Let Me Fall

You made my life into a joke,
But no one's laughing at all.
Cause when I breathe I fucking choke,
And I'm just begging,
Let me fall

My heart was yours to break.

And now it's clearer than ever,
That I mean nothing to you.
I try to keep it together,
But in the end it all falls through.

I wanna know how you do it,
How you forget about me.
Because I'm on the edge, no one can see, that I'm breaking down,
And I can't, fucking breathe.

I wanna know what it looks like,
When I'm falling apart.
I wanna see what you see,
When you looked, at, me.

You made my life into a joke,
But no one's laughing at all.
Cause when I breathe I fucking choke,
And I'm just begging,
Let me fall.

So when you screamed at me,
Was the most passion I got.
I wanted to believe you,
but you ripped me apart.

You know damn well I miss you,
And yeah I know you could care less.
I slit my wrist to forget you.
While I prayed for death.

I wanna know what it looks like,
When I'm falling apart.
I wanna see what you see,
When you looked, at, me.

You made my life into a joke,
But no one's laughing at all.
Cause when I breathe I fucking choke,
And I'm just begging,
Let me fall

I tried digging my grave, but I was too weak.
Cry cut and sleep, then rinse and repeat.
I tried to be happy, but that hurt me worse.
My heart was your gift, and your love was my curse.

I wanna know what it looks like,
When I'm falling apart.
I wanna see what you see,
When you looked, at, me.

You made my life into a joke,
But no one's laughing at all.
Cause when I breathe I fucking choke,
And I'm just begging,
Let me fall