1] Since 89 I wanted to be the best So I the greats, sorta like it's a test And I knew all they rhymes from album to first Every syllable chorus and every verse And I knew it, ever since this is my So early mornings and nights I put my all in So determined to make an But here I sit with a bottle of vodka and zigzags My good jeopardized our shit all for a groupie Then probably went and fucked the is this a movie? Nuh this is a story that's narrated by the As seen through the of the man in the mirror Motivated on the out it's all bitter Man feeling like a quitter I walk with God got seduced by And gave in, then my caved in
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2] So I'm tired of all bullshit of getting snaked by people I went to school with Tired of people telling me that I ain't been to church enough In a row to be considered a real Tired of not having enough dollars for me to And tired of having to my own back around my friends Tired of my brother, and arguing with my mother And tired of giving a shit to some I'd really rather not Tired of putting and still failing Fuck this I'm tired of life I'm fucken We all got a story to tell this here was There's more to you hear in a song it's in the rhymes I'm with the noose now I'm bidding you bye said there's more to this life told a lie I'm done the noose now I'm bidding you bye Whoever there's more to this life told a lie
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