In My Secret Life

I saw you this morning
You were moving so fast
Cant seem to loosen my grip
On the past

And I miss you so much
Theres no one in sight
And were still making love
In my secret life, in my secret life

I smile when Im angry
I cheat and I lie
I do what I have to do
To get by

But I know what is wrong
And I know what is right
And Id die for the truth
In my secret life, in my secret life

Hold on, hold on, my brother
My sister, hold on tight
I finally got my orders
Ill be marching through the morning
Marching through the night
Moving cross the borders of my secret life

I looked through the paper
Makes you wanna cry
Nobody cares if the people
Live or die

And the dealer wants you thinking
That its either black or white
Thank God, its not that simple
In my secret life

I bite my lip
I buy what Im told
From the latest hit
To the wisdom of old

But Im always alone
And my heart is like ice
And its crowded and cold
In my secret life, in my secret life
In my secret life, in my secret life