I'm Okay

No I'm not okay,
But you know I'll say I am.
Cause I don't know what to say,
So I'll pretend to give a damn.

So don't pretend to understand,
Cause I know you fucking don't.
And don't tell me that you'll be there,
Cause I know you fucking won't.

I know that you think I'm useless,
Well I'm inclined to agree with you there.
It's pretty clear, that you think I'm worthless,
Don't disagree, you've shown to me, that you don't fucking care.

Comfort in my blade, but torture in my bed.
Every time I close my eyes, I hear those voices in my head.
Telling me once, and telling me twice.
Death's a nice deal for such a small price.

One note, one gun, one shell.
Cut the cable, drop me to hell.
I may be alive, but this isn't life,
I've got a solution, the blade of this knife.

I know that you think I'm useless,
Well I'm inclined to agree with you there.
It's pretty clear, that you think I'm worthless,
Don't disagree, you've shown to me, that you don't fucking care.

You're not my kitten, not my lover, not my baby, not my bear.
You're just a girl who tricked a boy to think that you cared.
You're not my kitten, not my lover, not my baby, not my bear.
You're just a girl who tricked a boy to think that you cared.

I know that you think I'm useless,
Well I'm inclined to agree with you there.
It's pretty clear, that you think I'm worthless,
Don't disagree, you've shown to me, that you don't fucking care.

You're not my kitten, not my lover, not my baby, not my bear.
You're just a girl who tricked a boy to think that you cared.
You're not my kitten, not my lover, not my baby, not my bear.
You're just a girl who tricked a boy into the image that you cared!
You're just a girl who tricked a boy to think that you cared.
You cared.