Luyện nghe bài hát My State Of Mind

I this,
So is my life, I guess

My motivation is depression and the to change
My written words contain, an for pain
I held inside, confined, in this worthless
Now my pen bleeds ink to express on
Hey, is like did ma youth go?'
I wasted most of that, in a booth a puke flow
I moved loads through flats in a loophole
And never found (nah)
I'm surrounded people yet I feel so lonely
If only, I held one closely
Enough, to trust, to talk to
I wouldn't need drink and these to hold me
(Up) that's why a so shite
Live in fear; shed a tear in the dead of the
always going to hate and judge on what I write
I guess a note would be all that they'd like, its like

Why do I do it, try and move it to loose it
And while am at my mind, though its mine to abuse it
Its no spitting fluid, but they stopping the flow, damn,
But I ain't for no man
I know man, life's as cold as an old man
Who hates everything because he his whole damn
Life with the tripe and the fight for his own
But life's not when youre following no plan
Or gave up, but look at things Ive up
My whole social life is a mic in mates
My up, what more can be said
Lay a flower on it now because I'm dead
Its

How would you spending your time,
Focused on rhymes as your life's falling behind
chucked out your house as a teen to find
Your own in this gritty cold city we reside
And is it fine, being addicted to
And weed smokes the only thing that can your mind
When petty takes the time like right off of school
So now your backpack contains stolen and a tool
(Cool) I'm the of today
Lead astray the pencil lead leading the way
And page is still my best opportunity
So now lets see what few tunes can do
And it be my release,
You can see the real me as I explain on
Not the chat, nah, I go beneath
I'm going out my mind, peace