Monster

(Out of my head
Out, out of my head
Am I out of my head
Out of my head)

Have my hand in a fist
And I can't get back
I put myself through a wall
Everything goes black
(All I see is me at nineteen
Silencing the voices within me)

Haven't slept in a while
Lost the dread to dream
I block it out
But I still remember everything
(All I see is me at nineteen
Silencing the voices within me)

You're hopeless
You'll never be enough
You're crazy
You are
You are

Are a monster
Oh can't you see
You play it
Oh damn, someone put a curse on me

(Out of my head
Out, out of my head
Am I out of my head
Out of my head)

Medicate me
Leave me on the ground
Screaming murder
But you just can't hear a sound

(Out of my head
Out, out of my head
Am I out of my head
Out of my head)

Toss and turn
There's an itching right beneath my skin
I pray to God
Would you take me from this time I'm in
(All I see is me at nineteen
Silencing the voices within me)

When we kiss, with his hands wrapped around my throat
No longer breathing but it won't let me go

(All I see is me at nineteen
Silencing the voices within me)

You're hopeless
You'll never be enough
You're crazy
You are
You are

Are a monster
Oh can't you see
You play it
Oh damn, someone put a curse on me

(Out of my head
Out, out of my head
Am I out of my head
Out of my head)

Medicate me
Leave me on the ground
Screaming murder
But you just can't hear a sound

(Out of my head
Out, out of my head
Am I out of my head
Out of my head)

They say freak she can't be anything
Hopeless depressed she has lost everything
They say freak she can't be anything
Hopeless depressed she has lost everything
Ba da da, ba da da, ba da da
I'm a monster

I'm a monster
Oh can't you see
You play it
Oh damn, someone put a curse on me

(Out of my head
Out, out of my head
Am I out of my head
Out of my head)

Medicate me
Leave me on the ground
Screaming murder
But you just can't hear a sound

(Out of my head
Out, out of my head
Am I out of my head
Out of my head)