I this, So is my life, I guess
My motivation is depression and the urge to My words contain, an outlet for pain I held inside, confined, in this worthless Now my pen bleeds ink to express on Hey, is like 'where did ma go?' I wasted most of that, in a with a puke flow I moved around through flats in a loophole And never myself (nah) I'm surrounded with yet I feel so lonely If only, I held one closely Enough, to trust, to talk to I wouldn't need drink and these to hold me (Up) why a feel so shite Live in fear; shed a in the dead of the night People always going to hate and judge on what I I a suicide note would be all that they'd like, its like
Why do I do it, try and move it to loose it And while am at loose my mind, though its to abuse it Its no crime spitting fluid, but stopping the flow, damn, But I ain't for no man I know man, that life's as as an old man Who hates everything because he wasted his whole Life with the and the fight for his own calm But life's not nice when following no plan Or gave up, but at things Ive gave up My social life is a mic in mates clubs My graves up, what can be said Lay a flower on it now I'm already dead Its
How would you feel spending time, Focused on rhymes as your love life's behind Getting chucked out your as a teen to find own feet in this gritty cold city we reside And is it fine, addicted to wine And weed smokes the only thing that can calm your When crime takes the time like right off of school So now your backpack contains goods and a tool (Cool) I'm the youth of Lead astray with the lead leading the way And page is still my best opportunity So now lets see what few tunes can do And it be my release, You can see the real me as I explain on Not the punch-line chat, nah, I go I'm going out my mind, peace