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Yo, fuck anybody I might Life is a tour, I sit and ride Taking some notes and I write the song I'm staring down the my life has gone Is where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in and wrong? My mental is fucking me up And I pry the while asking you for some answers But we don't that type of bond That my desires gone the way that I've been living lately If I died right now, you'd turn the on Sick of bullshit, niggas call me a sellout Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his down Feeling so humiliated because they looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell now? just expose the truth I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be to you But who the fuck are You? You never showed the And I'm only fucking yo, what am I supposed to do? There's way too many different religions with vivid Begging all fucking men and to listen I can't even beat my dick without getting These ain't wicked decisions, I got different I been itching to get it, I've given assistance But the whole fucking is twisted Now I'm dealing with this because Marcus isn't a Christian And I've been told that my sinful is an addiction But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand it I need an answer and can't provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man it It's truly mind blowing, I deny it Is real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where's the Holy at? How long it take Man to find it? My mind's a nonstop playing and I can't rewind it You gave me a and expect me not to analyze it I'm frustrated and you it I'm not reading that book because a human wrote it I a fucking brain, you should know it You gave it to me to think to every useless moment It was a mission I had to abort Cause humans be with such an inaccurate source It's gon' be hard to put me on the course Next Jehovah's Witness to come on my I swear I'm the door A lot of believe it though, but I'm not surprised Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that alive I ain't trying to take your and torch it down I'm just saying: I ain't heard shit the horse's mouth Just sheep always telling stories of older Who notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I'm to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Ghost arise Sounds a fucking Poltergeist Show yourself and then boom it's Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt shit, you're the One admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old can hop onto of a roof to plunge I'll to a charity that could use the funds the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns And everyone that I ran into know what I came to do I take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I to believe You haven't been chatting me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain't seen no fucking talking snake unravel from With an apple to eat, that never happens to me I don't know if you do or exist, it is driving me crazy Send your condolences, is me reaching to you so don't forget If hell is truly pit of fire and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done faith This a small phase, my perspective's all changed My just keep picking shit apart all day And in my mind I make perfect If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't a cent That would mean I could just make up what my purpose is And I could sit in church and say "fuck" in the services Man if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's god I like they've been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even notice that we're in the box Man is "what if", why is it always "what if" Planet "what if", the universe "what if" My "what if", my afterlife "what if" Every fucking that deals with you is fucking suspect I'm fucking done, I'm done This is my fucking life and I'm it, I'm having fun If you really care for me, prove I need to live carefully But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that even guaranteed We are you, and us, stop playing games My life's all I got, and is all in my brain And I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll in my lane Ill