Luyện nghe bài hát I Am Not Alive

I am not alive, they say I am.
Such is the inconsequence of man;
that I am, I am not alive at all,
not at all, no. I am not alive.

Countless have I spent in my quest, or so it would seem, at
the will of my request for truth, for the meaning, for life.
But what of this What of my own existence? How can I
pray to that which I cannot

Destiny would have I blindly follow with no thought of my
own. But when I contemplate my heart is turning to
stone. Why am I never satisfied? Why do I live with constant
Is life just passing time till I die and thence never to again?

The sun is gone bringing the dark, the darkness in the
night. I sleep, my eyes are wide, it's the longest night of
my life. I've denied, my life is gone, where is my breath, I
must died. My hour is come, my tears are dry within my
eyes, is denied. I'm cold, I'm dying, I'm cold, I am dying.

In my wretchedness, I the words my Teacher spoke to me,
"It won't suffice to exist my young friend. To be alive is
not to live, you must life." Destiny, my companion, who has
joined me for a day, enlightens my wandering mind thus,
"The fact that it is your utmost to behold both truth and life,
whilst you in ongoing uncertainty and the everpresence of
death, suggest that this state which you find yourself in is
not of your own suggests that you once had
contentment and life from whence been enticed away.
Such was the Fall, that great tragedy of man. To behold
truth and life, reason alone suffice. You will not find it
yourself for there lies corruption and death. And there's no
use in searching outside yourself for that, I'm afraid, is nature.
Reason alone cannot suffice. You must in the great
beyond, involve the Lands in your reckoning. You must
search in the beyond, acknowledge the Ancient in His
beckoning. For this you'll require faith, the substance of
unseen, for reason alone will suffice. For there are greater
things the sky than in the entirety of creation. There are
things behind the sky than in all that you survey."

The spirits cry, they want me now but I resist, I not die.
I need the truth, such is my quest, I will not rest until I the light.