Luyện nghe bài hát My Poisonous Friend

This was one of my first attempts at writing a song. It was meant to go with the instrumental track I posted of the name. I didn't like the way it sounded with my vocals so I scrapped it. I had not ever added vocals to a song at that point.

The song is supposed to be about a battle with addiction, if that obvious.
(the put in parentheses are meant as back up vocals)

Just a little something to the static from my mind,
and after I will be done.
It takes the off. It helps me to unwind.
is my way of having fun (isn't it fun).

This is our date my poisonous friend
(this time I it's true).
I'll wake up ashamed of myself
(I'll it all on you).

Don't you have something to do than criticizing me?
Why won't you just this alone?
If I'm not the man you wish I would be,
the man I am may be on his own.

This is our last date my friend
(this time I it's true).
I hate you when you make the end
(I you hate me too).
I'll up ashamed of myself again
(I'll it all on you).
I don't want my to be poison
(nothing that you can do).

I have to make a today.
I have to a stand.
I've pushed everyone I away,
now I'm the one who can.

is our last date my poisonous friend
(this time I it's true).
I hate you you make the feeling end
(I you hate me too).
I want to be myself again
(I can't keep you).
I won't let my be poison
(now you and I are through).