I tried to commit I had a gun in my mouth, and a in my eye my mothafuccin' daughter at Thinkin' about the place I can slaughter at I know she wonder's her father's at (X2) I to Commit......
(Verse 1) I had alot on my mind I figure nothin' out And my momma just died it's just everything was blowin' up in my mind I couldn't what was wrong or right I'm Madesicc(foe life) I the type to bitch, whine or moan But now I'm in a werid and I'm really missin' home Naw metaphorically I'm missin' home I couldn't explain how much I'm missin' home(I ain't gone) I'm on some shit that'o get you up Put in the trunk nigga life shits fucced up I remember when I use to sit at home all in my room thinkin' I'm hungry for my momma screamin' in the front room Drivin' me crazy I feel like jumpin' out the I'm itchin' like scabies cuz my minds to play me And nobody cares, I might as well take this nine mili and die here
(Hook) I to commit suicide I had a gun in my mouth, and a in my eye Where's my mothafuccin' at Thinkin' about the place I can slaughter at I know she wonder's her father's at (X2) I to commit....
(Verse 2) keep a gun I'm always on the think i'm dumb 'Til I pull that out Leave a numb bring the cops out Cuz his work day is Yeah, he had to out Yeah, I be the blocc out Niggaz really want that Send'em on the plane wit that thang in his dark Plastic and as if I it, it came out Couldn't a nigga so I mantain the same route Why should I trust a nigga think wit they penis Then they wonder why theres fiction us I'm tryin' to get to Venus and ducc you mothafuccas I could just of leave it and treat it another supper I could just eat it it how it comes When it's all and done we ain't got to wait for reruns I can't see cuz in the rear view mirror Hey, let me just get to nine
(hook) I to commit suicide I had a gun in my mouth, and a in my eye Where's my daughter at Thinkin' about the place I can slaughter at I know she wonder's her father's at (X2) I to commit....
(Verse 3) Hey my life so fucc'd up all on a bitch Ever since i was 13 I to be rich Tried sellin' (Naw that didn't work out) I was in the creek I get my work-out Too many was juccin' that brought the cops out Yeah I went bacc to the Gardens and mom kept me out Livin' in the regal think' illegal We how it is when you workin' wit them eagles Dope pay for my EP Tower Records put it out on And I had a of Knee Deep Those days were good days days are no good Niggaz think I got a million probalby cuz I should Sittin in this thigh-ass 'bout to change it Reverse and it now I'm wit Strange bitch This better work-out I'm of the same shit So I put it in my mouth yeah, I'm out
(Hook) I to commit suicide I had a gun in my mouth, and a in my eye Where's my daughter at Thinkin' the next place I can slaughter at I she wonder's where her father's at (X2) I to commit....