I've never tasted tears these before And though are the saddest I have known Their simple is none but one of joy For now it seems I may not be Upon this earth as I been 'til now A truly unexpected twist of For I had given up on myself, and thought it late Too late for any to cast a line His would hit the ice and snap in two But blew a kiss and with his breath Unfroze what a roaring fire could do An angel now is and from the start I knew I was bound to let him in But while I I weep because I know something ends so that this can begin God, what a am I, or am I wise? For years have I hidden in my heart The name of one who never had been But whom I about and set apart other men, though never did I tell My feelings, nay, but him as a muse An inspiration, something to But rarely did I on what I'd lose If ever my affections replaced By someone living, breathing, warm and For while I pledged my to him in song The same for me I knew he did not If I could tell the truth, I'd say I To go on in fashion for all time I didn't care he couldn't for me As long as I could own him in each And have someone to think about night When after torment wracked my soul To writhe in sorrow, bathe in pain's To my pages was my only goal the day I dared to call it love For love was the only I had known And somehow I could keep the away For in my mind I never was And being thus in love, with a specter, I did expect, nor wish, nor care To take another in that holy Though in my I knew no one was there Yay, in my mind, but not so in my I loved, I swear I loved, why this pain of my will I opened up the door And swept the space where I swore hed And something dies within me as I As something new is in every tear Past years of memories I to keep A future that I both for and fear really was no question when it came This shooting star, both fire and Who never gave me time to make my But made my will his own with caress For once and only I did not think Where I should feel and for I was proud But it was one thing to enact the And something else to say the word For I had, I felt a shadow fade Which over me had for all these years And no true loss in all the world match The sense of someone passing my tears I known 'til then how lost I was in this mist of my design So much of me my had thus become That in my eyes no star was to shine Unless it bore of my phantom's light Or strains of music in the beams my soul was open to the view No man could enter, except in my Its over now and I am not I know full what I am meant to do But late at when I recall my muse I cry for us as though he knew I had waited years to hear my name Once as it should have always been Id wait there but someone real appeared And the heart no man could hope to win If to my muse I'd ever said It might not hurt this to say goodbye But there is something in this scene Which may as joyous to the eye Of anyone who myself Bound in the and lips of my new friend in a way I've never been And healing wounds I would never mend The truth shattered my reality The soul I dreamed but never thought Id And now I don't look back except in Yet when I do the is always sweet For only can show me who I was And from girl to me how much Ive grown Ive tasted tears like these before And yes, they are the saddest I have