I tried to suicide I had a gun in my mouth, and a in my eye my mothafuccin' daughter at Thinkin' about the place I can slaughter at I know she wonder's where her at (X2) I to Commit......
(Verse 1) Suicide I had alot on my I couldn't nothin' out And my momma died it's just like Damn everything was blowin' up in my I determine what was wrong or right I'm Madesicc(foe life) I ain't the type to bitch, whine or But now I'm in a werid place and I'm really home Naw metaphorically I'm really missin' I couldn't explain how much I'm missin' home(I ain't gone) I'm on some shit that'o get you up Put in the trunk nigga life shits fucced up I remember when I use to sit at home all alone in my room I'm hungry for food my momma screamin' in the room Drivin' me crazy I like jumpin' out the window I'm itchin' like scabies cuz my minds tryin' to me And nobody cares, I might as well take this nine mili and die right
(Hook) I tried to commit I had a gun in my mouth, and a in my eye Where's my mothafuccin' at Thinkin' about the place I can slaughter at I know she wonder's her father's at (X2) I to commit....
(Verse 2) Life a gun I'm on the watch-out Niggaz i'm dumb 'Til I pull that out a nigga numb Somebody the cops out Cuz his work day is Yeah, he had to out Yeah, I be the blocc out Niggaz really don't that Send'em on the wit that thang in his dark blacc Plastic and as if I asked it, it out Couldn't trust a nigga so I mantain the same Why should I a nigga they think wit they penis they wonder why theres fiction between us I'm to get to Venus succ and ducc you mothafuccas I could just of it and treat it like another supper I could just eat it it how it comes When it's all said and we ain't got to wait for reruns I even see cuz in the rear view mirror Hey, let me just get to this
(hook) I tried to commit I had a gun in my mouth, and a in my eye Where's my daughter at Thinkin' about the next place I can at I know she wonder's her father's at (X2) I to commit....
(Verse 3) Hey my life so fucc'd up It's all on a Ever since i was 13 I to be rich Tried sellin' dope (Naw that didn't out) I was juccin' in the I get my work-out Too many niggaz was that brought the cops out Yeah I went bacc to the Gardens and mom kept me out Livin' in the regal think' sumthin' We how it is when you workin' wit them eagles money pay for my EP Tower Records put it out on And I had a of Knee Deep Those days were good days these days are no Niggaz I got a million probalby cuz I probably should Sittin in this thigh-ass studio 'bout to it and rearrange it now I'm wit Strange bitch This better work-out I'm tired of the shit So I put it in my mouth yeah, I'm out
(Hook) I tried to commit I had a gun in my mouth, and a in my eye my mothafuccin' daughter at Thinkin' about the place I can slaughter at I she wonder's where her father's at (X2) I to commit....