Luyện nghe bài hát I Am Not Alive

I am not alive, they say I am.
Such is the grave inconsequence of
that I am, I am not alive at all,
not at all, no. I am not alive.

Countless years have I spent in my quest, or so it seem, at
the of my mentor's request for truth, for the meaning, for life.
But what of this day? What of my own How can I
pray to that which I cannot

Destiny would have that I follow with no thought of my
own. But when I tomorrow my heart is turning to
stone. Why am I satisfied? Why do I live with constant pain?
Is life just passing time till I die and thence never to rise

The sun is bringing the dark, the darkness heralds in the
night. I cannot sleep, my eyes are wide, it's the night of
my life. I've denied, my life is gone, where is my breath, I
must have died. My hour is come, my tears are dry my
eyes, is denied. I'm cold, I'm dying, I'm cold, I am dying.

In my wretchedness, I recall the my Teacher spoke to me,
"It won't suffice merely to exist my young friend. To be is
not to live, you have life." Destiny, my companion, who has
me for many a day, enlightens my wandering mind thus,
"The fact that it is your utmost desire to both truth and life,
whilst you in ongoing uncertainty and the everpresence of
death, would suggest that state which you find yourself in is
not of your own suggests that you once had
and life from whence you've been enticed away.
Such was the Fall, that tragedy of man. To behold both
truth and life, reason alone suffice. You will not find it
yourself for there lies corruption and death. And there's no
use in searching yourself for that, I'm afraid, is just nature.
Reason alone cannot suffice. You must search in the
beyond, involve the Hidden Lands in your reckoning. You
search in the great beyond, acknowledge the in His
beckoning. For this you'll require faith, the substance of
unseen, for reason alone will never suffice. For there are
things the sky than in the entirety of creation. There are
things behind the sky than in all that you survey."

The spirits cry, they me now but I resist, I will not die.
I need the truth, such is my quest, I will not rest until I the light.