I Don't Know How To Fall In Love Anymore

I dont know how to fall in love anymore
As a kid I found it easy, but my heart has shut the door
I dont really like to talk about it, and I have
Always kept things to myself inside this crazy head
And sometimes it doesnt matter to me at all
But sometimes I miss someone to hold

Sometimes Im waiting for somebody to come
Somebody to sweep me off my feet and take me in his arms and run
But I dont know if that moment will ever come
And until that day I guess Ill live like a nun
Suppose you think Im sounding like a really lonely girl
And sometimes that is true , yes, but mostly life is pearl

I dont really know the last time I was deeply in love
Was still just a child, loving and wild, must have been 1985
I dont really need a man now to live my life
But in a cold night I feel lonely and my heart it feels like ice
Still it isnt as bad as it sounds you see, cause were doing pretty ok here,
my guitar and me

And Ive really tried a lot of times to fall in love
But I guess I failed each time, maybe each time I tried too hard
I tried a lot of times, but I guess I failed each time maybe I didnt try hard enough
I tried ntried and tried, but I guess I failed each time
Still I dont know what I do wrong