I this, So this is my life, I
My motivation is depression and the to change My words contain, an outlet for pain I inside, confined, in this worthless maze Now my pen ink to express on page Hey, is like 'where did ma youth I wasted of that, in a booth with a puke flow I moved around loads through in a loophole And never myself (nah) I'm surrounded with people yet I feel so If only, I held one closely Enough, to trust, to talk to I wouldn't need drink and these to hold me (Up) that's why a so shite Live in fear; shed a tear in the dead of the People always going to and judge on what I write I a suicide note would be all that they'd like, its like
Why do I still do it, try and it to loose it And while am at loose my mind, its mine to abuse it Its no spitting fluid, but they stopping the flow, damn, But I ain't for no man I know man, that life's as as an old man Who hates everything because he wasted his whole Life with the tripe and the for his own calm But life's not when youre following no plan Or gave up, but look at Ive gave up My whole social life is a mic in clubs My up, what more can be said Lay a flower on it now because I'm already Its
How would you feel your time, on rhymes as your love life's falling behind Getting chucked out house as a teen to find Your own feet in this gritty cold city we And is it fine, being addicted to And weed smokes the thing that can calm your mind When petty crime takes the time like off of school So now your backpack contains goods and a tool (Cool) I'm the youth of Lead astray with the pencil leading the way And this page is still my best So now lets see what few awkward can do And it be my release, You can see the me as I explain on beats Not the chat, nah, I go beneath Because I'm out my mind, peace