In Silent Seas We Drown

I'm running just like the wind, a moving current. Feel it pushing faster, it's pushing faster. I'm hiding you like a sin, a lonely liar. See you taking after, taking after me. I've come so far against these odds. Been on my back for way too long. But now I realize it's not one problem. There's countless ways I won't try to solve them. I'm caving in like a mine, I'm under pressure. Feel it taking over, it's taking over. I'm living life like a lie, I'm losing judgement. Shoulders growing colder, I'm growing colder. And I've broken down so many walls I never thought I'd have to climb them now. It used to be so fun, I used to dream in light. But now I work in dark I feel so worn and trite. I'm telling all my friends I love the highs and lows. But the truth is that I'd rather stay home alone. I'm making sure there's a path to make it harder for me. And make it harder to quit, make it impossible. You won't believe what I'm capable of. Buried bodies, this labor of my love. I silenced everyone. I've silenced all my critics, silenced them all except myself. I silenced everyone, silenced the all except myself. Because I've come this far, I won't back down. I've struck a chord inside myself and found that there's no one else who can solve my problems. I can't admit to you that I regret them. And when I'm heading home, I wonder where to go because I'm honestly afraid I might die alone. I'm making sure there's a path to make it harder for me. And to make it harder to quit, make it impossible. You won't believe what I'm capable of.