I'm sittin' at a table, unable to see straight Watchin' lines unwind and undulate Behind the rain-streaked windowpane, the bleak train leavin' home Conceding with a low moan
in a sky, made of stone Everybody's home, I called my man Jerome To come meet me in the zone Leave mobile phone at home and come alone
I bought him coffee and a Settled back, started He was tweakin' the peak of his cap While I'm seekin' to discover what it takes to stay Not my mistakes Try to maybe make sense of the over, she's gone for good Why I lie, singin' a killer's lullaby by the dying ring of her goodbye The last thing you hear before your disappear
Now it gets worse, like my stomach will burst Feel like I've cursed seven centuries of bitter memories And inadequacies, he's and she's I'm round this old house for the last time Scene of my past crimes, been here for the chimes of the old clock that used to mock
You got eternity for stock This place is a padlock You shocked Trust me, nothing ever moves but the There's just us and I'm here to torment and And that's how it was for Me and my memories, you brought the keys
Took the of Saturdays I in runnin' from tragedies and boozing hundred years since I came here You appear, same hair, quizzical stare I get near And the frustration was more than I could bear I was really cursed, thought I'd been the worst part
That was the first part, just the start Every night I'd be with dread, breaking my heart In case the man she'd been gets to first base And I can't escape, I'm in bad shape You making love to someone else is than I can take And so I make all the I can to no avail and yell, sinkin' deeper into my personal Hell
I'm getting heated, I'm sorry, have another I needed to release my chest From just a piece of this Unless an route is found I'm going underground Into of pain, it's absurd The heaviest chain is is the sound of one word So I'm referred to Hell, huh Just as well, I hate an' get twinges At the of syringes
J, I'm going insane with I dream and watch her makin' over and over again With what I call a swain Unintelligent, pea-brained retard dick is always hard Oh God, of I'm jealous, fellows flexing his pec's Jesus, what's he going make her do I'm mad vex, the way she scratches his chest
You used to do to me back in 1253 Pity me, you lie with your lover I stare and in despair while you ruffle his hair Unaware of who is there I quick, I want to try my trick one last time You know it's possible to define my outline When move in the sunshine So I'm tryin' to change, vibrate myself to near human
Which me how I used to come unstitched And switch 'round the house in a blind It took and an ocean of tears To find the key to cage And write stage into a new age It's to gauge But I know that I'll see you again, on you may depend I just don't how or when Sleep on, my lost love on