I've never tasted tears like these And though are the saddest I have known Their simple cause is but one of joy For now it seems I may not be Upon this as I have been 'til now A truly twist of fate For I had given up on Especially myself, and thought it Too for any soul to cast a line His hook would hit the ice and in two But someone blew a kiss and his breath what ne'er a roaring fire could do An angel now is mine and the start I knew that I was to let him in But while I smile I because I know That something ends so that this can God, what a fool am I, or am I For years have I kept in my heart The name of one who had been more But whom I about and set apart From other men, though did I tell My feelings, nay, but him as a muse An inspiration, something to But did I think on what I'd lose If my affections were replaced By living, breathing, warm and real For while I pledged my life to him in The same for me I he did not feel If I tell the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in this fashion for all I didn't he couldn't care for me As long as I own him in each rhyme And have someone to about each night When torment torment wracked my soul To writhe in sorrow, bathe in delight To fill my pages was my only Until the day I dared to it love For love was the only I had known And I could keep the rest away For in my mind I was alone And being in love, though with a specter, I did expect, nor wish, nor care To take in that holy place Though in my mind I no one was there Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, why this pain When of my I opened up the door And swept the space where I swore hed And something within me as I sweep As new is born in every tear Past years of memories I to keep A future that I both long for and There really was no question it came shooting star, both fire and gentleness Who gave me time to make my choice But made my his own with each caress For once and only once I did not Where I should and for that I was proud But it was one thing to the part And something to say the word aloud For once I had, I felt a shadow Which over me had hung for all years And no true loss in all the world could The sense of someone with my tears I hadn't known then how lost I was Enveloped in this mist of my So much of me my muse had thus That in my no star was seen to shine Unless it bore some of my light Or carried strains of music in the Until my soul was to the view No man could enter, except in my Its over now and I am not I full well what I am meant to do But late at night when I recall my I cry for us as he ever knew That I had waited years to my name Once spoken as it should always been Id wait there still but someone appeared And stole the heart no man hope to win If to my muse I'd ever hello It might not hurt much to say goodbye But there is tragic in this scene Which may appear as to the eye Of anyone who myself Bound in the arms and lips of my new Completed in a way I've never And healing wounds I thought would mend The truth that my reality The soul I but never thought Id meet And now I don't look back except in Yet I do the pain is always sweet For pain can show me who I was And from that to me how much Ive grown Ive never tasted tears these before And yes, they are the saddest I have