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Yo, anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride Taking notes and then I write the song I'm staring down the road my life has Is this I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in and wrong? My state is fucking me up And I pry the problem while you for some answers But we don't have that type of That my desires gone with the way that I've been lately If I died now, you'd turn the fire on of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout Cause I hopped on Christianity so then I fell out Now I'm questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated because they looking at me like I'm What should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth I'm so to the fucking edge, I should be close to you But who the fuck are You? You showed the proof And I'm fucking human yo, what am I supposed to do? There's way too many religions with vivid descriptions all fucking men and women to listen I can't even beat my without getting convicted ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions I been to get it, I've been given assistance But the fucking system is twisted Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a And been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can't buy it, it's too hard to stand beside it I need an and humans can't provide it I at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It's truly blowing, I can't deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I it? Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to it? My mind's a nonstop playing and I can't rewind it You me a Bible and expect me not to analyze it I'm and you provoked it I'm not reading that motherfucking book a human wrote it I have a brain, you should know it You it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission I had to abort Cause be lying with such an inaccurate source It's gon' be to put me back on the course Jehovah's Witness to come on my porch I swear I'm the door A lot of folks it though, but I'm not surprised Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's I ain't to take your legacy and torch it down I'm just saying: I ain't heard shit from the mouth Just sheep always telling stories of guys Who were notarized by you when you finally Now I'm supposed to bow my and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy arise like a fucking Poltergeist Show yourself and then it's done Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt shit, you're the One I'll admit that my sinful was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a to plunge donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of And everyone that I ran into would what I came to do I wouldn't take a step it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to You haven't been chatting me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain't no fucking talking snake unravel from trees an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don't know if you do or exist, it is driving me crazy your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget If hell is your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote shit My gut says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed My thoughts keep picking shit apart all day And in my mind I perfect sense If you aren't real then all my prayers worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up my purpose is And I could sit in church and say "fuck" in the services Man if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's god I feel like been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even notice we're stuck in the box Man is "what if", why is it always "what if" Planet Earth "what if", the "what if" My "what if", my afterlife "what if" Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking I'm done, I'm fucking done This is my life and I'm living it, I'm having fun If you really care for me, prove I need to live carefully But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed We are you, and you're us, playing games My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my And I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, stay in my lane Ill