[ ] Sometimes I write about something, that like something I went Or my people went through And I felt like they needed some shit And it usually up going something like this...
( ) My first day, without you in my felt strange, a bit deranged Even so, I hope you're doin it slow, you just never know... ( just never know, oh!) Yo, you just never know... nooo (just know, oh!) You just never know... nooo (just know, oh!)
( 1 ) My systems caught in conniption, in knots Feedin for my medicine, overcoming The step is quittin, nah the first steps admittin I got a problem, I need help, is something I can't beat myself I almost felt like I can't be Rehab take me cuz I ain't insured Layin in the bath tub, shakin like a new Searchin for the it'll take for me to move on I've been livin like this way too long God please, bring me home I stopped before, three or days Always end up back in the place People me a junkie, dope fiend How they gonna judge me, they even know me Lights off, wanna be left alone, I'm tryin to enjoy the Put a Jimi Hendrix record on, and excuse me I kiss the sky Dosed off, woke up, sick to my stomach, ran to the Started to vomit, the methodone wore off and the started That day was the hardest...
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( 2 ) strong, endured the rough weather I ain't fully recovered but I'm doin better I can keep my food down to shakes and lowerin the doses of methodone I eat V's and lots of dro It's like chewin gum when you're not to smoke my mind occupied, calm my nerves It's not the same high, deep I... Just want one more but I can't turn back this for it But I done it, almost a month With a couple of V's and I blew some blunts But weed and gonna make me OD That other shit was gonna me Six weeks, and seem so clear Before I knew it, time and I was clean for a year believe something started off socially Something I almost allowed to take me Days by and it was sixteen months And I swear to God I didn't off once I, feel like a brand new guy and I'm livin a brand new life days I still resist the thirst but none's worst than the first (believe that)
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( 3 ) Two and I ain't touched it Got a lot done, I so productive Rebuilt, I was so Can't I was so self destructive Got a good job and I make big Went to the lot and got a new up Got a brand new and a brand new kid I think can quit if I did If you wanna quit, get up and go get the Walk straight to the toilet, drop it, it, fuck it, fight it Just resist it and if this helps just keep listenin When you slippin I'll send you another one Sonny, wasup?, we just another one I know so hard like there's no God But him you're able to go so far Hey, I wanna sound corny I'm like you either hungry or horny Seems as we get hooked so easily Quitting becomes an I ain't treat your body like a church Just don't let put your body in a hearse The streets inside you, you just gotta And know that no day be than the first
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[ ] Yo, all my people, through they thing they thing may be Just know, God got his on you And he'll grant you the To change the you can't And you can that, aight Hold me and I'ma hold you down... one