[ ] Sometimes I write about something, like something I went through Or my people went through And I felt they needed some motivational shit And it usually ends up going something this...
( ) My day, without you in my life felt strange, a bit deranged Even so, I hope you're doin Take it slow, you just never know... ( never know, oh!) Yo, you just never know... (just never know, oh!) You just never know... (just never know, oh!)
( 1 ) My systems caught in conniption, stomach in Feedin for my medicine, addiction The step is quittin, nah the first steps admittin I got a problem, I need help, this is I can't beat myself I almost felt like I be cured Rehab won't me cuz I ain't insured Layin in the bath tub, shakin like a new Searchin for the it'll take for me to move on I've been livin life this way too long Beggin God please, me home I stopped before, three or days end up back in the same place People me a junkie, dope fiend How they judge me, they don't even know me Lights off, be left alone, I'm tryin to enjoy the methodone Put a Jimi Hendrix record on, and me while I kiss the sky Dosed off, woke up, to my stomach, ran to the bathroom Started to vomit, the methodone off and the withdrawal started That day was the hardest...
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( 2 ) Stayed strong, the rough weather I ain't fully but I'm doin much better I can keep my down to shakes and calms lowerin the doses of methodone I eat V's and lots of dro It's like chewin gum when you're tryin not to my mind occupied, calm my nerves It's not the same high, inside I... Just want one more but I turn back this week for it But I done it, almost a month With just a couple of V's and I blew blunts But weed and gonna make me OD That other shit was gonna me Six weeks, and everything so clear Before I knew it, flew and I was clean for a year Can't believe something off socially Something I allowed to take over me Days went by and it was sixteen And I to God I didn't fall off once I, feel a brand new guy and I'm definetly livin a brand new life Some I still resist the thirst but none's worst than the first (believe that)
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( 3 ) Two years and I ain't it Got a lot done, I so productive Rebuilt, I was so Can't believe I was so destructive Got a good job and I big bucks Went to the lot and got a new up Got a brand new and a brand new kid I think can quit if I did If you wanna quit, get up and go get the Walk straight to the toilet, drop it, flush it, it, fight it Just resist it and if this helps then just listenin When you start slippin I'll you another one Sonny, wasup?, we saved another one I know it's so hard like no God But through him you're to go so far Hey, I don't wanna corny I'm just like you hungry or horny Seems as we get hooked so easily Quitting an impossibility I ain't sayin treat your body a church Just don't let put your body in a hearse The streets inside you, you just search And know that no day be harder than the
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[ ] Yo, all my people, goin through they Whatever they may be know, God got his hands on you And grant you the serenity To change the things you And you can that, aight Hold me down and hold you down... one