Luyện nghe bài hát I Am Not Alive

I am not alive, though say I am.
is the grave inconsequence of man;
liar I am, I am not alive at all,
not at all, no. I am not alive.

years have I spent in my quest, or so it would seem, at
the will of my mentor's for truth, for the meaning, for life.
But what of this day? What of my own How can I
pray to that which I perceive?

Destiny would have I blindly follow with no thought of my
own. But when I contemplate tomorrow my heart is to
stone. Why am I never satisfied? Why do I with constant pain?
Is life just passing till I die and thence never to rise again?

The sun is gone bringing the dark, the heralds in the
night. I sleep, my eyes are wide, it's the longest night of
my life. been denied, my life is gone, where is my breath, I
must have died. My is come, my tears are dry within my
eyes, is denied. I'm cold, I'm dying, I'm cold, I am dying.

In my wretchedness, I recall the words my spoke to me,
"It won't merely to exist my young friend. To be alive is
not to live, you have life." Destiny, my companion, who has
joined me for many a day, my wandering mind thus,
"The fact that it is your utmost desire to behold both and life,
you live in ongoing uncertainty and the everpresence of
death, would suggest that this state which you yourself in is
not of your own demeanour; suggests you once had
contentment and from whence you've been enticed away.
Such was the Fall, that great of man. To behold both
truth and life, reason alone cannot suffice. You will not it
within for there lies corruption and death. And there's no
use in searching yourself for that, I'm afraid, is just nature.
Reason alone cannot suffice. You search in the great
beyond, involve the Hidden Lands in reckoning. You must
search in the beyond, acknowledge the Ancient in His
beckoning. For this require faith, the substance of things
unseen, for reason alone will never suffice. For there are
things the sky than in the entirety of creation. There are
things behind the sky than in all that you survey."

The spirits cry, want me now but I resist, I will not die.
I need the truth, such is my quest, I will not rest until I the light.