Internal Evidence [Demo Version '90]

This could be a good day
Enjoy how life can be
Instead, I wake up in myself
Look down, ashamed to understand
We ignore insanity
Wait for the problems to solve themselves

What the fuck happens here?
(Nothing)
Slovenry
(Damn savagery, react)

We're slowly drowning in our own mistakes
(Deeper)
Drowning
(Breathing underwater death)
Help

I wish I felt much better
Feels like I'm dying inside
By murdering this world
We'll all commit suicide

I search my mind for reasons
To this uncured depression
This void of emptiness prevails

What the fuck happens here?
(Nothing)
Slovenry
(Damn savagery, react)

We're slowly drowning in our own mistakes
(Deeper)
Drowning
(Breathing underwater death)

(Will someone help me?)
You know it yourself, nobody gives a damn
(Why?)
Because our dreams were left behind, wake

Numbed pain, I'm null, feeling ill internally
Truth gone, lies here, crushed life don't interfere
I'm trapped, wiped out, I'm dead eternally
Mind closed, torn soul, life ends, I'm dying here

This could be a good day
Enjoy how life can be
Instead, I wake up in myself
Look down, ashamed to understand
We ignore insanity
Wait for the problems to solve themselves

What the fuck happens here?
(Nothing)
Slovenry
(Damn savagery, react)

We're slowly drowning in our own mistakes
(Deeper)
Drowning
(Breathing underwater death)
Help

What am I doing here on this earth?
Why am I still awake? Has someone heard?
What brought me here to this false humanity?
Why am I bound to this deranged deformity?

I'm dying here