My Abuser

I once thought my constraints were the Red Thread of Fate
I now know all those things you did were to hurt me
I am broke into pieces like a porcelain doll
IT HURTS
Everything you did has made me not mentally stable

I'm a puppet and you controlled the strings
OH NO NO
Keep in check all these negative feelings
MY MY MY
You are the one whose broken me
You've made me hurt too much to bear
I can't help but be victim to your manipulating
MANIPULATOR
My Abuser

All you told to me were a bunch of awful lies
I was too pitifully stupid to realize
I was so simple minded just spilling my guts
SECRETS
That you kept deeply in your mind to use against me

I'm your plaything that you put on a leash
OH NO NO
All of these things that make me want to SCREAM
MY MY MY
You are the one whose destroyed me
You've broken me beyond repair
I can't help but be victim to your manipulating
PUPPET MASTER
My Abuser

It's about time that I stop feigning innocence
I am just as toxic as you
I also made some manipulative comments
I also lied just like you do

You're a puppet and I controlled your strings
MY MY MY
Feelings are such complicated things
You are the one whose broken me
I've made you hurt too much to bear
We have both been victim to each other's harsh abusing
I NEVER LOVED
My Abuser