Luyện nghe bài hát My Poisonous Friend

This was one of my first attempts at writing a song. It was meant to go the instrumental track I posted of the same name. I didn't like the way it sounded with my vocals so I scrapped it. I had not ever added vocals to a song at that point.

The song is supposed to be about a with addiction, if that isn't obvious.
(the lyrics put in are meant as back up vocals)

a little something to clear the static from my mind,
and after I will be done.
It takes the edge off. It me to unwind.
This is my way of fun (isn't it fun).

is our last date my poisonous friend
(this time I it's true).
I'll wake up ashamed of again
(I'll it all on you).

Don't you have better to do than criticizing me?
Why won't you just this alone?
If I'm not the man you wish I would be,
the man I am may be on his own.

is our last date my poisonous friend
(this I swear it's true).
I hate you when you the feeling end
(I you hate me too).
I'll wake up ashamed of again
(I'll it all on you).
I don't my fate to be poison
(nothing that you can do).

I have to make a today.
I to make a stand.
I've pushed everyone I away,
now I'm the one who can.

This is our last date my friend
(this I swear it's true).
I hate you when you the feeling end
(I know you me too).
I want to be myself again
(I can't blaming you).
I let my fate be poison
(now you and I are through).