Love Not

[Hook 1]

I lost my heart and now I love not I love not
[x2]
You fade away and now I love not I love not
Was this the day that made me love not I love not

[Verse 1]

Stepped in the room to see your lifeless body break my heart
Opened your eyes i'm seeing whites, red and blue 'till dawn
A godless man I beg for help just in case i'm wrong
If we can meet again I promise babe I won't be long

I lost my heart and now I love not I love not
[x4]

[Outro] (Ke')

Ya'll are the G.O.A.T., seriously
I've watched you all beast a battle I can't even begin to understand
And even not being able to understand takes nothing away from my appreciation of it
Take every bit of love and admiration put into me during this process and put it into each other
Every bit of concern expressed towards or for me have you expressed it to one another?
That's most important
That lasts
Well it all lasts don't forget that
When I say i've watched you guys with an amazement and awe that's hard to put into words I almost don't know where to start
And here's something i wrote titled 'An Ode To My Love':
I'm sorry for causing you to live your life with fears in the back of your head of waking up in the morning to find me laying dead
I'm sorry that I can't offer much support when I assure you that i'm okay
Because this ugly disease is unbeaten and the odds are i'm not here to stay
But i'm going to fight
I'm going to will myself not to leave you alone
Because there's no more terrifying thought than you in an empty home depressed and piecing your life together after a tragedy with no will to push through or no reason to smile after losing me
I'm sorry that we've built our world and foundation on borrowed time
I'm sorry you're forced to take on all these uncertainties of mine
They say the beauty of life is that nothing lasts forever
But will you promise to find beauty in life when we're not together?
Will you promise me that you'll find your joy after this has ran its course?
And when I can no longer be the light in your life you'll find a brand new source
You'll write no more sad songs
Sad with tales of the one who passed away
Promise me that no matter what hand dealt that you, you will stay
I never want you to miss the release of a new CD
So promise you'll get in the car every night of, and play those albums with someone other than me
Ride out to Oak Glen the day after Christmas every year
Never let go of the traditions we held near
Don't dare let the memories of our Disneyland trips keep you from going and having fun
Never forget that after the rain and darkest nights there will be the sun
You will go on and your heart will be whole again
And this disease, the pain, this life and even death is something my love will transcend
I love you Weston