[ ] Sometimes I write about something, that something I went through Or something my people through And I felt like they some motivational shit And it usually up going something like this...
( ) My day, without you in my life Things strange, a bit deranged Even so, I hope doin okay Take it slow, you just know... ( just never know, oh!) Yo, you just never know... (just never know, oh!) You just never know... nooo (just know, oh!)
( 1 ) My systems caught in conniption, stomach in for my medicine, overcoming addiction The first step is quittin, nah the steps admittin I got a problem, I help, this is something I can't beat myself I felt like I can't be cured Rehab take me cuz I ain't insured in the bath tub, shakin like a new born Searchin for the courage take for me to move on I've been livin like this way too long God please, bring me home I stopped before, three or four Always end up back in the same People call me a junkie, dope How they gonna judge me, don't even know me Lights off, wanna be alone, I'm tryin to enjoy the methodone Put a Hendrix record on, and excuse me while I kiss the sky Dosed off, woke up, sick to my stomach, ran to the Started to vomit, the methodone off and the withdrawal started first day was the hardest...
( )
( 2 ) strong, endured the rough weather I fully recovered but I'm doin much better I can keep my food down to shakes and They lowerin the doses of I eat V's and lots of dro It's like chewin gum when you're tryin not to Keep my occupied, calm my nerves It's not the same high, deep I... Just want one more but I can't turn back this for it But I done made it, almost a With just a couple of V's and I blew blunts But that weed and gonna me OD other shit was gonna kill me Six weeks, and seem so clear Before I knew it, time and I was clean for a year Can't something started off socially Something I allowed to take over me Days went by and it was months And I to God I didn't fall off once I, feel like a new guy and I'm definetly livin a brand new life days I still resist the thirst but none's worst than the first (believe that)
( )
( 3 ) Two years and I touched it Got a lot done, I so productive Rebuilt, I was so Can't believe I was so self Got a good job and I big bucks to the lot and got a new pick up Got a new crib and a brand new kid I think anybody can if I did If you wanna quit, get up and go get the Walk straight to the toilet, it, flush it, fuck it, fight it Just resist it and if this helps just keep listenin When you start slippin send you another one Sonny, wasup?, we just another one I know it's so hard like no God But him you're able to go so far Hey, I don't wanna corny I'm just like you either hungry or Seems as though we get hooked so Quitting an impossibility I ain't sayin treat body like a church Just let dope put your body in a hearse The streets inside you, you just gotta And that no day be harder than the first
( )
[ ] Yo, all my people, goin through thing Whatever thing may be Just know, God got his on you And grant you the serenity To change the things you And you can that, aight Hold me down and I'ma you down... one