Luyện nghe bài hát I Am Not Alive

I am not alive, they say I am.
is the grave inconsequence of man;
liar I am, I am not alive at all,
not at all, no. I am not alive.

Countless have I spent in my quest, or so it would seem, at
the of my mentor's request for truth, for the meaning, for life.
But what of this What of my own existence? How can I
pray to that I cannot perceive?

Destiny would have that I blindly follow with no of my
own. But when I contemplate tomorrow my heart is to
stone. Why am I never satisfied? Why do I with constant pain?
Is life just passing time till I die and thence never to rise

The sun is gone bringing the dark, the darkness in the
night. I cannot sleep, my eyes are wide, the longest night of
my life. I've denied, my life is gone, where is my breath, I
must have died. My hour is come, my tears are dry my
eyes, is denied. I'm cold, I'm dying, I'm cold, I am dying.

In my wretchedness, I recall the words my spoke to me,
"It won't suffice to exist my young friend. To be alive is
not to live, you have life." Destiny, my companion, who has
joined me for many a day, my wandering mind thus,
"The fact that it is your utmost desire to both truth and life,
you live in ongoing uncertainty and the everpresence of
death, would that this state which you find yourself in is
not of your own demeanour; suggests that you had
contentment and life from you've been enticed away.
Such was the Fall, that great of man. To behold both
truth and life, reason alone cannot suffice. You will not it
within yourself for there corruption and death. And there's no
use in searching yourself for that, I'm afraid, is just nature.
alone cannot suffice. You must search in the great
beyond, involve the Lands in your reckoning. You must
search in the great beyond, acknowledge the in His
beckoning. For this you'll require faith, the substance of
unseen, for reason alone never suffice. For there are greater
behind the sky than in the entirety of creation. There are
greater things the sky than in all that you survey."

The spirits cry, they want me now but I resist, I not die.
I need the truth, such is my quest, I will not until I find the light.