I this, So this is my life, I
My is depression and the urge to change My written words contain, an outlet for I held inside, confined, in this worthless Now my pen ink to express on page Hey, is like 'where did ma go?' I wasted most of that, in a booth a puke flow I moved around through flats in a loophole And never myself (nah) I'm surrounded with people yet I so lonely If only, I held one person Enough, to trust, to to solely I wouldn't need drink and these to hold me (Up) that's why a feel so Live in fear; a tear in the dead of the night People always going to and judge on what I write I guess a suicide would be all that they'd like, its like
Why do I do it, try and move it to loose it And while am at loose my mind, its mine to abuse it Its no crime fluid, but they stopping the flow, damn, But I stopping for no man I know man, that as cold as an old man Who hates everything because he wasted his whole Life with the tripe and the fight for his own But life's not nice when youre no plan Or up, but look at things Ive gave up My social life is a mic in mates clubs My graves up, what can be said Lay a flower on it now because I'm dead Its
How would you spending your time, Focused on as your love life's falling behind chucked out your house as a teen to find Your own in this gritty cold city we reside And is it fine, being addicted to And weed smokes the thing that can calm your mind When petty takes the time like right off of school So now your backpack stolen goods and a tool (Cool) I'm the youth of Lead astray with the lead leading the way And this is still my best opportunity So now lets see what few awkward can do And it be my release, You can see the real me as I on beats Not the chat, nah, I go beneath Because I'm out my mind, peace