[ ] Sometimes I about something, that like something I went through Or something my people through And I like they needed some motivational shit And it usually ends up something like this...
( ) My first day, you in my life felt strange, a bit deranged Even so, I hope you're okay Take it slow, you just know... ( just never know, oh!) Yo, you just never know... (just never know, oh!) You never know... nooo (just never know, oh!)
( 1 ) My systems caught in conniption, in knots for my medicine, overcoming addiction The first step is quittin, nah the first steps I got a problem, I help, this is something I can't beat myself I almost like I can't be cured Rehab won't take me cuz I ain't Layin in the bath tub, shakin a new born Searchin for the it'll take for me to move on I've been livin life like way too long Beggin God please, me home I before, three or four days Always end up in the same place People me a junkie, dope fiend How they gonna judge me, don't even know me Lights off, wanna be alone, I'm tryin to enjoy the methodone Put a Jimi Hendrix record on, and me while I kiss the sky Dosed off, up, sick to my stomach, ran to the bathroom to vomit, the methodone wore off and the withdrawal started That day was the hardest...
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( 2 ) strong, endured the rough weather I ain't fully recovered but I'm doin better I can my food down to shakes and calms lowerin the doses of methodone I eat V's and lots of dro like chewin gum when you're tryin not to smoke Keep my mind occupied, calm my not the same high, deep inside I... Just want one more but I can't turn back this for it But I done made it, a month just a couple of V's and I blew some blunts But that and gonna make me OD other shit was gonna kill me Six weeks, and everything seem so Before I knew it, flew and I was clean for a year Can't believe something started off Something I almost allowed to over me Days by and it was sixteen months And I swear to God I fall off once I, feel like a new guy and I'm definetly livin a brand new life days I still resist the thirst but none's worst than the first (believe that)
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( 3 ) Two years and I ain't it Got a lot done, I so productive Rebuilt, I was so Can't I was so self destructive Got a good job and I make big Went to the lot and got a new up Got a brand new crib and a new kid I anybody can quit if I did If you wanna quit, get up and go get the Walk to the toilet, drop it, flush it, fuck it, fight it Just resist it and if this then just keep listenin When you slippin I'll send you another one Sonny, wasup?, we just saved one I know it's so like there's no God But through him able to go so far Hey, I don't wanna sound I'm like you either hungry or horny as though we get hooked so easily Quitting an impossibility I ain't treat your body like a church Just don't let put your body in a hearse The streets inside you, you just gotta And know no day be harder than the first
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[ ] Yo, all my people, goin through thing they thing may be Just know, God got his on you And he'll you the serenity To the things you can't And you can that, aight me down and I'ma hold you down... one