I've never tasted tears like these And they are the saddest I have known Their simple is none but one of joy For now it seems I may not be Upon this earth as I have been now A truly twist of fate For I had given up on Especially myself, and thought it Too late for any to cast a line His hook would hit the ice and in two But someone blew a kiss and his breath Unfroze what ne'er a fire could do An now is mine and from the start I that I was bound to let him in But while I I weep because I know That something ends so that this can God, what a am I, or am I wise? For have I kept hidden in my heart The of one who never had been more But whom I wrote and set apart From men, though never did I tell My feelings, nay, but used him as a An inspiration, to adore But rarely did I think on what I'd If ever my affections replaced By someone living, breathing, warm and For I pledged my life to him in song The same for me I knew he did not If I tell the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in this fashion for all I didn't he couldn't care for me As as I could own him in each rhyme And have someone to think about night torment after torment wracked my soul To writhe in sorrow, bathe in pain's To my pages was my only goal Until the day I dared to call it For this love was the I had known And I could keep the rest away For in my I never was alone And being in love, though with a specter, I never did expect, nor wish, nor To take another in holy place Though in my I knew no one was there Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, why this pain When of my will I opened up the And swept the space where I swore hed And something dies me as I sweep As something new is born in every Past years of memories I long to A future I both long for and fear There was no question when it came This shooting star, fire and gentleness Who never gave me to make my choice But made my will his own with each For once and only I did not think Where I should feel and for I was proud But it was one to enact the part And something else to say the aloud For once I had, I felt a shadow Which me had hung for all these years And no true loss in all the world could The of someone passing with my tears I hadn't known 'til then how I was Enveloped in this of my design So much of me my muse had become in my eyes no star was seen to shine Unless it bore some of my phantom's Or strains of music in the beams Until my soul was open to the No man could enter, in my dreams Its now and I am not afraid I know well what I am meant to do But late at night I recall my muse I cry for us as though he knew That I had waited years to hear my Once spoken as it should always been Id there still but someone real appeared And stole the no man could hope to win If to my muse I'd said hello It might not this much to say goodbye But there is something in this scene Which may as joyous to the eye Of who witnesses myself Bound in the arms and lips of my new Completed in a way never been And healing wounds I thought would mend The that shattered my reality The soul I but never thought Id meet And now I don't look back except in Yet when I do the is always sweet For only pain can me who I was And that girl to me how much Ive grown Ive never tears like these before And yes, they are the I have known