[ ] Sometimes I write something, that like something I went through Or something my people went And I felt they needed some motivational shit And it usually up going something like this...
( ) My first day, you in my life felt strange, a bit deranged Even so, I hope you're okay Take it slow, you just never know... ( never know, oh!) Yo, you just never know... nooo (just know, oh!) You just never know... (just never know, oh!)
( 1 ) My caught in conniption, stomach in knots Feedin for my medicine, addiction The first step is quittin, nah the steps admittin I got a problem, I need help, this is something I can't myself I almost felt like I be cured Rehab won't take me cuz I insured Layin in the bath tub, shakin a new born Searchin for the courage it'll take for me to on I've been life like this way too long God please, bring me home I stopped before, three or four Always end up back in the place People call me a junkie, dope How they gonna me, they don't even know me Lights off, wanna be left alone, I'm to enjoy the methodone Put a Jimi Hendrix on, and excuse me while I kiss the sky Dosed off, woke up, to my stomach, ran to the bathroom Started to vomit, the methodone off and the withdrawal started first day was the hardest...
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( 2 ) Stayed strong, the rough weather I ain't fully recovered but I'm doin much I can keep my food to shakes and calms They lowerin the doses of I eat V's and blow of dro It's like chewin gum you're tryin not to smoke Keep my mind occupied, calm my It's not the same high, inside I... Just want one more but I can't turn back week for it But I made it, almost a month With just a couple of V's and I some blunts But that and gonna make me OD That other shit was kill me Six weeks, and seem so clear Before I knew it, time flew and I was for a year Can't believe started off socially I almost allowed to take over me Days went by and it was months And I to God I didn't fall off once I, feel like a brand new guy and I'm definetly a brand new life Some I still resist the thirst but none's worst than the first (believe that)
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( 3 ) Two years and I touched it Got a lot done, I so productive Rebuilt, I was so Can't believe I was so destructive Got a job and I make big bucks Went to the lot and got a new up Got a brand new crib and a new kid I think can quit if I did If you quit, get up and go get the shit Walk to the toilet, drop it, flush it, fuck it, fight it Just resist it and if this then just keep listenin you start slippin I'll send you another one Sonny, wasup?, we just saved one I it's so hard like there's no God But through him you're to go so far Hey, I don't wanna sound I'm just like you either hungry or as though we get hooked so easily Quitting becomes an I ain't sayin treat your body like a Just don't let dope put body in a hearse The inside you, you just gotta search And know no day be harder than the first
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[ ] Yo, all my people, goin through thing Whatever thing may be Just know, God got his on you And he'll grant you the To the things you can't And you can that, aight Hold me down and I'ma you down... one