Marked

What is this shiver that is scrolling down my spine? I feel like the walls are caving In
Do you remember when I always used to smile? these memories are killing me.
Because I'm never enough
and I always give up,
A useless piece of shit and I never finish what I start.
With my head always down and my headphones on
I will never be the same
I am always on my own Alone!
I've put myself into fire trying to chase my dreams ,
put my head underwater, there's some secrets I can't keep.
You can't erase what you've done and those marks on my skin, who will pay for my nightmares and wasting my best years?
Nooo!
You stole every piece every piece of my sanity, I'm now on my knees
I have lost my identity .
I still remember the last words you said to me And I can't take it anymore,
you tear me down from the inside out
My words won't be ignored .
Too many secrets that I can't keep That I can't keep anymore,
Too many times I have seen this shit swallowing words and closing doors.
The darkness is consuming me
I feel the pain on my bones
and I'll let him take control of my body,
I'll let him take me home.