Yeah, it's crazy ups and downs, you know I'm sayin'? Crazy how the runs, word up it out, bring it in
Lord, I'm tryin' to keep But this life is full of and I'm tired of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you know I was negative What can go wrong will go wrong until the in me vanishes
First of all I was born a bad sign Confined to torture, never saw what life had to Time away like pop singles on the radio Chino had the doe, I was determined though
Sabotaged at birth, cursed by an evil To strangle my from every angle From a street corner to a deal from Warner Hardcore performer, warmer
it was on but it wasn't I never got no budget, stuck like a glue trap, it goes to that Being the greatest lyricist can't paint the full a full mixture
I can't get me no, no bein' blind watchin' a movie with no closed caption I some time to ease my mind I'm bested, fuck Mr. Wendal my arrested
All I to do was rock with my fast ass And blast past the mass, collect cash Did what I did best, but began to hate All flake music people makin' artists wait
But I'ma be up one day And soon to slam wax, innovate rhymes that my consume I view this world through my Thus expanding my to win, till then it's all bad
Lord, I try to keep But this life is full of strife and I'm tired of tryin' to it Boy, you know I was negative What can go wrong, will go until the beast in me vanishes
Lord, I try to positive But this life is full of and I'm tired of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you I was thinkin' negative What can go wrong, will go until the beast in me vanishes
When I was merely a sophomore, went to Atlanta on a false This ain't what I so hard for Dreams broken into particles Like porcelain figurings to me like barnacles
Now I'm supposed to be happy Bobby McFerrin faith, the only thing holy is the drawers I'm wearin' '89 I to graduate, no exaggerate I got it now but trust too bad it to gravitate
positive energy from inside of me To the point where my love for God no more for me Of course lost pride, the force rides To no one invites but puts the Bill Of Rights
1430 S A T ya I'm a spick that'll die respective Rahoul Julia So cease with, all street shit MC from Chi kid, you gets the wicked priest shit, till I see fit
To open my life strife like the pearly gates of For merely a this is my expression Prepare and I'll share self Maybe I can help but I'm lost but I be large else
The illegal, twisted, war The problem swallowed us, it takes an activated mind to follow And true to realm to be ourselves not to follow a fad or give in to Till then, all bad
Lord, I try to positive But this life is full of strife and I'm of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you know I was thinkin' What can go wrong go wrong until the beast in me vanishes
Lord, I try to keep But this life is of strife and I'm tired of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you I was thinkin' negative can go wrong, will go wrong until the beast in me vanishes
Unanswered prayers plays the I my baseball caps down I hide the tracks of my tears rappin' peers
I finally got on and soon he a moment to I lose my mind, I my friends My in a coma too
I'm goin' through a tug of war inside my mental wall Record just went platinum, I'm slappin' 'em, I'll you all Cover of Rolling Stones, Vibe TV Guide Was filmin' my first in L.A. when I heard my baby died
Shook it off without a thought she was beautiful Soul Train Awards, I go to not my daughters I drunk and high like I'm imperial Surrounded by more groupies than a Rakim video
Now life's a tour to me, except the way I was rejected Disrespected neighborhoods I know me It's eatin' me, suicide attempts I worked so hard for ultimately is defeatin' me
I'm paranoid my own mom can't avoid being a So she wasn't when my movie flopped Caught in the industry, money frivolously Now I've been robbed, I can't believe my did this to me
album was filled up with tragedies and despair Are fans with smilin' faces no real purpose for bein' here I call the dear Lord, when in I plummet from 3 to 10, it seems failure is my new trend
Thought I was all that, now I fall flat, splat Vials of crack, my old friends let me call back So where am I? Can I find myself a misty Invisible to God, I'm off like TJ Swan
Lord, I try to keep But this life is full of strife and I'm tired of tryin' to it Boy, you know I was thinkin' What can go wrong, will go until the beast in me vanishes
Lord, I try to positive But this life is full of strife and I'm tired of to conquer it Boy, you know I was thinkin' What can go wrong, will go until the beast in me vanishes