Luyện nghe bài hát I Am Not Alive

I am not alive, they say I am.
Such is the grave inconsequence of
liar I am, I am not alive at all,
not at all, no. I am not alive.

Countless years I spent in my quest, or so it would seem, at
the will of my mentor's for truth, for the meaning, for life.
But what of this day? What of my own How can I
pray to which I cannot perceive?

Destiny would have that I blindly follow no thought of my
own. But I contemplate tomorrow my heart is turning to
stone. Why am I never satisfied? Why do I live with constant
Is just passing time till I die and thence never to rise again?

The sun is gone the dark, the darkness heralds in the
night. I cannot sleep, my eyes are wide, it's the longest of
my life. I've been denied, my is gone, where is my breath, I
have died. My hour is come, my tears are dry within my
eyes, is denied. I'm cold, I'm dying, I'm cold, I am dying.

In my wretchedness, I recall the words my Teacher to me,
"It won't suffice merely to my young friend. To be alive is
not to live, you have life." Destiny, my companion, who has
joined me for many a day, my wandering mind thus,
"The that it is your utmost desire to behold both truth and life,
whilst you live in ongoing and the everpresence of
death, suggest that this state which you find yourself in is
not of your own demeanour; suggests that you had
contentment and life whence you've been enticed away.
Such was the Fall, that great tragedy of man. To behold
truth and life, alone cannot suffice. You will not find it
within yourself for there lies and death. And there's no
use in searching outside yourself for that, I'm afraid, is nature.
Reason alone cannot suffice. You must in the great
beyond, the Hidden Lands in your reckoning. You must
search in the great beyond, acknowledge the in His
beckoning. For you'll require faith, the substance of things
unseen, for alone will never suffice. For there are greater
things behind the sky than in the of creation. There are
greater behind the sky than in all that you survey."

The cry, they want me now but I resist, I will not die.
I need the truth, such is my quest, I will not rest until I the light.