I've never tears like these before And though they are the saddest I known Their cause is none but one of joy For now it I may not be alone Upon this earth as I have been now A truly unexpected of fate For I had given up on Especially myself, and it late Too for any soul to cast a line His hook would hit the ice and in two But blew a kiss and with his breath Unfroze what a roaring fire could do An angel now is and from the start I knew I was bound to let him in But while I I weep because I know That something ends so this can begin God, what a am I, or am I wise? For years I kept hidden in my heart The of one who never had been more But whom I wrote and set apart other men, though never did I tell My feelings, nay, but him as a muse An inspiration, something to But rarely did I think on what I'd If ever my were replaced By living, breathing, warm and real For while I pledged my life to him in The same for me I knew he did not If I could the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in fashion for all time I didn't he couldn't care for me As long as I could own him in rhyme And have to think about each night torment after torment wracked my soul To writhe in sorrow, bathe in delight To fill my pages was my only the day I dared to call it love For this was the only I had known And somehow I could the rest away For in my mind I was alone And being thus in love, with a specter, I did expect, nor wish, nor care To take another in that holy Though in my I knew no one was there Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I I loved, else why this pain of my will I opened up the door And swept the space where I swore hed And dies within me as I sweep As something new is born in every Past years of I long to keep A future that I long for and fear There was no question when it came This shooting star, both and gentleness Who never gave me time to my choice But made my his own with each caress For and only once I did not think Where I feel and for that I was proud But it was one thing to enact the And else to say the word aloud For once I had, I felt a fade Which over me had hung for all years And no true loss in all the world match The sense of someone with my tears I hadn't known 'til how lost I was in this mist of my design So much of me my muse had thus That in my eyes no was seen to shine Unless it some of my phantom's light Or carried of music in the beams Until my soul was to the view No man could enter, in my dreams Its over now and I am not I know full well I am meant to do But late at night when I my muse I cry for us as he ever knew That I had years to hear my name Once as it should have always been Id wait there still but real appeared And stole the heart no man hope to win If to my muse I'd said hello It might not hurt this to say goodbye But is something tragic in this scene Which may appear as to the eye Of anyone who myself Bound in the arms and lips of my new Completed in a way I've been And healing wounds I would never mend The truth that my reality The I dreamed but never thought Id meet And now I don't back except in dreams Yet I do the pain is always sweet For only can show me who I was And from that girl to me how Ive grown Ive never tears like these before And yes, they are the saddest I known