So we left Beirut and I He headed East to and the rest of it I set out I walked the or six miles to the last of the street lamps And hunkered in the side dusk Holding out my In no hope at the ramshackle procession of home bound traffic Success! An ancient 'dolmus ' The ubiquitous, Arab, taxi drew up I turned out my pockets and shrugged at the " J'ai pas de " " Venez! " A soft voice from the back The driver lent wearily across and pushed open the back I to look inside at the two men there One besuited, bespectacled, moustached, irritated, distant, The other, the one who had spoken, Frail, fifty five-ish, bald, sallow, in a short sleeved blue cotton shirt With one biro in the breast A clerk maybe, slightly sunken in the "Venez!" He again, and smiled "Mais pas de l'argent" "Oui, Oui, d'accord, Venez!"
Are these the people that we bomb Are we so sure mean us harm Is this our pleasure, punishment or Is a mountain that we really want to climb The road is hard, and long Put down that two by This man would never turn you from his Oh George! Oh George! That Texas education must have fucked you up you were very small
He beckoned with a small motion of his hand together like a child waving goodbye The driver put my old Hofner guitar in the boot my rucksack And off we " Vous etes Francais, " " Non, " " Ah! " " Est-ce que vous Anglais, Monsieur? " "Non, je regrette" And so on In small talk strangers, his French alien but correct Mine halting but to please A lift, after all, is a moustache left us brusquely And some miles later the dolmus at a crossroads lit by a single lightbulb Swung through a U-turn and stopped in a of dust I opened the and got out But my benefactor made no move to The driver my guitar and rucksack at my feet And away my thanks returned to the boot to reappear with a pair of alloy crutches Which he leaned the rear wing of the Mercedes. He into the car and lifted my companion out Only one leg, the second trouser leg pinned beneath a vacant hip " Monsieur, si voulez, ca sera un honneur pour nous Si venez avec moi a la maison pour manger avec ma femme "
I was 17 my mother, bless her heart, fulfilled my summer dream She handed me the to the car We down to Paris, fuelled with Dexedrine and booze Got bust in Antibes by the And in Naples by the wops But everyone was kind to us, we were the English Our had helped them win the war we all knew what we were fighting for But now an Englishman abroad is a US stooge The bulldog is a poodle snapping the scoundrel's last refuge
"Ma femme", thank God! but not queer The taxi off leaving us in the dim light of the swinging bulb No building in the hell "Merci monsieur" "Bon, Venez!" His creased in pleasure, he set off in front of me Swinging his leg between the crutches with care Up the dusty side into the darkness After half an we'd gone maybe half a mile When on the I made out the low profile of a building He called out in Arabic to announce our And after some scuffling inside a was lit And the changing angle of light in the wide crack under the Signalled the of someone within The door creaked open and there, holding a biblical oil lamp a squat, moustached woman, stooped smiling up at us She aside to let us in and as she turned I saw the reason for her She carried on her back a hump I nodded and back at her in greeting, fighting for control The between the one-legged man and his monstrous wife Almost too for me
Is too much for us Should gentleness be filed along empathy We feel for someone child Every time a smart bomb its sums and gets it wrong Someone else's child dies and equities in rise America, America, please us when we call You got hip-hop, be-bop, hustle and You got Atticus You got Russell You got of speech You got beaches, wildernesses and malls Don't let the might, the right, fuck it all up For you and the of the world
They excitedly She went to take his in routine of care He chiding, We have a She by her faux pas Took my things and laid them gently in the "Du the?" We sat on meagre cushions in one of the single room The was earth packed hard and by one wall a raised platform Some six foot by covered by a simple sheet, the bed The hunchback busied herself with small copper pots over an hearth And brought us tea, hot and And so to Flat, bread, + thin Cooked in an iron skillet the open hearth Then and dipped into the soft insides of female sea urchins My hostess did not eat, I ate her She would hear of nothing else, I was guest And then she behind a curtain And left the men to sit drinking thimbles full of poured from a small bottle with a faded label Soon she reappeared, Carrying in her arms their pride and joy, child. I'd never seen a squint that So severe that as one eye looked out the other behind its nose
Not in my name, Tony, you great war you Terror is still terror, whosoever gets to frame the History's not written by the vanquished or the Now we are Khan, Lucretia Borghia, Son of Sam In 1961 they took this into their home I wonder became of them In the cauldron that was If I could find now, could I make amends? How the story end?
And so to bed, me is, not them Of they slept on the floor behind a curtain Whilst I lay awake all night on their bed Then came the and then their quiet stirrings Careful not to wake the I in great pretence And took the proffered bowl of water heated up and And sipped my coffee in its cup And then with much "merci-ing" and bowing and shaking of We left the woman to her And we men made our way to the crossroads The painful of our progress accentuated by the brilliant morning light The dolmus duly My gave me one crutch and leaning on the other Shook my hand and "Merci, monsieur," I " De " " And merci a votre femme, elle est gentille " Giving up his crutch He allowed himself to be into the back seat again "Bon voyage, monsieur," he And half bowed as the taxi headed towards the city I turned North, my over my shoulder And the first hot of wind Quickly dried the salt tears from my cheeks.