I this, So this is my life, I
My motivation is depression and the to change My written contain, an outlet for pain I inside, confined, in this worthless maze Now my pen bleeds ink to express on Hey, is like 'where did ma go?' I wasted most of that, in a booth a puke flow I moved around loads through in a loophole And found myself (nah) I'm surrounded with yet I feel so lonely If only, I held one person Enough, to trust, to to solely I wouldn't need and these drugs to hold me (Up) why a feel so shite Live in fear; shed a in the dead of the night People always to hate and judge on what I write I guess a suicide note would be all they'd like, its like
Why do I do it, try and move it to loose it And while am at loose my mind, though its mine to it Its no spitting fluid, but they stopping the flow, damn, But I ain't for no man I know man, life's as cold as an old man Who hates everything he wasted his whole damn Life with the and the fight for his own calm But life's not nice when youre no plan Or gave up, but at things Ive gave up My whole social life is a mic in clubs My graves up, what can be said Lay a on it now because I'm already dead Its
How would you spending your time, Focused on rhymes as your life's falling behind Getting chucked out your house as a to find Your own feet in this gritty cold city we And is it fine, being addicted to And weed smokes the only that can calm your mind When petty crime takes the time like off of school So now your backpack contains stolen goods and a (Cool) I'm the youth of Lead astray the pencil lead leading the way And this page is still my best So now lets see what few awkward can do And it be my release, You can see the me as I explain on beats Not the punch-line chat, nah, I go Because I'm going out my mind,