[ ] Sometimes I write about something, that like something I through Or something my people went And I felt like needed some motivational shit And it usually ends up going something this...
( ) My first day, without you in my Things strange, a bit deranged Even so, I hope doin okay Take it slow, you just know... ( just never know, oh!) Yo, you just never know... nooo (just know, oh!) You just never know... nooo (just know, oh!)
( 1 ) My systems caught in conniption, stomach in Feedin for my medicine, addiction The step is quittin, nah the first steps admittin I got a problem, I need help, this is something I can't beat I almost like I can't be cured Rehab won't take me cuz I insured Layin in the bath tub, shakin a new born Searchin for the it'll take for me to move on I've livin life like this way too long God please, bring me home I stopped before, three or four Always end up back in the same People me a junkie, dope fiend How they gonna judge me, they even know me Lights off, wanna be left alone, I'm tryin to the methodone Put a Hendrix record on, and excuse me while I kiss the sky Dosed off, woke up, sick to my stomach, ran to the to vomit, the methodone wore off and the withdrawal started That day was the hardest...
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( 2 ) Stayed strong, endured the rough I ain't fully recovered but I'm doin much I can keep my food down to and calms They lowerin the doses of I eat V's and blow of dro It's like chewin gum when tryin not to smoke Keep my mind occupied, my nerves It's not the same high, inside I... Just want one but I can't turn back this week for it But I done made it, a month just a couple of V's and I blew some blunts But weed and gonna make me OD That other was gonna kill me Six weeks, and seem so clear Before I knew it, time and I was clean for a year believe something started off socially Something I almost allowed to over me Days went by and it was months And I swear to God I didn't off once I, feel like a brand new guy and I'm definetly livin a new life Some days I still resist the but none's worst than the first (believe that)
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( 3 ) Two years and I ain't it Got a lot done, I so productive Rebuilt, I was so Can't believe I was so self Got a job and I make big bucks to the lot and got a new pick up Got a new crib and a brand new kid I anybody can quit if I did If you wanna quit, get up and go get the straight to the toilet, drop it, flush it, fuck it, fight it Just resist it and if this helps just keep listenin you start slippin I'll send you another one Sonny, wasup?, we just another one I it's so hard like there's no God But through him you're to go so far Hey, I wanna sound corny I'm just like you either or horny Seems as we get hooked so easily Quitting becomes an I ain't treat your body like a church don't let dope put your body in a hearse The streets inside you, you just gotta And know that no day be harder than the
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[ ] Yo, all my people, goin they thing Whatever thing may be Just know, God got his on you And he'll you the serenity To change the things you And you can that, aight Hold me and I'ma hold you down... one