I've never tasted like these before And they are the saddest I have known Their simple is none but one of joy For now it I may not be alone Upon this earth as I have 'til now A truly unexpected of fate For I had up on everyone myself, and thought it late Too for any soul to cast a line His hook hit the ice and snap in two But someone blew a and with his breath Unfroze ne'er a roaring fire could do An now is mine and from the start I that I was bound to let him in But while I smile I weep I know That ends so that this can begin God, a fool am I, or am I wise? For years have I kept in my heart The name of one who never had more But whom I about and set apart other men, though never did I tell My feelings, nay, but him as a muse An inspiration, to adore But did I think on what I'd lose If ever my were replaced By someone living, breathing, and real For while I pledged my life to him in The same for me I knew he did not If I could the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in this for all time I didn't care he care for me As as I could own him in each rhyme And someone to think about each night When torment after wracked my soul To writhe in sorrow, bathe in delight To my pages was my only goal Until the day I dared to call it For this was the only I had known And somehow I keep the rest away For in my mind I never was And being thus in love, with a specter, I never did expect, nor wish, nor To take another in that place Though in my mind I knew no one was Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, else why pain When of my I opened up the door And swept the space where I swore hed And something dies within me as I As something new is in every tear Past of memories I long to keep A that I both long for and fear There really was no question when it shooting star, both fire and gentleness Who never gave me time to my choice But made my will his own each caress For once and only I did not think Where I should feel and for that I was But it was one thing to enact the And something to say the word aloud For once I had, I felt a shadow Which me had hung for all these years And no loss in all the world could match The sense of someone passing with my I known 'til then how lost I was Enveloped in this mist of my So much of me my muse had thus That in my eyes no star was to shine Unless it some of my phantom's light Or strains of music in the beams Until my was open to the view No man enter, except in my dreams Its now and I am not afraid I know full well I am meant to do But late at night when I my muse I cry for us as he ever knew I had waited years to hear my name Once spoken as it should have been Id wait still but someone real appeared And stole the heart no man hope to win If to my muse I'd said hello It might not hurt this to say goodbye But there is something tragic in scene may appear as joyous to the eye Of who witnesses myself in the arms and lips of my new friend Completed in a way never been And healing wounds I thought would mend The truth shattered my reality The soul I but never thought Id meet And now I don't look back except in Yet when I do the pain is always For only can show me who I was And from that girl to me how much Ive Ive never tasted tears like before And yes, they are the I have known