Inside What's Within Behind

I can't run away from the thing in me
I'm weakening down another now developing within
I can feel it, it's inside my head
Connected to my brain this other me is slowly taking over
Deep beneath the eye that all can see
Energetic visions of the one I know myself to be

Look into my eyes
Don't listen to their lies

How can I stop this from being real?
No my life will be no longer what it always used to be
Life neglected infected by strain
Fall into the smothering the even flow of ravaging pain
This my temple of self caged contempt
Body slowly pierced by inevitable me

Do I differ from yourself am I like they say?
The truth eventually I'm the one you wanna be
Can you feel the same as I another inside?
Pushing to free itself from the chains of the soul

Turn your eyes toward the inside
Dig deep within I'm sure you'll find
A different self, a different soul
To put you in peace with mind