Here's something I don't tell no one, so someone different To save me from The world keeps spinning, and Like not me in it Want to on but I to let go
It's like I'm lost, beyond found Laying in the dark, help in a crowd You can kick me, judge me, say that you me But I know that you're blind and can't see the me The tears I cry, in the middle of the When I down the lights, so you can't see my eyes - But you didn't know that So call me cruel, call me bad, cos I do bad But you understand, I'm not always like this The emotion it me, and I can't even think But you can't me, just by this I'm human you, human like me Humans that and try desperately We're limited, burn and die for the best, when it don't work out right, yea We love, we hate, we laugh, we cry We win, we lose, we kill, we die Think the worst things, regret never But that's until, we think them again I deserve this, to be in this world cos All you are is good, in a full of hate But all I do is hate, and all I am is mad And all I do is feel, and bleed, till i can't it
Strap these down in my mind someone'll stop this ride While I wait hold on tight I make it out alright
I know that I'm lucky I got and friends I got everything I need, my, blessings I'm not complaining, but I do this alone I can't this way inside my own, home Cos none of means there's no pain in my head That I choke from my own, breath But maybe you're right, there's no way is real Cos even I don't know, I even feel Cos my knuckles are red but they haven't bled Like what I feel that cannot be Screamings just in my mind, and my tears been dried Call you blind, to you can't see, so See through the lies, ask if I'm Say you won't judge me, for the in my mind Don't tell me keep calm, say "yea not fine" Cos I don't believe my own self, no matter how many But I guess the one thing about falling apart Is the songs that I write, come from the As it bleeds, and free, the tears fall in streams But the words come out
Strap these down in my mind Hope someone'll this ride While I I'll hold on tight I make it out alright
Honestly, I don't even know how to ask for All my life, I've been tryna just fix A broken mind tryna fix a broken An empty tryna fill an empty hole But I like songs, cos express All things that I fail to get That is okay if I just say it right And my humanity? That is nothing to So let's make this real, music in your ears So listen real and Imma talk about my fears Bout person in my head, who's rage knocks me out of my chest Who hates, and hates, it's sick to death Cos I forget how to love, how to cut the slack Cos human like me, but in these moments I lack The vision to see, the world's bigger That is just a moment, like every moment in between - Cos the hardest tryna keep calm When I don't know, what the hell's on Cos rhymes, in my mind, just find A way to turn everyone I love into a of being left behind But look, the sunrise is through So stop, try, to catch the view Cos it ever stops, these thoughts get me lost But next i won't let 'em, cos I am not, my, thoughts Learn to control anger in my chest Write hurt once I've no longer bled And I won't be of this rage that I've kept in the mirror, say, I forgive this, mess