1] Since 89 I just wanted to be the So I studied the greats, sorta it's a test And I knew all rhymes from last album to first Every every chorus and every verse And I knew it, ever this is my calling So early and late nights I put my all in So determined to an impact But I sit with a bottle of vodka and some zigzags My good friend jeopardized our shit all for a Then probably and fucked the chick is this a movie? Nuh this is a story that's narrated by the As seen the eyes of the man in the mirror on the out inside it's all bitter Man feeling like a quitter I walk with God got by satan And gave in, then my caved in
Caught up between the lies, the hurt, the hate the hope Is there a heaven for me, uh I don't But I just want you to know I can't it no more no more This is my to the world Ey Yo I the the false hope Is there a for me, uh I don't know But I just want you to know I can't it no more no more This is my letter to the
2] So I'm tired of all this Tired of getting snaked by people I went to with Tired of people telling me I ain't been to church enough times In a row to be considered a real of not having enough dollars for me to spend And tired of having to watch my own back my friends Tired of fighting my brother, and arguing my mother And tired of giving a shit to people I'd really rather not Tired of 100% and still failing Fuck this I'm of life I'm fucken bailing We all got a story to this here was mine There's more to what you hear in a song it's in the I'm done the noose now I'm bidding you bye said there's more to this life told a lie I'm done with the now I'm bidding you bye Whoever said there's more to this told a lie
It's just lies, the hurt, the the false hope Is there a heaven for me, uh I know But I just want you to know I can't take it no no more This is my letter to the Ey Yo I the false hope Is there a heaven for me, uh I know But I just want you to know I can't it no more no more is my letter to the world