Luyện nghe bài hát My First Day

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Sometimes I write about something, that like something I went
Or my people went through
And I felt like needed some motivational shit
And it usually ends up something like this...

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My first day, you in my life
felt strange, a bit deranged
Even so, I hope you're doin
it slow, you just never know... ( just never know, oh!)
Yo, you just know... nooo (just never know, oh!)
You just never know... nooo (just know, oh!)

( 1 )
My systems caught in conniption, stomach in
Feedin for my medicine, overcoming
The step is quittin, nah the first steps admittin
I got a problem, I need help, this is I can't beat myself
I almost like I can't be cured
Rehab won't take me cuz I ain't
Layin in the tub, shakin like a new born
Searchin for the courage it'll for me to move on
I've been livin life like way too long
God please, bring me home
I before, three or four days
Always end up back in the place
People call me a junkie, fiend
How they judge me, they don't even know me
Lights off, wanna be left alone, I'm tryin to enjoy the
Put a Jimi Hendrix record on, and excuse me while I the sky
Dosed off, woke up, sick to my stomach, ran to the
Started to vomit, the wore off and the withdrawal started
That day was the hardest...

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( 2 )
Stayed strong, endured the rough
I ain't fully recovered but I'm doin better
I can keep my down to shakes and calms
They lowerin the of methodone
I eat V's and blow of dro
It's like chewin gum when tryin not to smoke
Keep my mind occupied, calm my
It's not the high, deep inside I...
Just want one more but I can't turn back this for it
But I done made it, almost a
With just a couple of V's and I blew some
But that weed and gonna me OD
other shit was gonna kill me
Six weeks, and everything so clear
I knew it, time flew and I was clean for a year
Can't believe started off socially
Something I almost allowed to take me
Days by and it was sixteen months
And I swear to God I didn't fall off
I, feel like a brand new guy and I'm livin a brand new life
Some days I still resist the thirst but none's than the first (believe
that)

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Two years and I ain't it
Got a lot done, I been so
Rebuilt, I was so
Can't I was so self destructive
Got a good job and I big bucks
to the lot and got a new pick up
Got a brand new crib and a new kid
I anybody can quit if I did
If you quit, get up and go get the shit
straight to the toilet, drop it, flush it, fuck it, fight it
Just resist it and if this helps then just keep
When you start slippin I'll send you one
Sonny, wasup?, we saved another one
I know it's so like there's no God
But through him you're to go so far
Hey, I don't wanna sound
I'm just like you hungry or horny
Seems as though we get so easily
Quitting an impossibility
I ain't sayin treat your body a church
don't let dope put your body in a hearse
The streets you, you just gotta search
And know that no day be than the first

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Yo, all my people, through they thing
they thing may be
Just know, God got his on you
And he'll grant you the
To the things you can't
And you can change that,
Hold me down and I'ma you down... one