I tried to commit I had a gun in my mouth, and a in my eye Where's my daughter at Thinkin' about the next I can slaughter at I know she wonder's where her at (X2) I to Commit......
(Verse 1) Suicide I had on my mind I couldn't nothin' out And my momma just died just like Damn was blowin' up in my mind I couldn't determine was wrong or right I'm Madesicc(foe life) I the type to bitch, whine or moan But now I'm in a werid place and I'm missin' home Naw metaphorically I'm really missin' I explain how much I'm really missin' home(I ain't gone) I'm on some shit that'o get you up Put in the trunk let's life shits fucced up I remember when I use to sit at all alone in my room thinkin' I'm for food my momma screamin' in the front room me crazy I feel like jumpin' out the window I'm itchin' like scabies cuz my minds tryin' to me And nobody cares, I as well take this nine mili and die right here
(Hook) I to commit suicide I had a gun in my mouth, and a in my eye Where's my mothafuccin' at Thinkin' the next place I can slaughter at I she wonder's where her father's at (X2) I to commit....
(Verse 2) Life a gun I'm always on the Niggaz think i'm 'Til I pull glocc out Leave a numb bring the cops out Cuz his work day is Yeah, he had to out Yeah, I be the blocc out Niggaz really don't want Send'em on the wit that thang in his dark blacc Plastic and as if I it, it came out Couldn't trust a nigga so I the same route Why should I trust a nigga they think wit they they wonder why theres fiction between us I'm tryin' to get to Venus succ and you mothafuccas I could just of leave it and treat it like another I could just eat it it how it comes When it's all and done we ain't got to wait for reruns I can't even see cuz in the rear mirror Hey, let me just get to nine
(hook) I to commit suicide I had a gun in my mouth, and a in my eye my mothafuccin' daughter at Thinkin' about the place I can slaughter at I know she wonder's where her at (X2) I to commit....
(Verse 3) Hey my been so fucc'd up all on a bitch Ever i was 13 I wanted to be rich Tried dope (Naw that didn't work out) I was juccin' in the I get my work-out Too many niggaz was juccin' brought the cops out Yeah I bacc to the Gardens and mom kept me locc'd out Livin' in the regal think' sumthin' We know how it is when you workin' wit them Dope pay for my EP Tower put it out on ca-sign And I had a sample of Deep Those were good days these days are no good Niggaz think I got a million cuz I probably should in this thigh-ass studio 'bout to change it Reverse and it now I'm wit Strange bitch This better work-out I'm tired of the same So I put it in my mouth yeah, I'm out
(Hook) I to commit suicide I had a gun in my mouth, and a in my eye my mothafuccin' daughter at Thinkin' the next place I can slaughter at I know she wonder's where her at (X2) I to commit....