I've never tasted tears like these And they are the saddest I have known Their simple is none but one of joy For now it seems I may not be Upon this earth as I have 'til now A truly unexpected of fate For I had up on everyone Especially myself, and thought it Too late for any soul to cast a His hook would hit the ice and in two But someone blew a kiss and with his Unfroze what ne'er a roaring fire do An now is mine and from the start I knew that I was to let him in But while I smile I because I know That something ends so that can begin God, a fool am I, or am I wise? For years I kept hidden in my heart The name of one who never had more But whom I about and set apart From other men, never did I tell My feelings, nay, but him as a muse An inspiration, to adore But did I think on what I'd lose If my affections were replaced By someone living, breathing, warm and For while I pledged my life to him in The for me I knew he did not feel If I tell the truth, I'd say I planned To go on in fashion for all time I didn't care he care for me As long as I could own him in rhyme And have someone to think about night When torment after torment wracked my To writhe in sorrow, bathe in pain's To fill my pages was my only Until the day I dared to it love For love was the only I had known And somehow I could keep the rest For in my mind I never was And thus in love, though with a specter, I never did expect, nor wish, nor To take another in that place Though in my mind I knew no one was Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I I loved, else why this pain When of my I opened up the door And swept the space where I swore hed And something dies within me as I As new is born in every tear Past years of memories I to keep A future that I long for and fear There really was no when it came This shooting star, both fire and Who never me time to make my choice But made my will his own with each For once and only once I did not Where I should feel and for that I was But it was one thing to the part And something else to say the aloud For once I had, I felt a fade Which over me had hung for all these And no true loss in all the world match The of someone passing with my tears I hadn't known 'til then how I was Enveloped in this of my design So of me my muse had thus become That in my eyes no was seen to shine Unless it bore of my phantom's light Or carried strains of music in the Until my soul was open to the No man could enter, except in my Its over now and I am not I know full well what I am to do But late at night when I recall my I cry for us as though he knew That I had waited years to my name Once as it should have always been Id wait there still but real appeared And the heart no man could hope to win If to my muse I'd ever said It not hurt this much to say goodbye But there is something in this scene may appear as joyous to the eye Of who witnesses myself Bound in the and lips of my new friend in a way I've never been And healing wounds I thought would mend The truth that my reality The soul I dreamed but never thought Id And now I don't look back except in Yet when I do the pain is always For only can show me who I was And from girl to me how much Ive grown Ive never tears like these before And yes, they are the saddest I have