Uh hi, My is Murs, and uh Yeah, I've had a couple years But uh, you I I was depressed I don't feel depressed Uh, you know I'm just at this where I'm not too high And I'm not too low, I'm just And that's And there's a for that It's 'melancholy'
1] They say happiness is a choice Well, I guess get to choose Put all them so-called friends with they fake ass Ain't been in my shoes Had my back up the wall to jump up off the edge Just paid for a shrink but she made me the problem's all in my head So with that said, I solo On my own tryna face my I stopped, a pill, and it all got real So I started writing this here And it took me years to get to this I don't wanna die every day You put it in your mind to be down all the time 'cause the sun go shine
I been down this road, eyes closed Reaching for a future that I hold Blindfold, eyes Reaching for a future that I cannot And it a toll on my soul Said it a toll on my soul down this road, eyes closed Reaching for a future I cannot hold mean to make you feel bad Because you that I'm sad No for you to feel sorry Bro, I'm just Don't mean to you feel bad Because you that I'm sad No need for you to sorry Bro, I'm melancholy
2] Now I heard they call me I just act like I can't But they ain't had it this rough or even as much As I did in just one Have you ever had the feeling you don't wanna die But like, wait, still not wanna be That fog roll in and them days get And it getting hard for you to see clear I that pain too well I swear I been hell If I don't smile, oh worry 'bout yourself I tell 'em leave me 'lone, I'm just in my But some people can't the hint When my life so strange, I through so much change Why would I need yo' two But got they ideas On how to my pain go away But opinions is like a SoundCloud page Everybody got one these So you can kill the 'Cause you only your time If you mind your then I mind mine And everything gon' be fine
I walking down this road, eyes closed Reaching for a that I cannot hold Blindfold, closed Reaching for a that I cannot hold And it a toll on my soul Said it a toll on my soul down this road, eyes closed Reaching for a that I cannot hold Don't mean to make you bad you think that I'm sad No for you to feel sorry Bro, I'm just Don't mean to make you bad you think that I'm sad No need for you to feel Bro, I'm melancholy