I to commit suicide I had a gun in my mouth, and a in my eye my mothafuccin' daughter at Thinkin' the next place I can slaughter at I she wonder's where her father's at (X2) I to Commit......
(Verse 1) I had alot on my mind I figure nothin' out And my momma just died it's just Damn everything was up in my mind I couldn't determine what was wrong or I'm Madesicc(foe life) I the type to bitch, whine or moan But now I'm in a werid place and I'm really home Naw metaphorically I'm missin' home I couldn't explain how I'm really missin' home(I ain't gone) I'm on some that'o get you locced up Put in the trunk nigga let's life fucced up I remember when I use to sit at all alone in my room thinkin' I'm hungry for food my momma screamin' in the front Drivin' me crazy I feel like out the window I'm itchin' like cuz my minds tryin' to play me And nobody cares, I as well take this nine mili and die right here
(Hook) I to commit suicide I had a gun in my mouth, and a in my eye my mothafuccin' daughter at Thinkin' about the place I can slaughter at I know she where her father's at (X2) I to commit....
(Verse 2) Life a gun I'm always on the think i'm dumb 'Til I pull that out Leave a numb Somebody bring the out Cuz his day is done Yeah, he had to out Yeah, I be the blocc out Niggaz don't want that Send'em on the plane wit that thang in his blacc Plastic and as if I it, it came out Couldn't trust a so I mantain the same route Why should I trust a nigga they wit they penis Then they wonder why theres between us I'm tryin' to get to Venus and ducc you mothafuccas I just of leave it and treat it like another supper I could just eat it take it how it When it's all said and we ain't got to wait for reruns I can't see cuz in the rear view mirror Hey, let me just get to nine
(hook) I tried to commit I had a gun in my mouth, and a in my eye my mothafuccin' daughter at Thinkin' about the next place I can at I know she where her father's at (X2) I to commit....
(Verse 3) Hey my life so fucc'd up It's all on a since i was 13 I wanted to be rich Tried dope (Naw that didn't work out) I was juccin' in the I get my work-out Too many niggaz was juccin' that the cops out Yeah I bacc to the Gardens and mom kept me locc'd out Livin' in the think' sumthin' illegal We know how it is when you workin' wit eagles Dope pay for my EP Records put it out on ca-sign And I had a of Knee Deep Those days were good these days are no good Niggaz think I got a probalby cuz I probably should Sittin in this thigh-ass studio 'bout to it Reverse and it now I'm wit Strange bitch This better work-out I'm tired of the shit So I put it in my mouth yeah, I'm out
(Hook) I tried to suicide I had a gun in my mouth, and a in my eye Where's my daughter at Thinkin' about the next place I can at I know she where her father's at (X2) I to commit....