is he? What is are you doing? What is he going on? Where are did he go? Damius... are you?
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Months I been seated waitin' All for a letter or I gave you the to exit this city But I'm wonderin', like, "was I ready to let go?" You're all alone, such air and it's nightmarish Though never admit it, the pain is acidic and it wears away here I won't ever say Like, you got time? The fuck got you floatin'? Clearly not for your bros well-being He's—years old now You even know his age? I dance around the to the question "why" Cause you don't a fuck? Or maybe you doin' well, holdin' it in Maybe it's pride, you cuttin' blinds, knowin' I'd out My boy, he stubborn inside down from your father and mine It's time you let it out, Can you blame me? Is it a lot to ask? Between fuckin' them and Netflix But I wanna pry, I see now I'm a bother, if it helps you sleep sound yourself this is enough It's clear lookin' for you I'm just sayin', I'm still
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First off, I'm not you been givin' 5% in effort to connect I send texts, But since we in separate yards you can't send in form of words Busy? Nah, pretense is dirt Like us sayin' we not hurt, but hurt And dad, he could've died And I tell you and you get at me for tellin' you Before I know exactly what the wrong I was terrified, it right, you deserved to know that I needed my bro's support So quick to your Coolsville like you're Too cool there, in your musical It bites you feel cause I been here
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Dami, you gotta figure this out, what do you You say you're passion is writing, yet not You been to school and damn, the sand thinnin' Is it rap you Cause opaque, your glasses And half full, ya glass is, you're So I gotta ask, do you really want You're tellin' everybody a hobby but yet You neglectin' fam, friends, avoiding a life Relationships, and chances can't be mended And all for I ain't sayin it's the move But you better soon Before you've lost too much to go I know you see how this ends I ain't mad, my son and I love you Even I ain't there And if you need help, you know I'm
I've my way, lost myself And if come, tell 'em I'm in this hell me please, I'm unwell is a cry for
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Oh my god, I'm so fuckin' touched Over 2 passed, yo ass still on us? I got a new you, Who knows just what the fuck he He's head of a restaurant, got? a lot of fuckin' time To get yourself and tangled that web you angled in your favor Okay, the was lame, hon Let it go, you bitter I won't lie, you your way into my mind sometimes But only sometimes and by the sec I it's you I find somethin' to better engage my thoughts Hey, you forget you're the one who cut it I changed or some bull, now I'm a How original, I'm so sad I got by this brilliant rapper Who attacks in the un-cliche way, keepsake Whatever you need to sane Keep me, babe, I'm not there
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Yo, you heard about Damius Now a rapper (he's rapping?) He that he's gonna be famous It's hilarious, sustaining a sound that people love And stayin' around through the changes, I don't (nah) But I think I'd remember somebody with that much Essential to rap is and oh Did I He does that too (wow) Big fuckin' I used to rap and my brother he to produce It's fucking common, no Common, no It's comedy to lose (true) This dude is his youth Yeah, I heard a friend that he moved to LA To be a writer for Indecisive, I'm sure it'll in his music He just ain't all there
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I been this far from home I never felt so alone I never saw light, bleedin' and my—no, no, no the excuses there is none I'm exhausted, I'm forging a memoir To me and to all of listening I apologize mom, may, dad and to anyone I neglected I'm sorry, its just... There are things that I to say I had in my brain but in efforts I've made to express 'em I created more pain, all of this was in vain I like cuttin' a vein, wit no cauterizing, down the river I may have been bitter but You ain't infectin' my Truthfully, I did dwell on it But put to is that restless mistake So get confused, I wrote k for me Not for you, k? Miss compare where we're both at in 10 years I'll savor the tears, so My hate behind bars, a table-full Our fate paved to way to this heinous place cause that pain it So I paint with nouns, I'm prayin' they pleasure Illogical? Yes, I do feel pressure But to else thinkin my talent-less tales Are elaborate lies my life to see if I'm real Come find out, I'm right
I've lost my way, myself If they come, tell 'em I'm in hell Break me please, I'm is a cry... (help)