep As something new is born in every Past years of I long to keep A future that I both for and fear There really was no when it came This shooting star, fire and gentleness Who never me time to make my choice But made my will his own each caress For once and only I did not think Where I should feel and for I was proud But it was one thing to the part And something to say the word aloud For once I had, I felt a shadow Which over me had hung for all years And no true loss in all the world could The sense of someone passing my tears I hadn't known 'til then how I was in this mist of my design So of me my muse had thus become That in my eyes no star was to shine it bore some of my phantom's light Or carried strains of in the beams Until my soul was to the view No man could enter, in my dreams Its over now and I am not I know well what I am meant to do But late at when I recall my muse I cry for us as though he knew That I had years to hear my name Once spoken as it should have been Id wait still but someone real appeared And stole the no man could hope to win If to my I'd ever said hello It not hurt this much to say goodbye But there is something tragic in scene Which may appear as to the eye Of anyone who myself Bound in the arms and of my new friend Completed in a way I've never And healing wounds I thought never mend The truth that my reality The soul I but never thought Id meet And now I don't look back except in Yet I do the pain is always sweet For pain can show me who I was And that girl to me how much Ive grown Ive never tasted tears like these And yes, they are the saddest I known