I this, So this is my life, I
My motivation is depression and the to change My written words contain, an for pain I held inside, confined, in this worthless Now my pen bleeds ink to express on Hey, is 'where did ma youth go?' I wasted most of that, in a with a puke flow I around loads through flats in a loophole And never found (nah) I'm surrounded with people yet I feel so If only, I one person closely Enough, to trust, to talk to I wouldn't drink and these drugs to hold me (Up) that's why a so shite Live in fear; shed a tear in the dead of the People always going to hate and judge on what I I guess a suicide note would be all they'd like, its like
Why do I still do it, try and move it to it And while am at loose my mind, though its mine to it Its no crime spitting fluid, but stopping the flow, damn, But I ain't for no man I know man, that life's as as an old man Who hates everything because he wasted his damn Life the tripe and the fight for his own calm But not nice when youre following no plan Or gave up, but look at Ive gave up My whole social life is a mic in clubs My up, what more can be said Lay a flower on it now because I'm dead Its
How you feel spending your time, Focused on rhymes as your love life's behind chucked out your house as a teen to find Your own feet in this gritty city we reside And is it fine, being to wine And smokes the only thing that can calm your mind When petty crime takes the like right off of school So now backpack contains stolen goods and a tool (Cool) I'm the youth of Lead astray with the pencil leading the way And this page is still my opportunity So now lets see what few awkward can do And it be my release, You can see the me as I explain on beats Not the punch-line chat, nah, I go I'm going out my mind, peace