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Lord, I'm tryin' to positive But this life is full of strife and I'm of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you know I was thinkin' What can go will go wrong until the beast in me vanishes
First of all I was born a bad sign Confined to torture, saw what life had to offer Time slips away like pop on the radio Chino never had the doe, I was determined
Sabotaged at birth, by an evil angel To strangle my aspirations every angle a street corner to a demo deal from Warner Hardcore performer, crowd
Thought it was on but it I never got no budget, stuck a glue trap, it goes to prove that Being the greatest lyricist can't paint the full a full mixture
I get me no, no satisfaction Like bein' blind a movie with no closed caption I need some time to ease my I'm bested, fuck Mr. Wendal my arrested
All I wanted to do was rock my fast ass And blast past the mass, quick cash Did what I did best, create but began to All these flake music makin' artists wait
But be up there one day And soon to slam wax, innovate rhymes that my consume I view world through my notepad Thus expanding my vocab to win, till then all bad
Lord, I try to positive But this life is full of strife and I'm of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you I was thinkin' negative can go wrong, will go wrong until the beast in me vanishes
Lord, I try to keep But this life is full of strife and I'm tired of to conquer it Boy, you know I was negative What can go wrong, will go wrong until the in me vanishes
When I was merely a sophomore, to Atlanta on a false tour This ain't what I prayed so for Dreams broken individual particles Like porcelain figurings attached to me like
Now I'm supposed to be happy Bobby McFerrin Keep faith, the only thing holy is the drawers I'm '89 I aimed to graduate, no I got it now but trust too bad it seems to
positive energy from inside of me To the point where my for God no more provides for me Of course lost pride, the force rides To paradise no one invites but puts the Bill Of
S A T proving ya I'm a spick that'll die like Rahoul Julia So cease with, all that street Expect MC Chi kid, you gets the wicked priest shit, till I see fit
To open my strife like the pearly gates of Heaven For merely a entertainment is my expression Prepare and I'll share self Maybe I can help but I'm lost but I be anywhere else
The illegal, twisted, war The problem swallowed us, it takes an mind to follow this And to realm to be ourselves not to follow a fad or give in to trends then, it's all bad
Lord, I try to positive But this life is full of strife and I'm tired of tryin' to it Boy, you I was thinkin' negative What can go wrong will go wrong until the in me vanishes
Lord, I try to keep But this life is of strife and I'm tired of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you I was thinkin' negative can go wrong, will go wrong until the beast in me vanishes
Unanswered prayers plays the I pull my baseball caps I hide the tracks of my tears rappin' peers
I finally got on and soon he wasn't a to I lose my mind, I my friends My in a coma too
I'm goin' through a tug of war inside my mental wall Record just went platinum, I'm slappin' 'em, show you all Cover of Stones, Vibe even TV Guide Was filmin' my movie in L.A. when I heard my baby died
Shook it off without a that she was beautiful Train Awards, I go to not my daughters funeral I stay and high like I'm imperial Surrounded by more white groupies a Rakim video
Now life's a to me, except the way I was rejected formally Disrespected neighborhoods I know me eatin' me, suicide attempts repeatedly What I so hard for ultimately is defeatin' me
I'm paranoid my own mom avoid being a tabloid So she wasn't shocked when my movie in the industry, spendin' money frivolously Now I've been robbed, I can't my lawyers did this to me
Next album was filled up tragedies and despair Are fans with smilin' faces with no purpose for bein' here I call the Lord, when in Billboard I plummet from 3 to 10, it that failure is my new trend
Thought I was all that, now I just fall flat, Vials of crack, my old friends won't let me call So where am I? Can I find myself a misty Invisible to God, I'm off like TJ Swan
Lord, I try to positive But this life is full of and I'm tired of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you know I was thinkin' What can go wrong, will go wrong until the in me vanishes
Lord, I try to keep But this life is of strife and I'm tired of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you know I was thinkin' What can go wrong, go wrong until the beast in me vanishes