So we left Willa and I He headed East to Baghdad and the of it I set out I walked the five or six miles to the last of the street And hunkered in the curb dusk Holding out my In no great hope at the ramshackle of home bound traffic Success! An Mercedes 'dolmus ' The ubiquitous, Arab, shared taxi up I turned out my and shrugged at the driver " J'ai pas de " " Venez! " A voice from the back seat The driver lent wearily and pushed open the back door I to look inside at the two men there One besuited, bespectacled, moustached, irritated, distant, The other, the one who had spoken, Frail, five-ish, bald, sallow, in a short sleeved pale blue cotton shirt With one in the breast pocket A clerk maybe, sunken in the seat "Venez!" He said again, and "Mais pas de l'argent" "Oui, Oui, d'accord, Venez!"
Are the people that we should bomb Are we so they mean us harm Is our pleasure, punishment or crime Is this a mountain we really want to climb The road is hard, and long Put down that two by This man would never turn you his door Oh George! Oh George! Texas education must have fucked you up when you were very small
He with a small arthritic motion of his hand Fingers together like a waving goodbye The put my old Hofner guitar in the boot with my rucksack And off we " etes Francais, monsieur? " " Non, " " Ah! " " Est-ce que parlais Anglais, Monsieur? " "Non, je regrette" And so on In small talk between strangers, his French alien but Mine halting but to please A lift, after all, is a Late left us brusquely And some miles later the dolmus at a crossroads lit by a single lightbulb Swung through a and stopped in a cloud of dust I the door and got out But my made no move to follow The driver dumped my guitar and rucksack at my And waving away my returned to the boot Only to reappear a pair of alloy crutches Which he leaned the rear wing of the Mercedes. He reached the car and lifted my companion out Only one leg, the second trouser leg pinned beneath a vacant hip " Monsieur, si vous voulez, ca un honneur pour nous Si vous venez avec moi a la maison pour avec ma femme "
When I was 17 my mother, bless her heart, fulfilled my summer She handed me the to the car We motored down to Paris, with Dexedrine and booze Got bust in by the cops And fleeced in by the wops But everyone was to us, we were the English dudes Our dads had helped win the war When we all what we were fighting for But now an Englishman abroad is a US stooge The bulldog is a poodle snapping round the scoundrel's refuge
"Ma femme", thank God! Monopod but not The taxi drove off leaving us in the dim light of the bulb No in sight What the "Merci monsieur" "Bon, Venez!" His creased in pleasure, he set off in front of me Swinging his leg between the crutches with care Up the side road into the darkness After half an hour we'd gone maybe a mile When on the right I made out the low profile of a He called out in Arabic to announce our And after some inside a lamp was lit And the changing angle of light in the wide under the door the approach of someone within The door creaked open and there, holding a biblical looking oil Stood a squat, woman, stooped smiling up at us She stood to let us in and as she turned I saw the reason for her She carried on her back a hump I nodded and smiled at her in greeting, fighting for control The between the one-legged man and his monstrous wife too much for me
Is gentleness too for us Should be filed along with empathy We feel for someone else's Every a smart bomb does its sums and gets it wrong Someone else's child dies and equities in defence America, America, please hear us when we You got hip-hop, be-bop, and bustle You got Finch You got Russell You got freedom of You got great beaches, wildernesses and Don't let the might, the right, fuck it all up For you and the rest of the
talked excitedly She went to take his in routine of care He chiding, We a guest She by her faux pas Took my things and laid them gently in the "Du the?" We sat on meagre in one corner of the single room The was earth packed hard and by one wall a raised platform six foot by four covered by a simple sheet, the bed The hunchback busied herself small copper pots over an open hearth And brought us tea, hot and And so to Flat, unleavened bread, + Cooked in an iron skillet over the open Then and dipped into the soft insides of female sea urchins My hostess did not eat, I ate her She would hear of else, I was their guest And then she retired a curtain And left the men to sit drinking thimbles of Arak Carefully poured from a small with a faded label Soon she reappeared, Carrying in her arms their and joy, their child. I'd never a squint like that So severe as one eye looked out the other disappeared behind its nose
Not in my name, Tony, you war leader you Terror is still terror, gets to frame the rules History's not written by the or the damned Now we are Genghis Khan, Borghia, Son of Sam In 1961 they took this child their home I wonder what became of In the cauldron was Lebanon If I could find now, could I make amends? How does the story
And so to bed, me that is, not Of they slept on the floor behind a curtain Whilst I lay awake all on their earthen bed Then came the dawn and then their quiet Careful not to wake the I in great pretence And took the proffered of water heated up and washed And my coffee in its tiny cup And then with much "merci-ing" and bowing and shaking of We the woman to her chores And we men made our way to the crossroads The painful slowness of our progress accentuated by the brilliant morning The dolmus reappeared My host gave me one crutch and on the other my hand and smiled "Merci, monsieur," I " De " " And merci a votre femme, elle est gentille " up his other crutch He allowed himself to be folded into the seat again "Bon voyage, monsieur," he And half bowed as the taxi headed south towards the I turned North, my guitar my shoulder And the first hot of wind Quickly the salt tears from my young cheeks.