[ ] I write about something, that like something I went through Or my people went through And I felt like they needed some shit And it usually up going something like this...
( ) My first day, without you in my Things felt strange, a bit Even so, I you're doin okay Take it slow, you just know... ( just never know, oh!) Yo, you just never know... nooo (just know, oh!) You never know... nooo (just never know, oh!)
( 1 ) My systems caught in conniption, stomach in Feedin for my medicine, addiction The first step is quittin, nah the first steps I got a problem, I need help, this is something I beat myself I felt like I can't be cured won't take me cuz I ain't insured Layin in the tub, shakin like a new born Searchin for the it'll take for me to move on I've been life like this way too long God please, bring me home I stopped before, three or four Always end up back in the place People call me a junkie, fiend How they gonna judge me, they don't know me Lights off, wanna be left alone, I'm tryin to enjoy the Put a Jimi Hendrix record on, and me while I kiss the sky Dosed off, woke up, to my stomach, ran to the bathroom Started to vomit, the wore off and the withdrawal started first day was the hardest...
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( 2 ) Stayed strong, the rough weather I ain't fully recovered but I'm doin much I can keep my food down to and calms They the doses of methodone I eat V's and lots of dro It's like chewin gum when you're not to smoke Keep my mind occupied, calm my It's not the same high, deep I... Just want one more but I can't turn back this for it But I made it, almost a month With just a couple of V's and I blew blunts But weed and gonna make me OD other shit was gonna kill me Six weeks, and everything seem so Before I it, time flew and I was clean for a year Can't believe started off socially Something I almost allowed to take me went by and it was sixteen months And I to God I didn't fall off once I, feel like a brand new guy and I'm definetly a brand new life Some days I still resist the thirst but worst than the first (believe that)
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( 3 ) Two and I ain't touched it Got a lot done, I been so Rebuilt, I was so Can't I was so self destructive Got a job and I make big bucks to the lot and got a new pick up Got a brand new and a brand new kid I think anybody can if I did If you wanna quit, get up and go get the Walk straight to the toilet, drop it, it, fuck it, fight it resist it and if this helps then just keep listenin When you start slippin I'll send you one Sonny, wasup?, we saved another one I know so hard like there's no God But him you're able to go so far Hey, I don't wanna corny I'm just like you hungry or horny Seems as though we get so easily becomes an impossibility I ain't sayin treat body like a church Just don't let put your body in a hearse The streets you, you just gotta search And know no day be harder than the first
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[ ] Yo, all my people, goin through thing Whatever thing may be Just know, God got his on you And he'll you the serenity To change the you can't And you can that, aight Hold me down and I'ma you down... one