Yeah, it's crazy ups and downs, you know what I'm Crazy how the runs, word up it out, bring it in
Lord, I'm to keep positive But this life is full of strife and I'm tired of to conquer it Boy, you I was thinkin' negative What can go wrong will go wrong the beast in me vanishes
First of all I was born under a bad to torture, never saw what life had to offer Time slips away pop singles on the radio never had the doe, I was determined though
Sabotaged at birth, by an evil angel To strangle my from every angle From a street corner to a demo deal from performer, crowd warmer
Thought it was on but it I never got no budget, stuck like a glue trap, it goes to prove Being the greatest can't paint the full picture It's a full
I can't get me no, no Like bein' watchin' a movie with no closed caption I need some time to ease my I'm bested, fuck Mr. my development's arrested
All I to do was rock with my fast ass And blast past the mass, collect quick Did what I did best, create but to hate All these flake music makin' artists wait
But I'ma be up one day And soon to slam wax, innovate rhymes that my fans I this world through my notepad Thus expanding my to win, till then it's all bad
Lord, I try to positive But this life is full of strife and I'm of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you know I was negative What can go wrong, will go wrong until the beast in me
Lord, I try to positive But life is full of strife and I'm tired of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you know I was thinkin' What can go wrong, will go wrong until the beast in me
When I was merely a sophomore, went to Atlanta on a tour ain't what I prayed so hard for Dreams broken individual particles Like porcelain figurings attached to me like
Now I'm supposed to be happy like Bobby Keep faith, the only thing holy is the I'm wearin' '89 I aimed to graduate, no I got it now but trust too bad it to gravitate
Evaporating energy from inside of me To the point where my love for God no provides for me Of course pride, obviously the force rides To paradise no one invites but puts the Bill Of
S A T proving ya I'm a spick die respective like Rahoul Julia So cease with, all that street Expect MC Chi kid, you gets the wicked priest shit, till I see fit
To open my life strife like the gates of Heaven For merely a entertainment this is my wealth and I'll share self Maybe I can help but I'm lost but I be large else
The illegal, twisted, war The problem swallowed us, it an activated mind to follow this And true to realm to be not to follow a fad or give in to trends then, it's all bad
Lord, I try to keep But this life is full of strife and I'm of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you know I was thinkin' What can go wrong will go wrong until the beast in me
Lord, I try to positive But this life is full of strife and I'm of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you I was thinkin' negative What can go wrong, will go wrong the beast in me vanishes
prayers plays the background I pull my baseball caps I hide the of my tears from rappin' peers
I finally got on and he wasn't a moment to I lose my mind, I my friends My daughter's in a too
I'm goin' through a tug of war inside my mental wall Record went platinum, I'm slappin' 'em, I'll show you all of Rolling Stones, Vibe even TV Guide Was filmin' my first movie in L.A. when I heard my died
it off without a thought that she was beautiful Soul Train Awards, I go to not my daughters I stay drunk and like I'm imperial by more white groupies than a Rakim video
Now life's a tour to me, except the way I was rejected Disrespected I know supported me It's eatin' me, suicide repeatedly What I worked so for ultimately is defeatin' me
I'm paranoid my own mom can't being a tabloid So she wasn't shocked when my flopped Caught in the industry, spendin' frivolously Now been robbed, I can't believe my lawyers did this to me
Next album was filled up tragedies and despair Are fans with smilin' faces with no purpose for bein' here I the dear Lord, when in Billboard I plummet from 3 to 10, it seems failure is my new trend
Thought I was all that, now I fall flat, splat Vials of crack, my old friends won't let me back So where am I? Can I find myself a misty Invisible to God, I'm fallin' off like TJ
Lord, I try to positive But this life is of strife and I'm tired of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you I was thinkin' negative What can go wrong, will go wrong until the in me vanishes
Lord, I try to positive But this is full of strife and I'm tired of tryin' to conquer it Boy, you know I was negative What can go wrong, will go until the beast in me vanishes