is he? What is are you doing? What is he What's on? are you? did he go? Damius... are you?
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Months I been here waitin' All for a or text I gave you the paper to exit this But lately I'm wonderin', like, "was I to let go?" You're all alone, such unfamiliar air and nightmarish Though you'll never admit it, the pain is and it wears away Thoughts here I ever say Like, you don't got The fuck got you floatin'? Clearly not care for your well-being old now and—really? You don't even his age? I around the answers to the question "why" you don't give a fuck? Or maybe you ain't well, holdin' it in Maybe pride, you cuttin' blinds, knowin' I'd find out My little boy, he stubborn Passed down from your and mine It's time you let it out, Can you blame me? Is it a lot to ask? fuckin' them whores and Netflix But I don't pry, I see now I'm a bother, if it helps you sleep sound tell yourself is enough It's clear you're for you I'm sayin', I'm still here
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First off, I'm not you been givin' 5% in effort to connect I send texts, But since we in separate yards you can't send support in of words Busy? Nah, pretense is dirt Like us sayin' we not hurt, but ma's And dad, he could've died And I tell you and you get at me for tellin' you I know exactly what the fuck's wrong I was terrified, it seemed right, you deserved to Sorry that I my bro's support So quick to forget your Coolsville you're Too cool there, in your lair It bites you feel cause I been here
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Dami, you gotta figure this out, do you want? You say passion is writing, yet you're not You ain't been to school and damn, the sand Is it rap you Cause they're opaque, your And half full, ya glass is, you're So I ask, do you really want this? tellin' everybody it's a hobby but yet You neglectin' fam, friends, a social life Relationships, and chances they can't be And all for I ain't sayin it's the move But you better soon you've lost too much to go back I know you wanna see how this I ain't mad, you're my son and I you Even when I ain't And if you help, you know I'm here
I've lost my way, myself And if they come, tell 'em I'm in hell me please, I'm unwell is a cry for
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Oh my god, I'm just so touched Over 2 years passed, yo ass on us? I got a new you, Who just what the fuck he wants He's head of a restaurant, watchu a lot of fuckin' time To get yourself twisted and Around web you angled in your favor Okay, the was lame, hon Let it go, you dick I won't lie, you find your way into my sometimes But only and by the sec I realize it's you I usually find to better engage my thoughts Hey, you you're the one who cut it off? I changed or some bull, now I'm a How original, I'm so sad I got dumped by this brilliant Who attacks in the most Wanna-replay way, Whatever you need to keep Keep me, babe, I'm not there
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Yo, you heard about Damius Now he's a (he's rapping?) He thinks that he's gonna be It's hilarious, sustaining a sound that people love And stayin' through the changes, I don't judge (nah) But I think I'd remember with that much potential to rap is producing and oh Did I mention? He does too (wow) Big news I to rap and my brother he used to produce fucking common, no Common, no Lamar It's fated to lose (true) This is wasting his youth Yeah, I heard from a that he moved to LA To be a for movies Indecisive, I'm sure show in his music He just ain't all there
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I never been this far from I never felt so damn I never saw light, bleedin' and my—no, no, no Fuck the excuses there is I'm exhausted, I'm thoroughly forging a To me and to all of who's I mom, may, dad and to anyone else I neglected I'm sorry, its just... There are things that I to say Problems I had in my brain but in I've made to express 'em I created more pain, all of this shit was in I feel cuttin' a vein, wit no cauterizing, down the river I may have been but babe You infectin' my days Truthfully, I did on it often But put to is that restless mistake So don't get confused, I k for me Not for you, k? Miss compare where we're both at in 10 years I'll the tears, so flavorful My hate behind bars, a table-full Our fate paved to way to this place cause that pain it pull So I paint with nouns, I'm prayin' they pleasure Illogical? Yes, I do feel under But to anyone else my talent-less tales Are elaborate over-hyping my life to see if I'm real Come find out, I'm here
I've my way, lost myself If they come, tell 'em I'm in hell me please, I'm unwell is a cry... (help)