So we left Beirut and I He East to Baghdad and the rest of it I set out I walked the five or six miles to the of the street lamps And hunkered in the curb side Holding out my In no hope at the ramshackle procession of home bound traffic Success! An ancient Mercedes ' The ubiquitous, Arab, shared taxi up I turned out my and shrugged at the driver " pas de l'argent " " Venez! " A soft voice from the seat The driver lent wearily across and pushed the back door I to look inside at the two men there One besuited, bespectacled, moustached, irritated, distant, The other, the one who had spoken, Frail, fifty five-ish, bald, sallow, in a short pale blue cotton shirt one biro in the breast pocket A clerk maybe, slightly in the seat "Venez!" He again, and smiled "Mais pas de l'argent" "Oui, Oui, d'accord, Venez!"
Are these the that we should bomb Are we so they mean us harm Is this our pleasure, punishment or Is a mountain that we really want to climb The road is hard, and long Put down two by four This man never turn you from his door Oh George! Oh George! That Texas must have fucked you up when you were very small
He with a small arthritic motion of his hand Fingers together like a waving goodbye The driver put my old guitar in the boot with my rucksack And off we " Vous Francais, monsieur? " " Non, " " Ah! " " Est-ce que vous Anglais, Monsieur? " "Non, je regrette" And so on In small talk between strangers, his French but correct Mine halting but to please A lift, all, is a lift moustache left us brusquely And miles later the dolmus slowed at a crossroads lit by a single lightbulb Swung through a U-turn and in a cloud of dust I opened the and got out But my benefactor no move to follow The driver dumped my guitar and rucksack at my And away my thanks returned to the boot to reappear with a pair of alloy crutches Which he leaned against the wing of the Mercedes. He reached into the car and lifted my out Only one leg, the second leg neatly pinned beneath a vacant hip " Monsieur, si vous voulez, ca sera un honneur nous Si vous venez avec moi a la maison manger avec ma femme "
When I was 17 my mother, bless her heart, fulfilled my dream She handed me the to the car We down to Paris, fuelled with Dexedrine and booze Got in Antibes by the cops And in Naples by the wops But everyone was to us, we were the English dudes Our dads had helped win the war When we all what we were fighting for But now an Englishman is just a US stooge The bulldog is a poodle snapping round the scoundrel's refuge
"Ma femme", thank God! Monopod but not The taxi off leaving us in the dim light of the swinging bulb No building in What the "Merci monsieur" "Bon, Venez!" His faced in pleasure, he set off in front of me Swinging his leg the crutches with agonising care Up the dusty side into the darkness After an hour we'd gone maybe half a mile When on the right I made out the low of a building He called out in Arabic to announce our And some scuffling inside a lamp was lit And the changing angle of light in the wide crack the door Signalled the of someone within The door creaked open and there, holding a biblical oil lamp Stood a squat, moustached woman, smiling up at us She stood aside to let us in and as she I saw the reason for her She carried on her back a shocking I nodded and back at her in greeting, fighting for control The gentleness the one-legged man and his monstrous wife too much for me
Is gentleness too for us Should gentleness be filed along empathy We feel for someone else's Every time a smart bomb does its sums and gets it Someone else's child dies and equities in rise America, America, hear us when we call You got hip-hop, be-bop, hustle and You got Finch You got Jane You got of speech You got great beaches, and malls Don't let the might, the Christian right, it all up For you and the rest of the
They excitedly She went to take his crutches in of care He chiding, We have a She by her faux pas my things and laid them gently in the corner "Du the?" We sat on meagre cushions in one of the single room The floor was earth packed and by one wall a raised platform Some six foot by covered by a simple sheet, the bed The hunchback busied herself with small copper pots over an open And brought us tea, hot and And so to Flat, unleavened bread, + Cooked in an iron skillet over the open Then folded and dipped into the soft insides of sea urchins My hostess did not eat, I ate her She would of nothing else, I was their guest And she retired behind a curtain And left the men to sit thimbles full of Arak Carefully poured from a small bottle with a label she reappeared, radiant Carrying in her arms their and joy, their child. I'd never seen a like that So severe that as one eye looked out the other disappeared its nose
Not in my name, Tony, you great war you Terror is still terror, gets to frame the rules History's not written by the or the damned Now we are Khan, Lucretia Borghia, Son of Sam In they took this child into their home I wonder what became of In the cauldron was Lebanon If I could them now, could I make amends? How the story end?
And so to bed, me that is, not Of course they slept on the behind a curtain Whilst I lay awake all night on earthen bed Then came the and then their quiet stirrings not to wake the guest I in great pretence And took the bowl of water heated up and washed And sipped my in its tiny cup And then with much "merci-ing" and and shaking of hands We left the to her chores And we men made our way to the crossroads The painful slowness of our accentuated by the brilliant morning light The dolmus reappeared My host me one crutch and leaning on the other Shook my and smiled "Merci, monsieur," I " De " " And a votre femme, elle est tres gentille " Giving up his other He allowed himself to be folded into the seat again "Bon voyage, monsieur," he And half as the taxi headed south towards the city I turned North, my over my shoulder And the first hot gust of dried the salt tears from my young cheeks.