I've never tasted tears these before And though are the saddest I have known Their simple is none but one of joy For now it I may not be alone this earth as I have been 'til now A truly twist of fate For I had up on everyone Especially myself, and it late Too for any soul to cast a line His hook hit the ice and snap in two But someone a kiss and with his breath Unfroze what ne'er a roaring fire do An angel now is mine and from the I knew I was bound to let him in But while I smile I weep I know That ends so that this can begin God, what a fool am I, or am I For years have I hidden in my heart The name of one who had been more But whom I wrote and set apart From men, though never did I tell My feelings, nay, but used him as a An inspiration, to adore But did I think on what I'd lose If ever my affections replaced By someone living, breathing, and real For I pledged my life to him in song The same for me I knew he did not If I tell the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in this for all time I didn't care he couldn't for me As long as I own him in each rhyme And have someone to think about night torment after torment wracked my soul To in sorrow, bathe in pain's delight To my pages was my only goal Until the day I dared to it love For love was the only I had known And somehow I keep the rest away For in my mind I was alone And being thus in love, though a specter, I did expect, nor wish, nor care To take another in that place Though in my I knew no one was there Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, else why this When of my will I opened up the And the space where I swore hed remain And dies within me as I sweep As something new is in every tear Past of memories I long to keep A that I both long for and fear There really was no when it came This shooting star, both fire and Who gave me time to make my choice But made my his own with each caress For once and only once I did not Where I feel and for that I was proud But it was one thing to enact the And else to say the word aloud For once I had, I felt a fade Which over me had hung for all years And no true loss in all the could match The of someone passing with my tears I hadn't 'til then how lost I was Enveloped in this of my design So of me my muse had thus become That in my eyes no star was seen to Unless it bore some of my light Or carried strains of music in the Until my was open to the view No man enter, except in my dreams Its over now and I am not I know full well I am meant to do But late at when I recall my muse I cry for us as though he ever That I had years to hear my name Once spoken as it should always been Id wait still but someone real appeared And the heart no man could hope to win If to my muse I'd said hello It not hurt this much to say goodbye But is something tragic in this scene may appear as joyous to the eye Of who witnesses myself Bound in the and lips of my new friend Completed in a way I've been And healing wounds I thought never mend The truth that my reality The soul I but never thought Id meet And now I don't look except in dreams Yet when I do the pain is sweet For pain can show me who I was And from that to me how much Ive grown Ive tasted tears like these before And yes, they are the saddest I have