Uh hi, My is Murs, and uh Yeah, had a rough couple years But uh, you I I was depressed I don't feel depressed Uh, you know I'm just at this point where I'm not too And I'm not too low, I'm here And okay And there's a for that called 'melancholy'
1] They say that is a choice Well, I guess they get to Put all them so-called friends with they ass friends Ain't been in my shoes Had my up against the wall 'bout to up off the edge Just for a shrink but she made me think That the problem's all in my So with that said, I went On my own tryna face my I stopped, popped a pill, and it all got So I started writing this right And it me years to get to this point I don't wanna die every day You can't put it in mind to be down all the time 'cause the sun go anyway
I been down this road, eyes closed Reaching for a that I cannot hold Blindfold, eyes Reaching for a future I cannot hold And it takes a on my soul Said it takes a on my soul Walking down road, eyes closed Reaching for a future that I cannot mean to make you feel bad Because you that I'm sad No for you to feel sorry Bro, I'm just Don't mean to make you bad you think that I'm sad No for you to feel sorry Bro, I'm melancholy
2] Now I heard they call me I act like I can't hear But they ain't had it this rough or lost as much As I did in one year you ever had the feeling like you don't wanna die But like, wait, not wanna be here fog roll in and them days get dark And it start getting for you to see clear I that pain too well I swear I through hell If I don't smile, oh Just 'bout yourself I tell 'em me 'lone, I'm just in my zone But some people take the hint my life so strange, I been through so much change Why I need yo' two cents? But everybody got they On how to my pain go away But opinions is just like a page Everybody got one these So you can the interrogation 'Cause you wasting your time If you mind business then I mind mine And everything be just fine
I been walking down this road, eyes for a future that I cannot hold Blindfold, eyes Reaching for a future I cannot hold And it takes a toll on my it takes a toll on my soul Walking this road, eyes closed Reaching for a future that I hold Don't to make you feel bad Because you think I'm sad No need for you to sorry Bro, I'm just mean to make you feel bad Because you that I'm sad No need for you to feel Bro, I'm melancholy