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Yo, anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride Taking some notes and then I write the I'm down the road my life has gone Is where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in and wrong? My mental is fucking me up And I pry the problem asking you for some answers But we have that type of bond That my desires gone with the way that I've living lately If I died right now, you'd turn the on Sick of bullshit, niggas call me a sellout Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated because looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the I'm so close to the fucking edge, I be close to you But who the are You? You never showed the proof And I'm only fucking human yo, what am I to do? There's way too different religions with vivid descriptions Begging all fucking men and women to I can't even my dick without getting convicted ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions I been itching to get it, I've given assistance But the whole fucking system is Now I'm with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I've been told that my life is an addiction But I can't buy it, just too hard to stand beside it I an answer and humans can't provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can a genius man designed it It's truly mind blowing, I deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it how I fantasize it? Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it Man to find it? My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't it You gave me a and expect me not to analyze it I'm frustrated and you it I'm not reading that book because a human wrote it I a fucking brain, you should know it You gave it to me to think to avoid every moment It was a mission that I had to humans be lying with such an inaccurate source It's gon' be hard to put me on the course Jehovah's Witness to come on my porch I swear I'm the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's I ain't trying to your legacy and torch it down I'm saying: I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth Just sheep always stories of older guys Who notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I'm to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost Sounds like a Poltergeist Show yourself and then it's done Every gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the One admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop of a roof to plunge I'll donate to a charity could use the funds the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns And everyone that I ran into know what I came to do I wouldn't a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I to believe You haven't been chatting with me like you did and Eve And I ain't no fucking talking snake unravel from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never to me I don't know if you do or don't exist, it is me crazy Send condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget If hell is truly pit of fire and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact I ever wrote this shit My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I lost faith This isn't a phase, my perspective's all changed My thoughts just picking shit apart all day And in my I make perfect sense If you aren't then all my prayers aren't worth a cent That would mean that I could just up what my purpose is And I could sit in church and say "fuck" in the services Man what if Jesus was a facade? Then that mean the government's god I feel like they've brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even notice we're stuck in the box Man is "what if", why is it always "what if" Planet Earth "what if", the "what if" My "what if", my afterlife "what if" Every fucking that deals with you is fucking suspect I'm fucking done, I'm done This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm fun If you really care for me, prove that I to live carefully But be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed We are you, and us, stop playing games My all I got, and heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I am in hell, my are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll in my lane Ill