Luyện nghe bài hát My First Day

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Sometimes I write about something, that like I went through
Or my people went through
And I like they needed some motivational shit
And it usually up going something like this...

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My first day, without you in my
felt strange, a bit deranged
Even so, I hope you're okay
it slow, you just never know... ( just never know, oh!)
Yo, you never know... nooo (just never know, oh!)
You never know... nooo (just never know, oh!)

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My systems in conniption, stomach in knots
for my medicine, overcoming addiction
The first step is quittin, nah the steps admittin
I got a problem, I need help, this is something I can't myself
I almost felt I can't be cured
Rehab won't me cuz I ain't insured
Layin in the tub, shakin like a new born
for the courage it'll take for me to move on
I've been livin like this way too long
Beggin God please, bring me
I stopped before, three or four
Always end up in the same place
People call me a junkie, dope
How they gonna judge me, they don't know me
Lights off, wanna be left alone, I'm tryin to the methodone
Put a Jimi Hendrix record on, and me while I kiss the sky
Dosed off, woke up, to my stomach, ran to the bathroom
Started to vomit, the methodone wore off and the withdrawal
That day was the hardest...

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strong, endured the rough weather
I ain't fully but I'm doin much better
I can keep my food down to shakes and
They lowerin the doses of
I eat V's and blow of dro
It's chewin gum when you're tryin not to smoke
Keep my occupied, calm my nerves
It's not the same high, inside I...
Just want one more but I can't turn this week for it
But I done made it, almost a
With just a of V's and I blew some blunts
But weed and gonna make me OD
That shit was gonna kill me
Six weeks, and everything so clear
Before I knew it, time and I was clean for a year
Can't believe started off socially
I almost allowed to take over me
Days went by and it was months
And I swear to God I didn't fall off
I, like a brand new guy and I'm definetly livin a brand new life
Some days I still resist the thirst but none's than the first (believe
that)

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Two years and I touched it
Got a lot done, I been so
Rebuilt, I was so
Can't believe I was so destructive
Got a job and I make big bucks
Went to the lot and got a new up
Got a brand new and a brand new kid
I think can quit if I did
If you wanna quit, get up and go get the
straight to the toilet, drop it, flush it, fuck it, fight it
Just resist it and if this helps then keep listenin
you start slippin I'll send you another one
Sonny, wasup?, we saved another one
I it's so hard like there's no God
But through him you're to go so far
Hey, I don't wanna corny
I'm just like you either or horny
Seems as though we get so easily
Quitting an impossibility
I ain't sayin treat body like a church
Just don't let dope put body in a hearse
The streets inside you, you just gotta
And know that no day be than the first

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Yo, all my people, goin through they
they thing may be
Just know, God got his on you
And grant you the serenity
To change the things you
And you can that, aight
me down and I'ma hold you down... one