I've never tasted tears these before And though are the saddest I have known Their cause is none but one of joy For now it I may not be alone Upon this earth as I been 'til now A truly twist of fate For I had up on everyone myself, and thought it late Too late for any soul to cast a His hook would hit the ice and in two But blew a kiss and with his breath Unfroze ne'er a roaring fire could do An angel now is mine and the start I knew I was bound to let him in But while I I weep because I know That something ends so this can begin God, a fool am I, or am I wise? For years I kept hidden in my heart The of one who never had been more But whom I wrote about and set other men, though never did I tell My feelings, nay, but used him as a An inspiration, to adore But rarely did I think on I'd lose If ever my were replaced By someone living, breathing, and real For while I my life to him in song The same for me I he did not feel If I could tell the truth, I'd say I To go on in this for all time I didn't he couldn't care for me As as I could own him in each rhyme And have someone to about each night When after torment wracked my soul To writhe in sorrow, bathe in pain's To fill my pages was my goal Until the day I to call it love For this was the only I had known And somehow I keep the rest away For in my mind I never was And being in love, though with a specter, I did expect, nor wish, nor care To take another in that place Though in my mind I no one was there Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, else why this of my will I opened up the door And swept the space where I swore hed And something within me as I sweep As something new is born in every Past years of I long to keep A that I both long for and fear There really was no when it came This star, both fire and gentleness Who never gave me time to my choice But made my will his own each caress For and only once I did not think Where I should feel and for I was proud But it was one thing to enact the And else to say the word aloud For once I had, I felt a fade Which me had hung for all these years And no true loss in all the could match The of someone passing with my tears I known 'til then how lost I was in this mist of my design So much of me my muse had thus That in my no star was seen to shine Unless it bore of my phantom's light Or carried strains of in the beams Until my soul was open to the No man could enter, except in my Its now and I am not afraid I know well what I am meant to do But late at night when I recall my I cry for us as he ever knew That I had years to hear my name spoken as it should have always been Id wait there still but someone appeared And stole the heart no man could to win If to my muse I'd ever said It might not hurt this to say goodbye But there is something in this scene Which may as joyous to the eye Of anyone who witnesses Bound in the arms and of my new friend Completed in a way never been And wounds I thought would never mend The that shattered my reality The I dreamed but never thought Id meet And now I look back except in dreams Yet when I do the is always sweet For pain can show me who I was And from that girl to me how Ive grown Ive never tasted tears like before And yes, they are the saddest I known