Yeah, it's crazy ups and downs, you what I'm sayin'? how the world runs, word up Check it out, it in
Lord, I'm tryin' to keep But life is full of strife and I'm tired of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you know I was negative What can go wrong will go wrong until the in me vanishes
of all I was born under a bad sign Confined to torture, never saw life had to offer Time slips away like pop on the radio Chino never had the doe, I was determined
Sabotaged at birth, by an evil angel To strangle my from every angle a street corner to a demo deal from Warner Hardcore performer, crowd
Thought it was on but it I never got no budget, stuck a glue trap, it goes to prove that Being the greatest can't paint the full picture It's a mixture
I can't get me no, no Like blind watchin' a movie with no closed caption I need some to ease my mind I'm bested, fuck Mr. my development's arrested
All I wanted to do was rock my fast ass And blast the mass, collect quick cash Did I did best, create but began to hate All flake music people makin' artists wait
But be up there one day And soon to slam wax, innovate rhymes that my fans I view this world my notepad expanding my vocab to win, till then it's all bad
Lord, I try to positive But this life is full of and I'm tired of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you I was thinkin' negative can go wrong, will go wrong until the beast in me vanishes
Lord, I try to keep But life is full of strife and I'm tired of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you know I was negative What can go wrong, will go wrong the beast in me vanishes
When I was merely a sophomore, went to on a false tour This what I prayed so hard for Dreams broken into particles Like porcelain figurings attached to me like
Now I'm supposed to be happy like McFerrin Keep faith, the only thing holy is the I'm wearin' '89 I aimed to graduate, no I got it now but trust too bad it to gravitate
Evaporating positive energy inside of me To the point where my love for God no more for me Of lost pride, obviously the force rides To paradise no one invites but puts the Of Rights
S A T proving ya I'm a spick die respective like Rahoul Julia So cease with, all that shit Expect MC from Chi kid, you gets the wicked priest shit, I see fit
To open my life strife like the pearly gates of For merely a entertainment this is my Prepare and I'll share self Maybe I can help but I'm lost but I be large anywhere
The illegal, twisted, war The problem swallowed us, it an activated mind to follow this And true to realm to be ourselves not to follow a fad or in to trends Till then, all bad
Lord, I try to positive But this life is full of and I'm tired of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you know I was negative What can go wrong go wrong until the beast in me vanishes
Lord, I try to keep But this life is full of and I'm tired of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you know I was thinkin' What can go wrong, will go wrong until the beast in me
Unanswered plays the background I pull my baseball caps I the tracks of my tears from rappin' peers
I finally got on and soon he a moment to I lose my mind, I my friends My in a coma too
I'm goin' through a strange tug of war inside my wall Record just went platinum, I'm slappin' 'em, I'll you all Cover of Rolling Stones, even TV Guide Was filmin' my first movie in L.A. when I heard my died
Shook it off without a thought she was beautiful Soul Train Awards, I go to not my funeral I stay drunk and like I'm imperial Surrounded by more white groupies a Rakim video
Now a tour to me, except the way I was rejected formally neighborhoods I know supported me It's eatin' me, attempts repeatedly What I so hard for ultimately is defeatin' me
I'm paranoid my own mom can't avoid being a So she wasn't shocked my movie flopped in the industry, spendin' money frivolously Now I've been robbed, I believe my lawyers did this to me
album was filled up with tragedies and despair Are fans with smilin' faces with no real purpose for here I call the dear Lord, in Billboard I plummet from 3 to 10, it seems that is my new trend
Thought I was all that, now I just fall flat, Vials of crack, my old won't let me call back So where am I? Can I find a misty storm? to God, I'm fallin' off like TJ Swan
Lord, I try to positive But life is full of strife and I'm tired of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you know I was negative can go wrong, will go wrong until the beast in me vanishes
Lord, I try to keep But this life is full of strife and I'm tired of to conquer it Boy, you I was thinkin' negative What can go wrong, go wrong until the beast in me vanishes