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It Kills Me to Have to Be Alive

Song info

"It Kills Me to Have to Be Alive" (2017) on the albums More Scared of You Than You Are of Me(2017), More Scared of You Than You Are of Me(2017).

"It Kills Me to Have to Be Alive" Videos

The Smith Street Band - It Kills Me To Have To Be Alive
The Smith Street Band - It Kills Me To Have To Be Alive
The Smith Street Band - It Kills Me To Have To Be Alive (Acoustic)
The Smith Street Band - It Kills Me To Have To Be Alive (Acoustic)
The Smith Street Band - More Scared of You Than You Are of Me ALBUM REVIEW
The Smith Street Band - More Scared of You Than You Are of Me ALBUM REVIEW
It Kills Me to Have to Be Alive
It Kills Me to Have to Be Alive
The Smith Street Band – Passiona (Official Video)
The Smith Street Band – Passiona (Official Video)
THE SMITH STREET BAND - IT KILLS ME TO HAVE TO BE ALIVE / FORUM MELBOURNE
THE SMITH STREET BAND - IT KILLS ME TO HAVE TO BE ALIVE / FORUM MELBOURNE
The Smith Street Band- It Kills Me To Have To Be Alive Cover
The Smith Street Band- It Kills Me To Have To Be Alive Cover
The Smith Street Band - Suffer
The Smith Street Band - Suffer
It Kills Me to Have to be Alive - The Smith Street Band
It Kills Me to Have to be Alive - The Smith Street Band
The Smith Street Band - Shine (Official Video)
The Smith Street Band - Shine (Official Video)
the smith street band - it's alright, i understand
the smith street band - it's alright, i understand
It Kills Me To Be Alive - Smith Street Band Cover - Thos
It Kills Me To Be Alive - Smith Street Band Cover - Thos
the smith street band - throw me in the river
the smith street band - throw me in the river
Live From SideOneDummy: The Smith Street Band - Throw Me In The River
Live From SideOneDummy: The Smith Street Band - Throw Me In The River
The Smith Street Band - Get High, See Mice
The Smith Street Band - Get High, See Mice
The Smith Street Band - More Scared of You than You are of Me
The Smith Street Band - More Scared of You than You are of Me
The Smith Street Band - Run Into The World
The Smith Street Band - Run Into The World
The Smith Street Band - I Want Friends
The Smith Street Band - I Want Friends
The Smith Street Band - The Best Friend I Ever Had
The Smith Street Band - The Best Friend I Ever Had
The Smith Street Band – Suffer (Acoustic)
The Smith Street Band – Suffer (Acoustic)

Lyrics

Something about the summer I didn't cope with well
And every time I walked in this room
In the same spot, tripped and fell
And I check my spit for blood
And I do not call enough
I spill my guts for money
But you don't find my jokes that funny

There's something in the tone of my voice
That makes you question everything I say
And I will never learn to just shut my mouth
And bury things our parents' way
And you said that I should quit what I fear
And I know I just wanted it to be my idea
And you said that I do not exist
And I know at least now we agree on it

And I'll keep telling myself
That I'm not just here for everyone else
Make plans for birthdays that I don't care if I celebrate
And I'm sorry that I can't be what everybody wants from me
I do not feel that I am loved
But I do not reach out enough
But I'm reaching up

I'll let this all fall down around me
Yeah, I'll let this all fall down around me
Yeah, I'll let this all fall down around me

And I'll fail but at least I'll try
It's the most I can hope for most of the time
It kills me to have to be alive
It's killing me to have to be alive


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