Luyện nghe bài hát I Am Not Alive

I am not alive, they say I am.
Such is the inconsequence of man;
liar that I am, I am not at all,
not at all, no. I am not alive.

Countless years have I spent in my quest, or so it seem, at
the will of my request for truth, for the meaning, for life.
But of this day? What of my own existence? How can I
pray to that which I cannot

Destiny have that I blindly follow with no thought of my
own. But when I contemplate my heart is turning to
stone. Why am I satisfied? Why do I live with constant pain?
Is life passing time till I die and thence never to rise again?

The sun is bringing the dark, the darkness heralds in the
night. I cannot sleep, my eyes are wide, the longest night of
my life. I've been denied, my is gone, where is my breath, I
have died. My hour is come, my tears are dry within my
eyes, is denied. I'm cold, I'm dying, I'm cold, I am dying.

In my wretchedness, I recall the my Teacher spoke to me,
"It suffice merely to exist my young friend. To be alive is
not to live, you must life." Destiny, my companion, who has
me for many a day, enlightens my wandering mind thus,
"The fact that it is your utmost to behold both truth and life,
whilst you live in ongoing and the everpresence of
death, would suggest that this state you find yourself in is
not of your own demeanour; that you once had
and life from whence you've been enticed away.
Such was the Fall, that tragedy of man. To behold both
truth and life, alone cannot suffice. You will not find it
within yourself for there lies corruption and death. And no
use in searching outside for that, I'm afraid, is just nature.
Reason alone suffice. You must search in the great
beyond, involve the Hidden in your reckoning. You must
search in the great beyond, acknowledge the in His
beckoning. For you'll require faith, the substance of things
unseen, for reason alone will suffice. For there are greater
things the sky than in the entirety of creation. There are
things behind the sky than in all that you survey."

The spirits cry, they want me now but I resist, I not die.
I need the truth, is my quest, I will not rest until I find the light.