I've never tasted like these before And though are the saddest I have known Their simple cause is but one of joy For now it seems I may not be Upon this earth as I have been now A truly unexpected of fate For I had given up on Especially myself, and it late Too for any soul to cast a line His hook hit the ice and snap in two But someone a kiss and with his breath Unfroze what ne'er a roaring fire do An angel now is mine and the start I that I was bound to let him in But while I smile I because I know That something ends so that this can God, a fool am I, or am I wise? For years I kept hidden in my heart The of one who never had been more But whom I about and set apart From men, though never did I tell My feelings, nay, but him as a muse An inspiration, to adore But rarely did I think on what I'd If ever my affections were By living, breathing, warm and real For while I my life to him in song The same for me I he did not feel If I could tell the truth, I'd say I To go on in fashion for all time I care he couldn't care for me As as I could own him in each rhyme And have someone to think about night When torment after torment my soul To in sorrow, bathe in pain's delight To fill my was my only goal the day I dared to call it love For this was the only I had known And somehow I could keep the rest For in my mind I was alone And being thus in love, with a specter, I did expect, nor wish, nor care To take in that holy place Though in my mind I knew no one was Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, why this pain When of my will I opened up the And swept the space where I swore hed And dies within me as I sweep As something new is born in every years of memories I long to keep A future I both long for and fear There really was no question it came This shooting star, fire and gentleness Who never gave me time to make my But made my his own with each caress For once and once I did not think I should feel and for that I was proud But it was one thing to the part And something else to say the word For I had, I felt a shadow fade Which over me had for all these years And no true in all the world could match The of someone passing with my tears I known 'til then how lost I was in this mist of my design So much of me my had thus become in my eyes no star was seen to shine Unless it bore some of my phantom's Or strains of music in the beams Until my soul was open to the No man could enter, in my dreams Its over now and I am not I know well what I am meant to do But at night when I recall my muse I cry for us as though he ever That I had years to hear my name Once spoken as it should always been Id wait there still but someone appeared And stole the heart no man hope to win If to my muse I'd ever hello It might not hurt this to say goodbye But there is tragic in this scene may appear as joyous to the eye Of anyone who myself Bound in the arms and lips of my new Completed in a way never been And healing wounds I thought never mend The truth that my reality The soul I but never thought Id meet And now I look back except in dreams Yet when I do the is always sweet For pain can show me who I was And from girl to me how much Ive grown Ive never tasted like these before And yes, they are the I have known