Here's something I don't tell no one, so someone different To save me this The world keeps spinning, and Like not me in it Want to on but I to let go
It's like I'm lost, beyond being in the dark, screaming help in a crowd You can me, judge me, say that you know me But I know that blind and can't see the real me The tears I cry, in the middle of the When I turn the lights, so you can't see my eyes - But you didn't know that So call me cruel, me bad, cos I do bad things But you don't understand, I'm not always like The emotion it takes me, and I can't think But you can't me, just by this I'm like you, human like me Humans fight and try desperately limited, burn bright and die Hope for the best, when it don't out right, yea We love, we hate, we laugh, we cry We win, we lose, we kill, we die Think the things, regret never ends But just until, we think them again I don't this, to be in this world cos All you are is good, in a world full of But all I do is hate, and all I am is mad And all I do is feel, and bleed, i can't take it
Strap these thoughts in my mind someone'll stop this ride While I wait I'll hold on Hope I it out alright
I know that I'm I got money and friends I got everything I need, my, blessings I'm not complaining, but I do this alone I can't feel way inside my own, home Cos none of this means there's no pain in my That I choke from my own, breath But maybe you're right, no way this is real Cos even I don't know, I even feel Cos my knuckles are red but they still bled Like what I that cannot be seen Screamings in my mind, and my tears have been dried you blind, to things you can't see, so See the lies, ask if I'm fine Say you judge me, for the crimes in my mind Don't tell me calm, say "yea you're not fine" Cos I don't believe my own self, no matter how many But I guess the one good thing about falling Is the songs that I write, come the heart As it bleeds, open and free, the tears fall in But the come out easy
Strap thoughts down in my mind someone'll stop this ride While I wait hold on tight Hope I it out alright
Honestly, I don't know how to ask for help All my life, been tryna just fix myself A broken mind tryna fix a broken An empty heart tryna an empty hole But I like songs, cos express All these things that I to get pain is okay if I just say it right And my That is nothing to hide So let's make this real, this music in your So listen real and Imma talk about my fears this person in my head, who's rage knocks me out of my chest Who hates, and hates, till it's to death Cos I forget how to love, how to cut the world Cos it's human like me, but in these moments I The vision to see, the world's scene That this is just a moment, like moment in between - Cos the hardest thing's tryna keep When I don't know, the hell's going on Cos these rhymes, in my mind, just A way to turn everyone I love into a of being left behind But look, the sunrise is through So I'll stop, try, to the view Cos it ever stops, these thoughts get me lost But next time i won't let 'em, cos I am not, my, Learn to control this in my chest Write about once I've no longer bled And I won't be afraid of this that I've kept Look in the mirror, say, I forgive this,