Monster

Beautiful, beautiful as she might be She is not the one, the one I see for me
Pain and suffering, from all my selfish needs You do not deserve, all this misery
All that you wear upon your sleeve

I find it hard, so hard to believe.
That I'm the monster who causes all your grief

Burned a bridge, the best bridge in my life barely holding on, by the tip of the knife
Every now and then, I think what could have been But now it seems, so far out of reach

I find it hard, so hard to believe.
That I'm the monster who causes all your grief
I've said I'm sorry, what more do you want?
I shouldn't have done it. I know I that I was wrong.

All the clouds, they all will fade away Bringing on the lights, lights to another day
After all these years, I'm alone in agony Burdened with what I wear wear upon my sleeves

I find it hard, so hard to believe.
That I'm the monster who causes all your grief
I've said I'm sorry, what more do you want?
I shouldn't have done it. I know I that I was wrong.