Luyện nghe bài hát I Am Not Alive

I am not alive, though say I am.
is the grave inconsequence of man;
liar I am, I am not alive at all,
not at all, no. I am not alive.

years have I spent in my quest, or so it would seem, at
the will of my mentor's for truth, for the meaning, for life.
But what of this day? of my own existence? How can I
to that which I cannot perceive?

Destiny would have that I blindly follow no thought of my
own. But when I contemplate tomorrow my heart is to
stone. Why am I never satisfied? Why do I with constant pain?
Is life just passing time I die and thence never to rise again?

The sun is bringing the dark, the darkness heralds in the
night. I cannot sleep, my eyes are wide, the longest night of
my life. I've denied, my life is gone, where is my breath, I
have died. My hour is come, my tears are dry within my
eyes, is denied. I'm cold, I'm dying, I'm cold, I am dying.

In my wretchedness, I recall the my Teacher spoke to me,
"It won't suffice merely to exist my friend. To be alive is
not to live, you must life." Destiny, my companion, who has
joined me for many a day, my wandering mind thus,
"The fact that it is your utmost desire to both truth and life,
whilst you live in uncertainty and the everpresence of
death, would suggest that this state which you find in is
not of your own suggests that you once had
and life from whence you've been enticed away.
Such was the Fall, that tragedy of man. To behold both
truth and life, reason alone cannot suffice. You not find it
within yourself for lies corruption and death. And there's no
use in outside yourself for that, I'm afraid, is just nature.
Reason alone cannot suffice. You must in the great
beyond, the Hidden Lands in your reckoning. You must
in the great beyond, acknowledge the Ancient in His
beckoning. For this require faith, the substance of things
unseen, for reason will never suffice. For there are greater
behind the sky than in the entirety of creation. There are
greater behind the sky than in all that you survey."

The cry, they want me now but I resist, I will not die.
I need the truth, such is my quest, I not rest until I find the light.