Luyện nghe bài hát I Am Not Alive

I am not alive, they say I am.
Such is the grave inconsequence of
liar that I am, I am not at all,
not at all, no. I am not alive.

Countless have I spent in my quest, or so it would seem, at
the will of my mentor's for truth, for the meaning, for life.
But what of day? What of my own existence? How can I
pray to that I cannot perceive?

Destiny would that I blindly follow with no thought of my
own. But when I contemplate my heart is turning to
stone. Why am I never satisfied? Why do I with constant pain?
Is life passing time till I die and thence never to rise again?

The sun is bringing the dark, the darkness heralds in the
night. I cannot sleep, my are wide, it's the longest night of
my life. I've denied, my life is gone, where is my breath, I
have died. My hour is come, my tears are dry within my
eyes, is denied. I'm cold, I'm dying, I'm cold, I am dying.

In my wretchedness, I the words my Teacher spoke to me,
"It won't merely to exist my young friend. To be alive is
not to live, you have life." Destiny, my companion, who has
joined me for many a day, my wandering mind thus,
"The fact that it is your utmost desire to behold truth and life,
whilst you live in ongoing and the everpresence of
death, would suggest that this which you find yourself in is
not of your own demeanour; that you once had
contentment and life from whence been enticed away.
was the Fall, that great tragedy of man. To behold both
truth and life, reason alone suffice. You will not find it
within yourself for there lies corruption and death. And no
use in searching outside for that, I'm afraid, is just nature.
Reason alone suffice. You must search in the great
beyond, involve the Lands in your reckoning. You must
search in the great beyond, acknowledge the in His
beckoning. For this you'll faith, the substance of things
unseen, for reason will never suffice. For there are greater
things behind the sky in the entirety of creation. There are
greater things behind the sky in all that you survey."

The spirits cry, want me now but I resist, I will not die.
I need the truth, such is my quest, I will not rest I find the light.