I've never tasted tears like these And they are the saddest I have known Their simple cause is but one of joy For now it seems I may not be Upon this earth as I been 'til now A truly twist of fate For I had given up on Especially myself, and it late Too late for any soul to a line His hook would hit the ice and in two But someone blew a kiss and with his what ne'er a roaring fire could do An now is mine and from the start I knew I was bound to let him in But I smile I weep because I know That something so that this can begin God, what a am I, or am I wise? For years I kept hidden in my heart The name of one who never had been But whom I wrote about and set From other men, never did I tell My feelings, nay, but used him as a An inspiration, something to But rarely did I think on what I'd If ever my were replaced By someone living, breathing, and real For I pledged my life to him in song The for me I knew he did not feel If I could tell the truth, I'd say I To go on in this for all time I didn't care he care for me As long as I own him in each rhyme And have to think about each night When torment torment wracked my soul To writhe in sorrow, bathe in delight To my pages was my only goal Until the day I dared to call it For this was the only I had known And somehow I could keep the rest For in my I never was alone And being thus in love, though a specter, I did expect, nor wish, nor care To another in that holy place Though in my I knew no one was there Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, else why this When of my I opened up the door And swept the space I swore hed remain And something dies me as I sweep As new is born in every tear Past years of I long to keep A that I both long for and fear really was no question when it came This shooting star, both fire and Who never me time to make my choice But made my will his own with each For once and only I did not think Where I should feel and for I was proud But it was one thing to enact the And something else to say the word For once I had, I a shadow fade Which over me had hung for all these And no true loss in all the world match The sense of passing with my tears I hadn't 'til then how lost I was in this mist of my design So much of me my had thus become That in my eyes no star was to shine it bore some of my phantom's light Or carried strains of music in the my soul was open to the view No man enter, except in my dreams Its now and I am not afraid I know well what I am meant to do But late at night when I my muse I cry for us as though he ever That I had waited years to my name spoken as it should have always been Id there still but someone real appeared And stole the heart no man could to win If to my muse I'd ever hello It might not hurt much to say goodbye But is something tragic in this scene may appear as joyous to the eye Of anyone who witnesses Bound in the and lips of my new friend Completed in a way I've never And healing wounds I thought would never The truth that my reality The soul I dreamed but never Id meet And now I look back except in dreams Yet I do the pain is always sweet For only pain can me who I was And from that to me how much Ive grown Ive never tears like these before And yes, they are the I have known