[ ] Sometimes I write about something, that like I went through Or my people went through And I felt like they needed some motivational And it ends up going something like this...
( ) My first day, you in my life Things strange, a bit deranged Even so, I hope you're doin Take it slow, you just never know... ( just know, oh!) Yo, you never know... nooo (just never know, oh!) You just never know... nooo (just know, oh!)
( 1 ) My systems caught in conniption, in knots Feedin for my medicine, overcoming The first step is quittin, nah the first steps I got a problem, I need help, this is something I can't beat I almost felt like I be cured Rehab won't take me cuz I insured Layin in the tub, shakin like a new born Searchin for the courage take for me to move on I've been livin life like this way too Beggin God please, me home I stopped before, three or days Always end up in the same place call me a junkie, dope fiend How they gonna judge me, don't even know me Lights off, wanna be left alone, I'm to enjoy the methodone Put a Jimi record on, and excuse me while I kiss the sky Dosed off, up, sick to my stomach, ran to the bathroom Started to vomit, the methodone off and the withdrawal started That day was the hardest...
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( 2 ) Stayed strong, endured the rough I ain't fully but I'm doin much better I can keep my down to shakes and calms They lowerin the of methodone I eat V's and lots of dro It's like chewin gum you're tryin not to smoke Keep my mind occupied, calm my It's not the same high, deep I... Just one more but I can't turn back this week for it But I made it, almost a month With just a couple of V's and I some blunts But weed and gonna make me OD That other was gonna kill me Six weeks, and everything seem so Before I knew it, time and I was clean for a year Can't believe something off socially Something I almost allowed to take me Days went by and it was sixteen And I to God I didn't fall off once I, feel like a brand new guy and I'm livin a brand new life Some days I still resist the thirst but none's worst the first (believe that)
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( 3 ) Two and I ain't touched it Got a lot done, I so productive Rebuilt, I was so Can't I was so self destructive Got a good job and I big bucks to the lot and got a new pick up Got a brand new crib and a new kid I think anybody can if I did If you quit, get up and go get the shit Walk straight to the toilet, it, flush it, fuck it, fight it resist it and if this helps then just keep listenin When you start slippin I'll send you one Sonny, wasup?, we just another one I know it's so hard there's no God But him you're able to go so far Hey, I don't wanna corny I'm just you either hungry or horny Seems as though we get so easily Quitting becomes an I ain't treat your body like a church Just let dope put your body in a hearse The streets inside you, you gotta search And know that no day be than the first
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[ ] Yo, all my people, goin they thing Whatever they may be Just know, God got his on you And he'll you the serenity To change the you can't And you can that, aight me down and I'ma hold you down... one