[ ] Sometimes I write something, that like something I went through Or something my people went And I felt they needed some motivational shit And it usually ends up something like this...
( ) My first day, without you in my felt strange, a bit deranged Even so, I you're doin okay it slow, you just never know... ( just never know, oh!) Yo, you never know... nooo (just never know, oh!) You just never know... nooo (just know, oh!)
( 1 ) My systems caught in conniption, stomach in Feedin for my medicine, addiction The first is quittin, nah the first steps admittin I got a problem, I need help, this is I can't beat myself I almost felt I can't be cured Rehab won't me cuz I ain't insured Layin in the bath tub, shakin like a new Searchin for the courage take for me to move on I've been livin life this way too long Beggin God please, bring me I before, three or four days Always end up back in the place People me a junkie, dope fiend How they gonna judge me, they don't know me Lights off, wanna be left alone, I'm to enjoy the methodone Put a Jimi Hendrix on, and excuse me while I kiss the sky off, woke up, sick to my stomach, ran to the bathroom Started to vomit, the methodone wore off and the started That day was the hardest...
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( 2 ) Stayed strong, the rough weather I ain't fully recovered but I'm doin better I can keep my food down to and calms They the doses of methodone I eat V's and blow of dro It's like chewin gum you're tryin not to smoke Keep my mind occupied, my nerves It's not the high, deep inside I... Just want one more but I can't turn back week for it But I done it, almost a month With just a of V's and I blew some blunts But that and gonna make me OD That other shit was gonna me Six weeks, and everything so clear I knew it, time flew and I was clean for a year Can't believe something off socially Something I almost allowed to take me Days went by and it was sixteen And I swear to God I fall off once I, like a brand new guy and I'm definetly livin a brand new life Some days I still resist the thirst but none's than the first (believe that)
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( 3 ) Two years and I touched it Got a lot done, I been so Rebuilt, I was so believe I was so self destructive Got a good job and I big bucks Went to the lot and got a new up Got a new crib and a brand new kid I think can quit if I did If you wanna quit, get up and go get the Walk straight to the toilet, drop it, flush it, it, fight it Just resist it and if this helps then just keep When you start slippin I'll you another one Sonny, wasup?, we just saved one I know it's so hard like no God But through him able to go so far Hey, I don't wanna corny I'm like you either hungry or horny Seems as though we get hooked so becomes an impossibility I ain't sayin treat your body like a Just don't let put your body in a hearse The streets inside you, you just search And know no day be harder than the first
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[ ] Yo, all my people, goin through thing they thing may be Just know, God got his on you And he'll grant you the To change the you can't And you can that, aight me down and I'ma hold you down... one