I wake up and you're dead

[Intro]
I loved you, why? Because you were always you
And you didn't have to pretend. Now you're dead

[Chorus]
(yeah) I wake up and you're dead, 3 AM suicide note left on your bed
Drowning in tears, I stood there with fear
Constant anxiety
Reciting the words you wanted me to hear
Didn't know why you left, thought you loved me
Said you wanted to spend a lifetime, and that you'll be my side when things get ugly
You were my partner in crime
Did you know how much you meant to me? (You meant the world to me)
Took my heart, to leave me nothing but a piece of paper. (yeah you spoke to me)
Told me to smile when things get blue, and when you feel really shitty just act like life is cool. But I can't, because shit hasn't been the same without you

[Verse]
(Yeah) I waited centuries for the three words, now I feel I should have just said it to you, sitting here with my regrets
Wish I could hold you in my arms, tell you it's fine
Should have stayed for another hour last time
Don't worry, will pass the time
I was so proud of your achievements
And how you seemed so devious
Our future was as bright as the sun
You could speak to me
Wish I could call and apologize
I wish we could just talk about each others problems
With a box of tissues and work things out
Our bridges turned and we ran out of time
You popped so many pills, you made sure you saw the light
I really hoped that one day I could call you my wife
I'm so glad you stepped in my life

[Chorus]
(yeah) I wake up and you're dead, 3 AM suicide note left on your bed
Drowning in tears, I stood there with fear
Constant anxiety
Reciting the words you wanted me to hear
Didn't know why you left, thought you loved me
Said you wanted to spend a lifetime, and that you'll be my side when things get ugly
You were my partner in crime
Did you know how much you meant to me? (You meant the world to me)
Took my heart, to leave me nothing but a piece of paper. (yeah you spoke to me)
Told me to smile when things get blue, and when you feel really shitty just act like life is cool. But I can't, because shit hasn't been the same without you

[Bridge]
I love you
You meant everything to me
3 AM suicide note left on your bed
Constant anxiety
Reciting the words you wanted me to hear
Now I stand here in fear
With other voices in my ear
Three words, I never got to tell you
Goodbye. I love you