So we Beirut Willa and I He headed East to Baghdad and the of it I set out I walked the five or six miles to the last of the street And in the curb side dusk Holding out my In no great at the ramshackle procession of home bound traffic Success! An Mercedes 'dolmus ' The ubiquitous, Arab, taxi drew up I turned out my pockets and shrugged at the " J'ai pas de " " Venez! " A voice from the back seat The driver lent wearily across and open the back door I stooped to inside at the two men there One besuited, bespectacled, moustached, irritated, distant, The other, the one who had spoken, Frail, fifty five-ish, bald, sallow, in a short pale blue cotton shirt With one in the breast pocket A clerk maybe, slightly sunken in the "Venez!" He again, and smiled "Mais pas de l'argent" "Oui, Oui, d'accord, Venez!"
Are these the that we should bomb Are we so sure they mean us Is this our pleasure, or crime Is this a mountain we really want to climb The road is hard, and long Put down that two by This man would never turn you his door Oh George! Oh George! Texas education must have fucked you up when you were very small
He beckoned a small arthritic motion of his hand Fingers together like a child waving The put my old Hofner guitar in the boot with my rucksack And off we " etes Francais, monsieur? " " Non, " " Ah! " " Est-ce que vous parlais Anglais, " "Non, je regrette" And so on In small talk between strangers, his alien but correct Mine halting but eager to A lift, after all, is a Late moustache us brusquely And some miles later the dolmus slowed at a crossroads lit by a lightbulb Swung through a U-turn and stopped in a of dust I the door and got out But my benefactor made no move to The dumped my guitar and rucksack at my feet And waving away my returned to the boot Only to reappear with a pair of crutches Which he leaned against the rear of the Mercedes. He reached into the car and lifted my out Only one leg, the second trouser leg neatly pinned beneath a hip " Monsieur, si vous voulez, ca un honneur pour nous Si vous venez moi a la maison pour manger avec ma femme "
When I was 17 my mother, her heart, fulfilled my summer dream She me the keys to the car We motored to Paris, fuelled with Dexedrine and booze Got bust in by the cops And in Naples by the wops But was kind to us, we were the English dudes Our had helped them win the war When we all knew we were fighting for But now an Englishman abroad is a US stooge The bulldog is a poodle round the scoundrel's last refuge
"Ma femme", thank God! but not queer The taxi drove off us in the dim light of the swinging bulb No in sight What the "Merci monsieur" "Bon, Venez!" His creased in pleasure, he set off in front of me Swinging his leg the crutches with agonising care Up the dusty side road the darkness After half an hour we'd gone maybe a mile When on the right I out the low profile of a building He called out in Arabic to our arrival And after some inside a lamp was lit And the changing angle of light in the wide crack the door Signalled the of someone within The door creaked and there, holding a biblical looking oil lamp Stood a squat, woman, stooped smiling up at us She stood to let us in and as she turned I saw the reason for her She carried on her back a hump I nodded and back at her in greeting, fighting for control The between the one-legged man and his monstrous wife too much for me
Is gentleness too for us Should gentleness be filed along with We for someone else's child Every time a smart bomb does its and gets it wrong Someone child dies and equities in defence rise America, America, please us when we call You got hip-hop, be-bop, and bustle You got Finch You got Jane You got of speech You got beaches, wildernesses and malls Don't let the might, the Christian right, it all up For you and the rest of the
They excitedly She went to take his crutches in of care He chiding, We a guest She embarrassed by her pas Took my things and laid them in the corner "Du the?" We sat on meagre cushions in one corner of the single The floor was earth packed hard and by one wall a raised Some six foot by four covered by a sheet, the bed The busied herself with small copper pots over an open hearth And brought us tea, hot and And so to Flat, unleavened bread, + in an iron skillet over the open hearth Then and dipped into the soft insides of female sea urchins My hostess did not eat, I ate her She hear of nothing else, I was their guest And then she behind a curtain And left the men to sit thimbles full of Arak Carefully poured from a small bottle with a faded Soon she reappeared, in her arms their pride and joy, their child. I'd never seen a like that So severe that as one eye looked out the other disappeared its nose
Not in my name, Tony, you great war you Terror is still terror, whosoever gets to the rules History's not written by the vanquished or the Now we are Khan, Lucretia Borghia, Son of Sam In 1961 they took this into their home I wonder what became of In the cauldron that was If I could find them now, I make amends? How does the end?
And so to bed, me that is, not Of course they on the floor behind a curtain I lay awake all night on their earthen bed Then came the dawn and then their quiet Careful not to wake the I yawned in pretence And took the proffered of water heated up and washed And my coffee in its tiny cup And then with "merci-ing" and bowing and shaking of hands We left the to her chores And we men made our way back to the The painful slowness of our progress accentuated by the brilliant morning The dolmus reappeared My host me one crutch and leaning on the other Shook my and smiled "Merci, monsieur," I " De " " And merci a femme, elle est tres gentille " up his other crutch He allowed himself to be folded the back seat again "Bon voyage, monsieur," he And half bowed as the taxi south towards the city I turned North, my over my shoulder And the first hot of wind Quickly the salt tears from my young cheeks.