Luyện nghe bài hát I Am Not Alive

I am not alive, though say I am.
Such is the inconsequence of man;
liar that I am, I am not at all,
not at all, no. I am not alive.

Countless years have I spent in my quest, or so it seem, at
the of my mentor's request for truth, for the meaning, for life.
But of this day? What of my own existence? How can I
pray to that which I cannot

Destiny would have that I blindly with no thought of my
own. But when I contemplate tomorrow my is turning to
stone. Why am I never satisfied? Why do I with constant pain?
Is just passing time till I die and thence never to rise again?

The sun is bringing the dark, the darkness heralds in the
night. I sleep, my eyes are wide, it's the longest night of
my life. been denied, my life is gone, where is my breath, I
must died. My hour is come, my tears are dry within my
eyes, is denied. I'm cold, I'm dying, I'm cold, I am dying.

In my wretchedness, I recall the my Teacher spoke to me,
"It suffice merely to exist my young friend. To be alive is
not to live, you have life." Destiny, my companion, who has
joined me for many a day, my wandering mind thus,
"The fact that it is your utmost to behold both truth and life,
whilst you live in ongoing uncertainty and the of
death, would suggest that this state you find yourself in is
not of your own demeanour; suggests you once had
and life from whence you've been enticed away.
Such was the Fall, that great tragedy of man. To both
truth and life, reason alone cannot suffice. You not find it
within for there lies corruption and death. And there's no
use in searching outside for that, I'm afraid, is just nature.
Reason alone cannot suffice. You must in the great
beyond, involve the Lands in your reckoning. You must
in the great beyond, acknowledge the Ancient in His
beckoning. For this you'll require faith, the of things
unseen, for reason alone will never suffice. For there are
things behind the sky than in the entirety of creation. are
greater things the sky than in all that you survey."

The cry, they want me now but I resist, I will not die.
I need the truth, such is my quest, I not rest until I find the light.