Sometimes I try to do things and it just doesn't out the way I wanted too And I get frustrated, and its like And I try hard to do it and take my And it just work out the way I want it too like I concentrate on it real hard but it just doesn't work out And everything I do and everything I try, it turns out It's like I need time to figure things out But there's always there going
Hey Mike: You we've been noticing you've been having a lot of problems lately You know, maybe you get away, and maybe you should talk about it, You'll a lot better
And I go: No okay, you know I'll figure it out Just me alone I'll figure it out You know I'll just it on myself,
And they go: Well you know if you want to talk about it be here, you know And probably feel a lot better if you talk about it, so want don't you talk about it
And I go: No I want to, I'm okay, I'll figure it out myself And they just keep me and they just keep bugging me And it builds up
So you're be institutionalized You'll come out brainwashed with eyes You have any say They'll you until you see their way
I'm not - institution You're the one crazy - institution You're me crazy - institution They stuck me in an it was the only solution To give me the needed professional To protect me from the - myself
I was in my room and I was just staring at the wall thinking about everything But then again I was about nothing And then my mom came in and I didn't even know she was she called my name And I didn't even hear it, and then she screaming: MIKE! MIKE! And I go: What, the matter? And she goes: the matter with you? I go: There's nothing mom And she Don't tell me that, you're on drugs! And I go: No mom I'm not on drugs I'm okay, I was thinking you know, Why don't you get me a And she No you're on drugs! I go: Mom I'm okay, I'm thinking She goes: No not thinking, you're on drugs! Normal people don't act that way! I go: Mom just give me a Pepsi, All I want is a Pepsi, and she wouldn't it to me All I wanted was a Pepsi, just one Pepsi, and she give it to me a Pepsi
They give you a white with long sleeves Tied around you're back, you're treated thieves Drug you up because they're It's too much work to help a
I'm not - institution You're the one who's crazy - You're me crazy - institution stuck me in an institution Said it was the only To give me the professional help To protect me from the - myself
I was sitting in my and my mom and my dad came in And they up a chair and they sat down, they go: Mike, we to talk to you And I go: what's the matter go: Me and your mom have been noticing lately that you've having a lot of problems, You've been going off for no reason and afraid you're gonna hurt somebody, afraid you're gonna hurt yourself So we decided it would be in your interest if we put you somewhere you could get the help that you need And I go: Wait, what are you about, we decided!? My interest?! How do you know what's my best interest is? How can you say what my best interest is? are you trying to say, I'm crazy? When I went to your schools, I went to churches, I went to your learning facilities?! So how can you say I'm crazy?
say they're gonna fix my brain Alleviate my suffering and my But by the time fix my head Mentally be dead
I'm not - institution You're the one who's crazy - driving me crazy - institution They stuck me in an Said it was the solution To give me the needed professional To me from the enemy - myself
It doesn't matter, probably get hit by a car anyway