I loved you, Because you were always you And you have to pretend. Now you're dead
(yeah) I wake up and you're dead, 3 AM suicide note left on bed in tears, I stood there with fear Constant Reciting the you wanted me to hear know why you left, thought you loved me Said you wanted to spend a lifetime, and that be my side when things get ugly You were my partner in Did you know how much you meant to me? (You the world to me) my heart, to leave me nothing but a piece of paper. (yeah you spoke to me) Told me to smile when things get blue, and when you feel really shitty just act like life is cool. But I can't, because shit hasn't been the without you
(Yeah) I waited centuries for the words, now I feel I should have just said it to you, sitting here with my regrets Wish I hold you in my arms, tell you it's fine Should have stayed for another hour last worry, will pass the time I was so proud of your And how you so devious Our future was as as the sun You could to me Wish I call and apologize I wish we could just about each others problems With a box of tissues and things out Our bridges turned and we ran out of You so many pills, you made sure you saw the light I really hoped that one day I could call you my I'm so glad you in my life
(yeah) I wake up and you're dead, 3 AM suicide note left on bed Drowning in tears, I there with fear Constant the words you wanted me to hear Didn't know why you left, you loved me Said you wanted to spend a lifetime, and that you'll be my side when get ugly You were my partner in Did you how much you meant to me? (You meant the world to me) Took my heart, to me nothing but a piece of paper. (yeah you spoke to me) Told me to smile when things get blue, and when you feel really shitty just act like life is cool. But I can't, shit hasn't been the same without you
I you You everything to me 3 AM suicide note on your bed Constant Reciting the words you me to hear Now I here in fear With other in my ear words, I never got to tell you Goodbye. I you