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Yo, anybody I might alarm is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and I write the song I'm staring the road my life has gone Is where I belong? Is it wrong to not in right and wrong? My state is fucking me up And I pry the problem asking you for some answers But we don't have that type of my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately If I died right now, you'd the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas me a sellout Cause I on Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his down Feeling so humiliated because they looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell I'll just expose the truth I'm so close to the edge, I should be close to you But who the fuck are You? You never the proof And I'm only fucking human yo, am I supposed to do? There's way too different religions with vivid descriptions all fucking men and women to listen I can't even beat my dick getting convicted These ain't decisions, I got different intentions I been itching to get it, I've given assistance But the whole fucking system is Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a And I've been told that my life is an addiction But I can't buy it, it's too hard to stand beside it I need an answer and humans can't it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can a genius man designed it truly mind blowing, I can't deny it Is heaven Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to it? My mind's a nonstop tape and I can't rewind it You gave me a and expect me not to analyze it I'm and you provoked it I'm not that motherfucking book because a human wrote it I a fucking brain, you should know it You it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission I had to abort Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate gon' be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah's Witness to on my porch I swear I'm the door A lot of believe it though, but I'm not surprised Humans are fucking dumb, thinkin' that Pac's alive I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it I'm just saying: I ain't heard from the horse's mouth Just sheep always telling stories of guys Who were notarized by you when you vocalized Now I'm supposed to bow my and close my eyes And let the Holy Ghost arise Sounds a fucking Poltergeist Show yourself and boom it's done Every rumor's gone, I no doubt this shit, you're the One I'll that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a to plunge donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang a group of nuns And everyone that I ran into would what I came to do I take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to You haven't chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain't seen no fucking talking unravel from trees With an apple to eat, that never happens to me I don't if you do or don't exist, it is driving me crazy Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so forget If hell is truly your pit of and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact I ever wrote this shit My gut feeling says it's all fake, I to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith This isn't a small phase, my all changed My thoughts just keep shit apart all day And in my mind I make perfect If you aren't real all my prayers aren't worth a cent That would mean that I could just up what my purpose is And I could sit in church and say "fuck" in the services Man what if Jesus was a facade? Then would mean the government's god I feel like been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even that we're stuck in the box Man everything is "what if", why is it "what if" Earth "what if", the universe "what if" My sacrifice "what if", my "what if" fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect I'm fucking done, I'm done is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun If you really care for me, prove that I need to live But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an that isn't even guaranteed We are you, and us, stop playing games My life's all I got, and is all in my brain And when I I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane Ill