[ ] Sometimes I write about something, that like something I went Or something my went through And I felt like they needed some shit And it usually ends up going something this...
( ) My first day, you in my life felt strange, a bit deranged Even so, I hope you're doin Take it slow, you never know... ( just never know, oh!) Yo, you never know... nooo (just never know, oh!) You never know... nooo (just never know, oh!)
( 1 ) My systems in conniption, stomach in knots Feedin for my medicine, overcoming The first step is quittin, nah the first admittin I got a problem, I need help, this is I can't beat myself I almost like I can't be cured Rehab take me cuz I ain't insured Layin in the bath tub, like a new born Searchin for the courage it'll for me to move on I've been life like this way too long God please, bring me home I before, three or four days Always end up back in the same People call me a junkie, fiend How they gonna judge me, they don't know me Lights off, wanna be left alone, I'm to enjoy the methodone Put a Jimi record on, and excuse me while I kiss the sky Dosed off, woke up, to my stomach, ran to the bathroom Started to vomit, the methodone wore off and the withdrawal first day was the hardest...
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( 2 ) Stayed strong, endured the weather I fully recovered but I'm doin much better I can my food down to shakes and calms They the doses of methodone I eat V's and lots of dro It's like chewin gum when tryin not to smoke Keep my mind occupied, calm my It's not the same high, deep I... Just want one more but I can't back this week for it But I made it, almost a month With a couple of V's and I blew some blunts But that weed and make me OD That other shit was kill me Six weeks, and seem so clear Before I it, time flew and I was clean for a year believe something started off socially Something I almost to take over me Days went by and it was months And I to God I didn't fall off once I, feel like a brand new guy and I'm definetly livin a brand new Some days I still resist the thirst but none's worst than the (believe that)
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( 3 ) Two and I ain't touched it Got a lot done, I so productive Rebuilt, I was so believe I was so self destructive Got a good job and I make big to the lot and got a new pick up Got a brand new and a brand new kid I think can quit if I did If you wanna quit, get up and go get the Walk to the toilet, drop it, flush it, fuck it, fight it Just resist it and if this helps then just keep When you start I'll send you another one Sonny, wasup?, we just saved one I know it's so hard there's no God But him you're able to go so far Hey, I wanna sound corny I'm just like you either hungry or as though we get hooked so easily Quitting becomes an I ain't sayin treat your body a church Just don't let put your body in a hearse The streets inside you, you gotta search And know that no day be harder than the
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[ ] Yo, all my people, goin through thing Whatever they may be Just know, God got his on you And he'll grant you the To change the things you And you can that, aight Hold me down and I'ma you down... one