[ ] Sometimes I write something, that like something I went through Or my people went through And I felt like they needed motivational shit And it usually ends up something like this...
( ) My first day, you in my life felt strange, a bit deranged Even so, I hope you're okay Take it slow, you just never know... ( never know, oh!) Yo, you never know... nooo (just never know, oh!) You just know... nooo (just never know, oh!)
( 1 ) My systems caught in conniption, stomach in for my medicine, overcoming addiction The first is quittin, nah the first steps admittin I got a problem, I need help, is something I can't beat myself I almost felt I can't be cured won't take me cuz I ain't insured Layin in the bath tub, like a new born Searchin for the it'll take for me to move on I've been livin life this way too long God please, bring me home I stopped before, three or four end up back in the same place People call me a junkie, dope How they gonna judge me, they even know me off, wanna be left alone, I'm tryin to enjoy the methodone Put a Jimi Hendrix record on, and excuse me while I the sky Dosed off, woke up, to my stomach, ran to the bathroom Started to vomit, the methodone wore off and the started That day was the hardest...
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( 2 ) Stayed strong, endured the weather I ain't recovered but I'm doin much better I can keep my food down to and calms lowerin the doses of methodone I eat V's and blow of dro It's like chewin gum when you're tryin not to Keep my mind occupied, my nerves It's not the same high, deep I... Just want one but I can't turn back this week for it But I done it, almost a month With just a couple of V's and I blew blunts But that weed and make me OD That other was gonna kill me Six weeks, and everything so clear Before I knew it, time flew and I was clean for a Can't something started off socially Something I almost to take over me Days went by and it was months And I swear to God I fall off once I, feel like a new guy and I'm definetly livin a brand new life Some days I still resist the thirst but none's than the first (believe that)
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( 3 ) Two and I ain't touched it Got a lot done, I so productive Rebuilt, I was so Can't I was so self destructive Got a good job and I make big to the lot and got a new pick up Got a new crib and a brand new kid I anybody can quit if I did If you wanna quit, get up and go get the Walk straight to the toilet, drop it, it, fuck it, fight it Just resist it and if this helps then just keep you start slippin I'll send you another one Sonny, wasup?, we just another one I know so hard like there's no God But through him you're to go so far Hey, I don't sound corny I'm just like you either hungry or Seems as though we get hooked so becomes an impossibility I ain't sayin treat your body a church don't let dope put your body in a hearse The streets you, you just gotta search And know that no day be than the first
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[ ] Yo, all my people, goin through they they thing may be Just know, God got his on you And grant you the serenity To change the things you And you can change that, Hold me down and I'ma you down... one