So we left Willa and I He East to Baghdad and the rest of it I set out I walked the five or six to the last of the street lamps And hunkered in the side dusk Holding out my In no great hope at the ramshackle procession of home bound Success! An Mercedes 'dolmus ' The ubiquitous, Arab, taxi drew up I out my pockets and shrugged at the driver " J'ai pas de " " Venez! " A soft voice the back seat The driver wearily across and pushed open the back door I to look inside at the two men there One besuited, bespectacled, moustached, irritated, distant, The other, the one who had spoken, Frail, five-ish, bald, sallow, in a short sleeved pale blue cotton shirt With one biro in the pocket A clerk maybe, slightly in the seat "Venez!" He said again, and "Mais pas de l'argent" "Oui, Oui, d'accord, Venez!"
Are these the people we should bomb Are we so sure they mean us Is our pleasure, punishment or crime Is this a that we really want to climb The is hard, hard and long Put down two by four This man never turn you from his door Oh George! Oh George! That Texas must have fucked you up when you were very small
He with a small arthritic motion of his hand Fingers together like a child waving The driver put my old Hofner guitar in the boot with my And off we " Vous etes Francais, " " Non, " " Ah! " " Est-ce que vous parlais Anglais, " "Non, je regrette" And so on In small between strangers, his French alien but correct Mine halting but to please A lift, after all, is a moustache left us brusquely And some miles later the dolmus slowed at a crossroads lit by a single through a U-turn and stopped in a cloud of dust I the door and got out But my benefactor made no move to The driver dumped my guitar and at my feet And waving away my thanks to the boot Only to reappear with a pair of crutches Which he leaned against the rear of the Mercedes. He reached into the car and lifted my out Only one leg, the second trouser leg neatly pinned beneath a hip " Monsieur, si vous voulez, ca sera un honneur pour Si vous venez avec moi a la maison manger avec ma femme "
When I was 17 my mother, her heart, fulfilled my summer dream She handed me the to the car We motored down to Paris, fuelled Dexedrine and booze Got in Antibes by the cops And fleeced in Naples by the But everyone was to us, we were the English dudes Our dads had helped win the war When we all what we were fighting for But now an abroad is just a US stooge The bulldog is a poodle snapping round the scoundrel's refuge
"Ma femme", thank God! Monopod but not The drove off leaving us in the dim light of the swinging bulb No building in What the "Merci monsieur" "Bon, Venez!" His creased in pleasure, he set off in front of me his leg between the crutches with agonising care Up the dusty side road into the After half an hour we'd gone maybe a mile on the right I made out the low profile of a building He called out in Arabic to our arrival And some scuffling inside a lamp was lit And the changing angle of in the wide crack under the door Signalled the of someone within The door creaked open and there, holding a looking oil lamp Stood a squat, moustached woman, stooped up at us She stood aside to let us in and as she I saw the reason for her She on her back a shocking hump I nodded and smiled back at her in greeting, fighting for The gentleness between the man and his monstrous wife too much for me
Is gentleness too for us Should gentleness be filed along with We feel for else's child Every a smart bomb does its sums and gets it wrong Someone else's child and equities in defence rise America, America, please hear us we call You got hip-hop, be-bop, hustle and You got Atticus You got Russell You got freedom of You got great beaches, and malls let the might, the Christian right, fuck it all up For you and the of the world
talked excitedly She went to his crutches in routine of care He chiding, We a guest She embarrassed by her pas Took my things and laid them in the corner "Du the?" We sat on meagre in one corner of the single room The floor was earth packed and by one wall a raised platform six foot by four covered by a simple sheet, the bed The hunchback busied herself with small copper pots over an hearth And us tea, hot and sweet And so to Flat, bread, + thin Cooked in an iron skillet the open hearth folded and dipped into the soft insides of female sea urchins My did not eat, I ate her dinner She would hear of nothing else, I was their And then she retired behind a And left the men to sit drinking full of Arak Carefully poured from a small with a faded label she reappeared, radiant Carrying in her arms their and joy, their child. I'd never seen a like that So severe that as one eye looked out the other disappeared behind its
Not in my name, Tony, you great war you Terror is still terror, whosoever gets to frame the not written by the vanquished or the damned Now we are Genghis Khan, Borghia, Son of Sam In 1961 they took this child their home I wonder what became of In the cauldron was Lebanon If I could find them now, could I make How does the story
And so to bed, me that is, not Of course they slept on the floor behind a Whilst I lay awake all night on earthen bed Then came the dawn and then quiet stirrings Careful not to the guest I yawned in pretence And took the proffered bowl of water up and washed And my coffee in its tiny cup And then with "merci-ing" and bowing and shaking of hands We the woman to her chores And we men made our way to the crossroads The painful slowness of our progress accentuated by the brilliant light The dolmus duly My host me one crutch and leaning on the other Shook my and smiled "Merci, monsieur," I " De " " And merci a femme, elle est tres gentille " Giving up his crutch He allowed to be folded into the back seat again "Bon voyage, monsieur," he And half bowed as the taxi headed south the city I North, my guitar over my shoulder And the first hot of wind Quickly dried the salt from my young cheeks.