So we Beirut Willa and I He headed East to Baghdad and the of it I set out I the five or six miles to the last of the street lamps And in the curb side dusk out my thumb In no great hope at the procession of home bound traffic Success! An ancient 'dolmus ' The ubiquitous, Arab, shared taxi up I turned out my pockets and at the driver " pas de l'argent " " Venez! " A soft voice the back seat The driver lent across and pushed open the back door I stooped to look at the two men there One besuited, bespectacled, moustached, irritated, distant, The other, the one who had spoken, Frail, fifty five-ish, bald, sallow, in a sleeved pale blue cotton shirt one biro in the breast pocket A clerk maybe, slightly in the seat "Venez!" He said again, and "Mais pas de l'argent" "Oui, Oui, d'accord, Venez!"
Are these the people that we should Are we so sure they us harm Is our pleasure, punishment or crime Is this a mountain we really want to climb The is hard, hard and long Put down that two by This man would never turn you from his Oh George! Oh George! That Texas education must fucked you up when you were very small
He beckoned with a small arthritic of his hand Fingers together like a waving goodbye The driver put my old Hofner guitar in the with my rucksack And off we " Vous etes Francais, " " Non, " " Ah! " " Est-ce que vous parlais Anglais, " "Non, je regrette" And so on In small talk between strangers, his French but correct halting but eager to please A lift, after all, is a Late moustache us brusquely And some miles later the dolmus at a crossroads lit by a single lightbulb Swung a U-turn and stopped in a cloud of dust I the door and got out But my benefactor made no move to The driver my guitar and rucksack at my feet And waving away my thanks to the boot Only to reappear with a of alloy crutches Which he leaned the rear wing of the Mercedes. He reached into the car and my companion out Only one leg, the second leg neatly pinned beneath a vacant hip " Monsieur, si vous voulez, ca sera un pour nous Si vous avec moi a la maison pour manger avec ma femme "
When I was 17 my mother, her heart, fulfilled my summer dream She handed me the to the car We down to Paris, fuelled with Dexedrine and booze Got in Antibes by the cops And fleeced in Naples by the But everyone was to us, we were the English dudes Our dads had helped win the war we all knew what we were fighting for But now an Englishman abroad is just a US The bulldog is a snapping round the scoundrel's last refuge
"Ma femme", thank God! Monopod but not The taxi drove off leaving us in the dim light of the swinging No in sight the hell "Merci monsieur" "Bon, Venez!" His creased in pleasure, he set off in front of me Swinging his leg between the crutches with care Up the dusty side into the darkness After half an hour we'd gone maybe half a When on the right I made out the low of a building He called out in Arabic to our arrival And some scuffling inside a lamp was lit And the angle of light in the wide crack under the door Signalled the of someone within The door creaked and there, holding a biblical looking oil lamp a squat, moustached woman, stooped smiling up at us She stood aside to let us in and as she I saw the for her stoop She carried on her a shocking hump I nodded and smiled back at her in greeting, fighting for The gentleness the one-legged man and his monstrous wife too much for me
Is gentleness too for us Should gentleness be filed along empathy We feel for else's child Every time a smart bomb does its sums and gets it Someone else's child dies and in defence rise America, America, hear us when we call You got hip-hop, be-bop, hustle and You got Finch You got Jane You got of speech You got beaches, wildernesses and malls Don't let the might, the right, fuck it all up For you and the of the world
They talked She went to take his crutches in of care He chiding, We a guest She embarrassed by her pas Took my things and laid them gently in the "Du the?" We sat on meagre cushions in one corner of the single The floor was earth packed and by one wall a raised platform Some six foot by covered by a simple sheet, the bed The hunchback busied herself with copper pots over an open hearth And brought us tea, hot and And so to Flat, bread, + thin Cooked in an iron over the open hearth Then folded and dipped the soft insides of female sea urchins My did not eat, I ate her dinner She would hear of nothing else, I was their And then she behind a curtain And left the men to sit drinking thimbles of Arak Carefully from a small bottle with a faded label Soon she reappeared, Carrying in her their pride and joy, their child. I'd seen a squint like that So that as one eye looked out the other disappeared behind its nose
Not in my name, Tony, you great war you Terror is still terror, gets to frame the rules not written by the vanquished or the damned Now we are Genghis Khan, Borghia, Son of Sam In 1961 they took this child their home I wonder what became of In the cauldron was Lebanon If I could find them now, could I make How does the story
And so to bed, me that is, not Of course they slept on the behind a curtain Whilst I lay all night on their earthen bed Then came the dawn and then their quiet not to wake the guest I in great pretence And took the proffered bowl of heated up and washed And my coffee in its tiny cup And then with much "merci-ing" and and shaking of hands We the woman to her chores And we men made our way back to the The painful of our progress accentuated by the brilliant morning light The dolmus duly My host me one crutch and leaning on the other my hand and smiled "Merci, monsieur," I " De " " And merci a votre femme, est tres gentille " up his other crutch He allowed himself to be folded into the back seat "Bon voyage, monsieur," he And half bowed as the taxi headed south the city I turned North, my guitar my shoulder And the first hot gust of Quickly dried the tears from my young cheeks.