is he? What is are you doing? What is he What's on? are you? did he go? Damius... where are
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Months I seated here waitin' All for a or text I gave you the paper to exit this But lately I'm wonderin', like, "was I to let go?" You're all alone, such unfamiliar air and nightmarish you'll never admit it, the pain is acidic and it wears away Thoughts I won't ever say Like, you don't got time? The got you floatin'? Clearly not care for your bros old now and—really? You don't even his age? I dance around the answers to the "why" Cause you don't give a Or maybe you doin' well, holdin' it in it's pride, you cuttin' blinds, knowin' I'd find out My little boy, he stubborn Passed down your father and mine time you let it out, Dami Can you blame me? Is it a lot to ask? fuckin' them whores and Netflix But I wanna pry, I see now I'm a bother, if it helps you sleep tell yourself this is enough It's clear lookin' for you I'm sayin', I'm still here
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First off, I'm not burnt you givin' 5% in effort to connect I send texts, But we in separate yards you can't send support in form of words Nah, your pretense is dirt Like us sayin' we not hurt, but ma's And dad, he fuckin' died And I you and you get pissed at me for tellin' you Before I know what the fuck's wrong I was terrified, it seemed right, you deserved to Sorry I needed my bro's support So quick to forget your Coolsville you're Too cool there, in your lair It bites you feel cause I been here
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Dami, you gotta figure out, what do you want? You say you're passion is writing, yet not You ain't been to school and damn, the thinnin' Is it rap you Cause opaque, your glasses And full, ya glass is, you're passive So I gotta ask, do you want this? You're tellin' it's a hobby but yet You neglectin' fam, friends, avoiding a social Relationships, and they can't be mended And all for I sayin it's the wrong move But you better soon Before you've lost too to go back I know you wanna see how this I ain't mad, you're my son and I you Even when I there And if you need help, you know I'm
I've lost my way, myself And if they come, 'em I'm in this hell Break me please, I'm is a cry for
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Oh my god, I'm so fuckin' touched 2 years passed, yo ass still on us? I got a new you, Who knows what the fuck he wants He's of a restaurant, watchu got? Obvi a lot of time To get yourself twisted and Around web you angled in your favor Okay, the was lame, hon Let it go, you dick I won't lie, you find way into my mind sometimes But sometimes and by the sec I realize it's you I usually somethin' to better engage my thoughts Hey, you you're the one who cut it off? I or some bull, now I'm a slut? How original, I'm so sad I got dumped by this rapper Who in the most un-cliche way, keepsake Whatever you to keep sane Keep me, babe, I'm not there
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Yo, have you heard Damius Now a rapper (he's rapping?) He thinks he's gonna be famous It's fuckin' hilarious, a sound that people love And stayin' around through the changes, I judge (nah) But I think I'd remember somebody that much potential Essential to rap is and oh Did I He does that too (wow) Big fuckin' I to rap and my brother he used to produce It's common, no Common, no Lamar It's comedy fated to (true) This dude is wasting his Yeah, I heard from a friend he moved to LA To be a writer for Indecisive, I'm sure it'll show in his He just ain't all there
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I never been this far home I never felt so alone I never saw light, bleedin' and my—no, no, no the excuses there is none I'm exhausted, I'm thoroughly a memoir To me and to all of who's I apologize mom, may, dad and to anyone I neglected I'm sorry, its just... There are things I needed to say Problems I had in my brain but in I've made to express 'em I created pain, all of this shit was in vain I feel like cuttin' a vein, wit no cauterizing, the river I may have been but babe You ain't infectin' my Truthfully, I did on it often But put to is that restless mistake So don't get confused, I k for me Not for you, k? Miss Let's compare where we're at in 10 years I'll savor the tears, so My hate filled bars, a table-full Our fate paved to way to this heinous place that pain it pull So I paint with dull nouns, I'm prayin' they Illogical? Yes, I do feel pressure But to anyone else thinkin my tales Are elaborate lies over-hyping my Wantin' to see if I'm Come find out, I'm right
I've my way, lost myself If come, tell 'em I'm in this hell me please, I'm unwell is a cry... (help)