So we Beirut Willa and I He headed East to Baghdad and the of it I set out I walked the five or six miles to the last of the street And hunkered in the curb dusk out my thumb In no great hope at the ramshackle procession of home bound Success! An ancient 'dolmus ' The ubiquitous, Arab, shared taxi up I turned out my pockets and at the driver " J'ai pas de " " Venez! " A voice from the back seat The driver lent wearily across and pushed open the door I stooped to inside at the two men there One besuited, bespectacled, moustached, irritated, distant, The other, the one who had spoken, Frail, fifty five-ish, bald, sallow, in a short sleeved pale cotton shirt With one biro in the pocket A maybe, slightly sunken in the seat "Venez!" He again, and smiled "Mais pas de l'argent" "Oui, Oui, d'accord, Venez!"
Are the people that we should bomb Are we so sure they mean us Is this our pleasure, or crime Is this a mountain that we want to climb The road is hard, and long Put down that two by This man would never turn you from his Oh George! Oh George! That Texas education must have fucked you up when you were very
He beckoned a small arthritic motion of his hand Fingers like a child waving goodbye The driver put my old Hofner guitar in the with my rucksack And off we " etes Francais, monsieur? " " Non, " " Ah! " " Est-ce que vous Anglais, Monsieur? " "Non, je regrette" And so on In small talk strangers, his French alien but correct Mine halting but eager to A lift, after all, is a moustache left us brusquely And miles later the dolmus slowed at a crossroads lit by a single lightbulb Swung through a U-turn and stopped in a of dust I opened the and got out But my benefactor no move to follow The driver dumped my and rucksack at my feet And waving away my thanks returned to the Only to reappear with a pair of alloy Which he leaned against the wing of the Mercedes. He reached the car and lifted my companion out Only one leg, the second trouser leg neatly beneath a vacant hip " Monsieur, si vous voulez, ca sera un honneur pour Si vous avec moi a la maison pour manger avec ma femme "
I was 17 my mother, bless her heart, fulfilled my summer dream She me the keys to the car We motored down to Paris, with Dexedrine and booze Got bust in Antibes by the And in Naples by the wops But everyone was kind to us, we were the English Our dads had helped win the war we all knew what we were fighting for But now an Englishman is just a US stooge The bulldog is a snapping round the scoundrel's last refuge
"Ma femme", thank God! but not queer The taxi drove off us in the dim light of the swinging bulb No building in the hell "Merci monsieur" "Bon, Venez!" His creased in pleasure, he set off in front of me Swinging his leg the crutches with agonising care Up the dusty side road into the After half an hour we'd gone maybe half a When on the right I made out the low of a building He called out in to announce our arrival And after some inside a lamp was lit And the changing of light in the wide crack under the door Signalled the of someone within The door creaked open and there, holding a biblical oil lamp Stood a squat, moustached woman, smiling up at us She stood to let us in and as she turned I saw the reason for her She carried on her a shocking hump I nodded and back at her in greeting, fighting for control The gentleness the one-legged man and his monstrous wife too much for me
Is too much for us gentleness be filed along with empathy We feel for someone else's Every time a bomb does its sums and gets it wrong Someone else's child dies and in defence rise America, America, hear us when we call You got hip-hop, be-bop, hustle and You got Atticus You got Russell You got freedom of You got great beaches, and malls Don't let the might, the right, fuck it all up For you and the rest of the
talked excitedly She went to take his crutches in of care He chiding, We have a She by her faux pas Took my things and laid them in the corner "Du the?" We sat on meagre cushions in one corner of the room The floor was earth packed hard and by one wall a raised Some six foot by four by a simple sheet, the bed The hunchback busied herself with copper pots over an open hearth And us tea, hot and sweet And so to Flat, unleavened bread, + Cooked in an iron over the open hearth Then folded and dipped into the soft insides of sea urchins My did not eat, I ate her dinner She would of nothing else, I was their guest And then she behind a curtain And left the men to sit thimbles full of Arak Carefully from a small bottle with a faded label she reappeared, radiant Carrying in her arms their and joy, their child. I'd seen a squint like that So severe as one eye looked out the other disappeared behind its nose
Not in my name, Tony, you war leader you Terror is still terror, whosoever to frame the rules History's not written by the vanquished or the Now we are Genghis Khan, Borghia, Son of Sam In 1961 they took this into their home I wonder became of them In the cauldron that was If I could find them now, could I make How the story end?
And so to bed, me that is, not Of course they slept on the floor behind a Whilst I lay awake all night on their bed Then the dawn and then their quiet stirrings not to wake the guest I yawned in great And took the bowl of water heated up and washed And sipped my coffee in its cup And then with much "merci-ing" and and shaking of hands We left the woman to her And we men made our way back to the The painful slowness of our progress accentuated by the brilliant morning The duly reappeared My gave me one crutch and leaning on the other Shook my hand and "Merci, monsieur," I " De " " And a votre femme, elle est tres gentille " Giving up his crutch He allowed to be folded into the back seat again "Bon voyage, monsieur," he And bowed as the taxi headed south towards the city I turned North, my guitar my shoulder And the hot gust of wind Quickly dried the salt from my young cheeks.