I've never tasted like these before And though they are the I have known Their simple is none but one of joy For now it seems I may not be Upon this earth as I have been now A truly unexpected of fate For I had given up on Especially myself, and thought it Too late for any to cast a line His hook hit the ice and snap in two But someone blew a kiss and his breath Unfroze what a roaring fire could do An now is mine and from the start I knew that I was to let him in But while I smile I weep I know That something ends so that can begin God, what a am I, or am I wise? For years have I kept hidden in my The name of one who never had more But I wrote about and set apart From other men, never did I tell My feelings, nay, but used him as a An inspiration, something to But did I think on what I'd lose If ever my affections replaced By someone living, breathing, warm and For while I my life to him in song The same for me I he did not feel If I could the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in this for all time I didn't he couldn't care for me As long as I own him in each rhyme And someone to think about each night When torment after wracked my soul To writhe in sorrow, bathe in delight To fill my pages was my goal the day I dared to call it love For this love was the I had known And I could keep the rest away For in my mind I never was And thus in love, though with a specter, I did expect, nor wish, nor care To take another in that place Though in my mind I knew no one was Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I I loved, else why this pain When of my I opened up the door And swept the space I swore hed remain And something within me as I sweep As new is born in every tear years of memories I long to keep A future I both long for and fear There really was no when it came This shooting star, both fire and Who never gave me to make my choice But made my his own with each caress For once and only I did not think I should feel and for that I was proud But it was one thing to the part And else to say the word aloud For once I had, I a shadow fade Which over me had for all these years And no true loss in all the world match The sense of passing with my tears I hadn't known then how lost I was Enveloped in mist of my design So much of me my had thus become That in my eyes no was seen to shine Unless it bore some of my light Or strains of music in the beams Until my was open to the view No man could enter, except in my Its now and I am not afraid I know well what I am meant to do But late at when I recall my muse I cry for us as though he ever That I had waited years to my name Once as it should have always been Id there still but someone real appeared And stole the no man could hope to win If to my muse I'd ever said It might not hurt this to say goodbye But there is tragic in this scene Which may appear as to the eye Of who witnesses myself Bound in the arms and of my new friend Completed in a way I've never And healing wounds I thought would mend The truth shattered my reality The soul I dreamed but never thought Id And now I don't look back except in Yet when I do the pain is always For only can show me who I was And from that girl to me how Ive grown Ive never tasted tears these before And yes, they are the saddest I have