Sometimes I try to do things and it just doesn't out the way I wanted too And I get frustrated, and its like And I try hard to do it and take my And it doesn't work out the way I want it too It's like I concentrate on it real hard but it just doesn't out And everything I do and everything I try, it turns out like I need time to figure these things out But there's always someone going
Hey Mike: You know we've been noticing you've been having a lot of lately You know, maybe you get away, and like maybe you should about it, You'll feel a lot
And I go: No okay, you know I'll figure it out leave me alone I'll figure it out You I'll just work it on myself,
And they go: you know if you want to talk about it I'll be here, you know And probably feel a lot better if you talk about it, so want don't you talk about it
And I go: No I don't want to, I'm okay, I'll it out myself And they just bugging me and they just keep bugging me And it up inside
So you're gonna be come out brainwashed with bloodshot eyes You won't any say brainwash you until you see their way
I'm not - institution You're the one who's crazy - You're me crazy - institution They stuck me in an Said it was the solution To give me the needed professional To protect me from the enemy -
I was in my room and I was just staring at the wall thinking about everything But then again I was about nothing And then my mom came in and I didn't know she was there she called my name And I didn't even hear it, and then she screaming: MIKE! MIKE! And I go: What, the matter? And she goes: What's the matter you? I go: There's nothing mom And she goes: tell me that, you're on drugs! And I go: No mom I'm not on I'm okay, I was just thinking you know, Why you get me a Pepsi And she goes: No on drugs! I go: Mom I'm okay, I'm thinking She goes: No you're not thinking, you're on drugs! Normal don't act that way! I go: Mom just give me a Pepsi, All I want is a Pepsi, and she wouldn't it to me All I wanted was a Pepsi, just one Pepsi, and she give it to me a Pepsi
They you a white shirt with long sleeves Tied around you're back, you're treated thieves Drug you up they're lazy It's too much work to help a
I'm not - institution You're the one crazy - institution You're driving me crazy - They stuck me in an Said it was the only To me the needed professional help To protect me from the - myself
I was sitting in my room and my mom and my dad in And they pulled up a and they sat down, they go: Mike, we to talk to you And I go: Okay what's the go: Me and mom have been noticing lately that you've been having a lot of problems, You've been going off for no and we're afraid you're gonna hurt somebody, We're afraid you're gonna hurt So we decided that it be in your interest if we put you somewhere Where you get the help that you need And I go: Wait, what are you about, we decided!? My best interest?! How do you know my best interest is? How can you say what my best interest is? What are you to say, I'm crazy? When I to your schools, I went to your churches, I to your institutional learning facilities?! So how can you say I'm crazy?
They say they're gonna fix my Alleviate my and my pain But by the time they fix my I'll be dead
I'm not - institution You're the one who's crazy - driving me crazy - institution They stuck me in an it was the only solution To give me the needed help To protect me from the - myself
It doesn't matter, I'll probably get hit by a car