[ ] Sometimes I write about something, that like something I went Or something my went through And I felt like they some motivational shit And it usually ends up going like this...
( ) My day, without you in my life Things felt strange, a bit Even so, I hope you're doin Take it slow, you never know... ( just never know, oh!) Yo, you just never know... (just never know, oh!) You just know... nooo (just never know, oh!)
( 1 ) My systems caught in conniption, stomach in Feedin for my medicine, addiction The step is quittin, nah the first steps admittin I got a problem, I need help, this is something I can't beat I almost felt like I can't be Rehab won't take me cuz I insured Layin in the bath tub, shakin a new born Searchin for the courage take for me to move on I've been livin life this way too long Beggin God please, me home I stopped before, three or days Always end up in the same place People call me a junkie, fiend How they gonna judge me, don't even know me Lights off, wanna be alone, I'm tryin to enjoy the methodone Put a Jimi Hendrix on, and excuse me while I kiss the sky Dosed off, woke up, sick to my stomach, ran to the Started to vomit, the methodone wore off and the withdrawal first day was the hardest...
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( 2 ) strong, endured the rough weather I ain't fully recovered but I'm doin much I can keep my food to shakes and calms They lowerin the doses of I eat V's and lots of dro like chewin gum when you're tryin not to smoke Keep my mind occupied, calm my It's not the same high, deep I... Just one more but I can't turn back this week for it But I done made it, almost a With a couple of V's and I blew some blunts But that and gonna make me OD That other was gonna kill me Six weeks, and everything so clear I knew it, time flew and I was clean for a year Can't believe started off socially Something I allowed to take over me Days went by and it was months And I swear to God I didn't fall off I, feel like a brand new guy and I'm definetly livin a brand new Some days I still the thirst but none's worst than the first (believe that)
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( 3 ) Two years and I touched it Got a lot done, I been so Rebuilt, I was so Can't believe I was so destructive Got a good job and I big bucks Went to the lot and got a new up Got a brand new and a brand new kid I think anybody can if I did If you quit, get up and go get the shit Walk straight to the toilet, it, flush it, fuck it, fight it Just resist it and if this helps just keep listenin When you start slippin I'll you another one Sonny, wasup?, we saved another one I know so hard like there's no God But through him able to go so far Hey, I wanna sound corny I'm just you either hungry or horny as though we get hooked so easily Quitting becomes an I ain't sayin treat your body like a Just don't let dope put your body in a The streets inside you, you just search And know that no day be harder the first
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[ ] Yo, all my people, goin they thing Whatever thing may be Just know, God got his on you And grant you the serenity To the things you can't And you can that, aight Hold me and I'ma hold you down... one