I'm at a coffee table, unable to see straight Watchin' parallel lines and undulate Behind the windowpane, the scene's bleak train leavin' home Conceding with a low moan
Hangin' in a sky, made of leavin' home, I called my man Jerome To come meet me in the zone Leave your phone at home and come alone
I him coffee and a snack Settled back, speakin' He was tweakin' the peak of his cap While I'm seekin' to discover what it takes to sober Not my mistakes Try to maybe make sense of the It's over, gone for good Why should I lie, singin' a killer's Identified by the dying ring of her The last thing you hear your life disappear
Now it gets worse, like my stomach will burst Feel I've been cursed With seven of bitter memories And inadequacies, previous he's and I'm movin' round old house for the last time of my past crimes, been here for lifetimes Hearin' the chimes of the old clock that to mock
You got for takin' stock place is like a padlock You shocked Trust me, nothing moves but the dust There's just us and I'm to torment and tease And that's how it was for Me and my memories, till you the keys
Took the of Saturdays I in runnin' from tragedies and boozing hundred years since I came here You appear, hair, same quizzical stare I couldn't get And the sheer frustration was more than I could I was really cursed, thought I'd been through the worst
That was just the part, just the start Every night I'd be sitting dread, breaking my heart In case the man been chasin' gets to first base And I just can't escape, I'm in bad You love to someone else is more than I can take And so I make all the I can to no avail Scream and yell, sinkin' deeper into my Hell
I'm getting heated, I'm sorry, have another I needed to my sparrow chest From just a of this pressure Unless an route is found I'm down underground Into of pain, it's absurd The heaviest chain is contained is the of one word So I'm referred to Hell, huh Just as well, I hate an' get twinges At the thought of
J, I'm insane with shame I dream and watch her love over and over again With what I a farmer's swain Unintelligent, pea-brained retard who's dick is always Oh God, of course I'm jealous, flexing his pec's Jesus, he going make her do next? I'm mad vex, the way she scratches his chest
You used to do that to me back in Pity me, while you lie with your I stare and in despair while you ruffle his hair of who else is there I move quick, I want to try my trick one last You know it's possible to vaguely my outline dust move in the sunshine So I'm tryin' to change, vibrate myself to human pitch
Which me how I used to come unstitched And 'round the house in a blind rage It took years and an of tears To find the key to this And write another into a new age It's to gauge But I know that see you again, on that you may depend I just don't know how or on, my lost love on gone