Uh hi, My is Murs, and uh Yeah, I've had a couple years But uh, you I guess I was I don't feel anymore Uh, you know I'm just at this point I'm not too high And I'm not too low, I'm just And okay And there's a for that It's called
1] They say happiness is a choice Well, I guess they get to Put all them so-called friends they fake ass friends Ain't never been in my Had my back up against the 'bout to up off the edge Just paid for a shrink but she me think That the all in my head So with that said, I went On my own tryna face my I stopped, popped a pill, and it all got So I started this right here And it took me years to get to point Where I don't wanna die day You can't put it in your mind to be all the time the sun go shine anyway
I been walking down road, eyes closed Reaching for a future I cannot hold Blindfold, closed Reaching for a that I cannot hold And it a toll on my soul Said it a toll on my soul down this road, eyes closed Reaching for a that I cannot hold Don't mean to you feel bad Because you that I'm sad No for you to feel sorry Bro, I'm melancholy Don't to make you feel bad Because you think I'm sad No need for you to feel Bro, I'm just
2] Now I heard call me crazy I just act like I hear But they had it this rough or even lost as much As I did in one year Have you had the feeling like you don't wanna die But like, wait, still not wanna be That fog roll in and them get dark And it start hard for you to see clear I that pain too well I swear I been through If I smile, oh well worry 'bout yourself I tell 'em leave me 'lone, I'm just in my But some can't take the hint my life so strange, I been through so much change Why would I yo' two cents? But everybody got ideas On how to my pain go away But opinions is just like a page got one these days So you can kill the 'Cause you only wasting time If you mind your business I mind mine And everything be just fine
I walking down this road, eyes closed Reaching for a future I cannot hold Blindfold, closed for a future that I cannot hold And it takes a toll on my Said it takes a on my soul Walking down this road, eyes for a future that I cannot hold Don't mean to make you bad you think that I'm sad No need for you to feel Bro, I'm melancholy Don't to make you feel bad you think that I'm sad No need for you to feel Bro, I'm just