[ ] I write about something, that like something I went through Or something my people through And I felt like they needed motivational shit And it usually up going something like this...
( ) My day, without you in my life Things felt strange, a bit Even so, I hope you're doin it slow, you just never know... ( just never know, oh!) Yo, you just never know... (just never know, oh!) You just never know... (just never know, oh!)
( 1 ) My systems in conniption, stomach in knots for my medicine, overcoming addiction The step is quittin, nah the first steps admittin I got a problem, I help, this is something I can't beat myself I almost felt like I can't be won't take me cuz I ain't insured Layin in the tub, shakin like a new born Searchin for the courage take for me to move on I've been livin life like this way too Beggin God please, bring me I before, three or four days Always end up in the same place call me a junkie, dope fiend How they gonna me, they don't even know me Lights off, wanna be left alone, I'm to enjoy the methodone Put a Jimi Hendrix record on, and excuse me while I the sky Dosed off, up, sick to my stomach, ran to the bathroom Started to vomit, the methodone wore off and the started That day was the hardest...
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( 2 ) Stayed strong, endured the rough I ain't fully recovered but I'm doin better I can keep my food down to and calms They lowerin the doses of I eat V's and lots of dro It's like chewin gum you're tryin not to smoke Keep my occupied, calm my nerves It's not the same high, deep I... Just want one more but I can't turn back week for it But I done made it, a month With just a couple of V's and I blew some But weed and gonna make me OD That other shit was kill me Six weeks, and everything seem so Before I knew it, flew and I was clean for a year Can't believe started off socially Something I allowed to take over me Days went by and it was sixteen And I swear to God I didn't fall off I, feel like a brand new guy and I'm definetly livin a brand new Some days I resist the thirst but none's worst than the first (believe that)
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( 3 ) Two years and I ain't it Got a lot done, I been so Rebuilt, I was so Can't believe I was so self Got a job and I make big bucks to the lot and got a new pick up Got a brand new crib and a new kid I anybody can quit if I did If you quit, get up and go get the shit Walk to the toilet, drop it, flush it, fuck it, fight it Just resist it and if this then just keep listenin When you slippin I'll send you another one Sonny, wasup?, we just saved one I know so hard like there's no God But him you're able to go so far Hey, I don't wanna sound I'm just like you either hungry or Seems as though we get so easily becomes an impossibility I ain't sayin treat your body like a Just don't let dope put your body in a The inside you, you just gotta search And know no day be harder than the first
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[ ] Yo, all my people, goin through thing Whatever they may be know, God got his hands on you And he'll grant you the To change the you can't And you can that, aight Hold me down and I'ma you down... one