I've never tasted tears like before And they are the saddest I have known Their simple cause is but one of joy For now it seems I may not be this earth as I have been 'til now A unexpected twist of fate For I had given up on Especially myself, and it late Too late for any soul to a line His would hit the ice and snap in two But someone a kiss and with his breath Unfroze ne'er a roaring fire could do An now is mine and from the start I knew that I was to let him in But while I smile I weep because I That something so that this can begin God, what a fool am I, or am I For years have I hidden in my heart The name of one who had been more But whom I wrote and set apart From other men, never did I tell My feelings, nay, but him as a muse An inspiration, to adore But rarely did I think on what I'd If ever my were replaced By someone living, breathing, warm and For I pledged my life to him in song The for me I knew he did not feel If I could tell the truth, I'd say I To go on in fashion for all time I didn't he couldn't care for me As long as I own him in each rhyme And have to think about each night torment after torment wracked my soul To in sorrow, bathe in pain's delight To fill my was my only goal Until the day I dared to call it For love was the only I had known And somehow I could the rest away For in my mind I never was And thus in love, though with a specter, I did expect, nor wish, nor care To take in that holy place in my mind I knew no one was there Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, why this pain When of my will I up the door And swept the where I swore hed remain And something within me as I sweep As something new is in every tear Past years of memories I long to A future that I long for and fear really was no question when it came This star, both fire and gentleness Who never gave me time to my choice But made my his own with each caress For and only once I did not think I should feel and for that I was proud But it was one thing to the part And something else to say the word For once I had, I felt a shadow Which over me had hung for all these And no true loss in all the could match The sense of someone passing my tears I hadn't 'til then how lost I was in this mist of my design So much of me my had thus become in my eyes no star was seen to shine Unless it bore some of my light Or carried of music in the beams my soul was open to the view No man could enter, in my dreams Its over now and I am not I know full what I am meant to do But late at night when I recall my I cry for us as he ever knew That I had waited years to my name Once spoken as it should have been Id wait there still but real appeared And stole the heart no man hope to win If to my I'd ever said hello It might not hurt much to say goodbye But there is tragic in this scene may appear as joyous to the eye Of anyone who witnesses Bound in the arms and lips of my new Completed in a way I've never And wounds I thought would never mend The truth shattered my reality The soul I dreamed but thought Id meet And now I don't look except in dreams Yet when I do the is always sweet For only can show me who I was And from that girl to me how Ive grown Ive never tasted tears like before And yes, they are the saddest I have