Yeah, it's crazy ups and downs, you know I'm sayin'? Crazy how the runs, word up Check it out, it in
Lord, I'm to keep positive But this life is full of strife and I'm of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you know I was negative What can go wrong will go wrong until the in me vanishes
First of all I was born a bad sign Confined to torture, never saw what life had to Time slips like pop singles on the radio Chino never had the doe, I was though
Sabotaged at birth, cursed by an angel To strangle my from every angle From a corner to a demo deal from Warner Hardcore performer, warmer
it was on but it wasn't I got no budget, stuck like a glue trap, it goes to prove that Being the greatest can't paint the full picture a full mixture
I get me no, no satisfaction Like blind watchin' a movie with no closed caption I need time to ease my mind I'm bested, fuck Mr. Wendal my development's
All I to do was rock with my fast ass And blast past the mass, quick cash Did what I did best, create but began to All these flake people makin' artists wait
But I'ma be up one day And soon to slam wax, rhymes that my fans consume I this world through my notepad expanding my vocab to win, till then it's all bad
Lord, I try to keep But this life is of strife and I'm tired of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you know I was thinkin' What can go wrong, will go until the beast in me vanishes
Lord, I try to keep But life is full of strife and I'm tired of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you know I was thinkin' What can go wrong, go wrong until the beast in me vanishes
I was merely a sophomore, went to Atlanta on a false tour This what I prayed so hard for Dreams broken into particles Like porcelain figurings attached to me barnacles
Now I'm supposed to be happy Bobby McFerrin Keep faith, the only thing holy is the I'm wearin' '89 I to graduate, no exaggerate I got it now but trust too bad it to gravitate
Evaporating energy from inside of me To the point where my love for God no provides for me Of course pride, obviously the force rides To paradise no one but puts the Bill Of Rights
1430 S A T ya I'm a that'll die respective like Rahoul Julia So cease with, all that shit Expect MC from Chi kid, you gets the priest shit, till I see fit
To open my life like the pearly gates of Heaven For merely a this is my expression Prepare and I'll share self Maybe I can but I'm lost but I be large anywhere else
The illegal, twisted, war The problem swallowed us, it an activated mind to follow this And true to realm to be ourselves not to follow a fad or give in to Till then, all bad
Lord, I try to keep But this life is full of strife and I'm tired of to conquer it Boy, you know I was thinkin' What can go wrong will go wrong until the in me vanishes
Lord, I try to positive But life is full of strife and I'm tired of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you know I was thinkin' What can go wrong, will go until the beast in me vanishes
Unanswered prayers plays the I pull my caps down I hide the of my tears from rappin' peers
I finally got on and soon he wasn't a to I lose my mind, I my friends My daughter's in a too
I'm goin' through a strange tug of war my mental wall Record just platinum, I'm slappin' 'em, I'll show you all Cover of Rolling Stones, Vibe TV Guide Was filmin' my first movie in L.A. when I heard my died
Shook it off a thought that she was beautiful Train Awards, I go to not my daughters funeral I stay drunk and high I'm imperial Surrounded by more white than a Rakim video
Now life's a tour to me, except the way I was rejected Disrespected I know supported me It's eatin' me, attempts repeatedly I worked so hard for ultimately is defeatin' me
I'm paranoid my own mom avoid being a tabloid So she wasn't shocked my movie flopped Caught in the industry, money frivolously Now I've been robbed, I believe my lawyers did this to me
Next album was up with tragedies and despair Are fans with smilin' faces with no real for bein' here I call the Lord, when in Billboard I plummet from 3 to 10, it that failure is my new trend
I was all that, now I just fall flat, splat Vials of crack, my old friends won't let me call So where am I? Can I find a misty storm? Invisible to God, I'm off like TJ Swan
Lord, I try to keep But this life is full of and I'm tired of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you I was thinkin' negative can go wrong, will go wrong until the beast in me vanishes
Lord, I try to positive But this life is full of strife and I'm tired of to conquer it Boy, you know I was thinkin' What can go wrong, will go until the beast in me vanishes