Luyện nghe bài hát My First Day

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Sometimes I write about something, that something I went through
Or something my people went
And I felt like needed some motivational shit
And it ends up going something like this...

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My first day, you in my life
felt strange, a bit deranged
Even so, I hope you're okay
Take it slow, you just never know... ( just know, oh!)
Yo, you just know... nooo (just never know, oh!)
You just never know... (just never know, oh!)

( 1 )
My systems caught in conniption, in knots
for my medicine, overcoming addiction
The step is quittin, nah the first steps admittin
I got a problem, I help, this is something I can't beat myself
I almost felt like I be cured
Rehab won't me cuz I ain't insured
Layin in the bath tub, shakin like a new
Searchin for the courage it'll take for me to on
been livin life like this way too long
Beggin God please, bring me
I stopped before, three or four
Always end up back in the place
call me a junkie, dope fiend
How they gonna judge me, don't even know me
Lights off, wanna be left alone, I'm tryin to the methodone
Put a Jimi Hendrix record on, and excuse me I kiss the sky
Dosed off, up, sick to my stomach, ran to the bathroom
Started to vomit, the wore off and the withdrawal started
first day was the hardest...

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( 2 )
Stayed strong, endured the rough
I ain't fully recovered but I'm much better
I can keep my food down to shakes and
lowerin the doses of methodone
I eat V's and lots of dro
It's like chewin gum you're tryin not to smoke
Keep my mind occupied, calm my
It's not the same high, inside I...
Just want one more but I can't turn back week for it
But I done it, almost a month
just a couple of V's and I blew some blunts
But weed and gonna make me OD
That other shit was gonna me
Six weeks, and seem so clear
Before I knew it, flew and I was clean for a year
Can't believe something off socially
Something I almost allowed to take me
Days went by and it was sixteen
And I to God I didn't fall off once
I, feel like a new guy and I'm definetly livin a brand new life
days I still resist the thirst but none's worst than the first (believe
that)

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Two and I ain't touched it
Got a lot done, I so productive
Rebuilt, I was so
Can't believe I was so destructive
Got a good job and I big bucks
to the lot and got a new pick up
Got a new crib and a brand new kid
I anybody can quit if I did
If you wanna quit, get up and go get the
Walk straight to the toilet, drop it, it, fuck it, fight it
Just it and if this helps then just keep listenin
When you start I'll send you another one
Sonny, wasup?, we just saved one
I know it's so like there's no God
But through him you're to go so far
Hey, I don't sound corny
I'm like you either hungry or horny
Seems as we get hooked so easily
Quitting an impossibility
I ain't sayin treat your like a church
Just don't let dope put your body in a
The streets inside you, you just search
And know that no day be harder than the

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Yo, all my people, goin through they
Whatever they may be
know, God got his hands on you
And he'll you the serenity
To change the things you
And you can change that,
Hold me and I'ma hold you down... one