Luyện nghe bài hát I Am Not Alive

I am not alive, they say I am.
Such is the grave of man;
liar that I am, I am not at all,
not at all, no. I am not alive.

Countless have I spent in my quest, or so it would seem, at
the will of my request for truth, for the meaning, for life.
But of this day? What of my own existence? How can I
to that which I cannot perceive?

Destiny would have that I blindly follow with no of my
own. But when I contemplate my heart is turning to
stone. Why am I never satisfied? Why do I live with constant
Is life just passing time till I die and thence never to again?

The sun is gone the dark, the darkness heralds in the
night. I cannot sleep, my eyes are wide, it's the longest of
my life. I've denied, my life is gone, where is my breath, I
must have died. My hour is come, my tears are dry my
eyes, is denied. I'm cold, I'm dying, I'm cold, I am dying.

In my wretchedness, I recall the words my spoke to me,
"It suffice merely to exist my young friend. To be alive is
not to live, you must life." Destiny, my companion, who has
joined me for a day, enlightens my wandering mind thus,
"The fact that it is your utmost to behold both truth and life,
whilst you live in ongoing uncertainty and the of
death, would suggest that state which you find yourself in is
not of your own demeanour; suggests you once had
contentment and life whence you've been enticed away.
Such was the Fall, that great tragedy of man. To behold
truth and life, reason alone cannot suffice. You will not it
within yourself for there lies and death. And there's no
use in searching outside yourself for that, I'm afraid, is nature.
Reason alone cannot suffice. You must in the great
beyond, involve the Lands in your reckoning. You must
search in the great beyond, acknowledge the in His
beckoning. For this you'll require faith, the of things
unseen, for alone will never suffice. For there are greater
things behind the sky in the entirety of creation. There are
greater things behind the sky in all that you survey."

The spirits cry, want me now but I resist, I will not die.
I need the truth, such is my quest, I will not until I find the light.