Memories

Smell the blood
Hear the moan
Another plunge into the unknown
My heartbeat slow and strong

Like a machine my body puts itself in hot pursuit
All my systems are set to engage
But charging forward theres an image blocking my intent
Its interfering calmly with my rage

You were my blossom of hope
In my nights of cruelty
My shelter and sunrise
You were blind to my curse
Didnt know and didnt see
I saw bliss glow in your eyes

Like a rock
Inside my chest
Your image fights with my unrest
My rage starts faltering

Then theres a noise that puts my instincts back in overdrive
They reconquer all control
All thats left of you: a fading echo in my mind
The darkness spreading from my black soul

You were my blossom of hope
In my nights of cruelty
My shelter and sunrise
And when you realized my fate
I prayed you would understand
But I saw fear scream from your eyes
And all went dark

You were my blossom of hope
In my nights of cruelty
My shelter and sunrise
And when you realized my fate
I prayed you would understand
But I saw fear scream from your eyes

Fear screamed from your eyes
Its still screaming in my heart
But I cannot let it go
And now Im old
And now Im lost
And I still hide from everyone
And I will never let you go
Never let you go