Here's something I tell no one, so listen Want someone To me from this The keeps spinning, and it's Like not me in it Want to on but I to let go
It's like I'm lost, beyond being Laying in the dark, screaming in a crowd You can me, judge me, say that you know me But I know that you're blind and can't see the me The I cry, in the middle of the night I turn down the lights, so you can't see my eyes - But you didn't that right? So call me cruel, call me bad, cos I do bad But you don't understand, I'm not always like The emotion it takes me, and I can't think But you can't define me, just by I'm like you, human like me that fight and try desperately We're limited, burn and die Hope for the best, it don't work out right, yea We love, we hate, we laugh, we cry We win, we lose, we kill, we die Think the worst things, never ends But that's until, we think them again I don't deserve this, to be in world cos All you are is good, in a full of hate But all I do is hate, and all I am is mad And all I do is feel, and bleed, till i can't it
Strap these down in my mind Hope stop this ride While I wait hold on tight Hope I make it out
I know that I'm lucky I got and friends I got I need, praise my, blessings I'm not complaining, but I can't do this I can't feel this way inside my own, Cos none of this means there's no in my head I can't choke from my own, breath But you're right, there's no way this is real Cos even I know, what I even feel Cos my knuckles are red but they still bled Like what I feel that be seen Screamings just in my mind, and my tears have dried Call you blind, to things you see, so See through the lies, ask if I'm Say you won't judge me, for the crimes in my Don't tell me calm, say "yea you're not fine" Cos I don't believe my own self, no how many times But I guess the one good thing falling apart Is the songs that I write, from the heart As it bleeds, open and free, the tears in streams But the words out easy
Strap thoughts down in my mind Hope stop this ride While I wait hold on tight I make it out alright
Honestly, I don't even how to ask for help All my life, been tryna just fix myself A broken tryna fix a broken soul An empty heart tryna fill an hole But I like songs, cos express All things that I fail to get That pain is okay if I say it right And my humanity? That is to hide So let's make this real, this music in ears So real close and Imma talk about my fears Bout this person in my head, who's knocks me out of my chest Who hates, and hates, till it's to death Cos I how to love, how to cut the world slack Cos human like me, but in these moments I lack The to see, the world's bigger scene That this is just a moment, like every moment in - Cos the hardest tryna keep calm When I know, what the hell's going on Cos rhymes, in my mind, just find A way to turn everyone I love into a fear of being left But look, the sunrise is through So I'll stop, try, to the view Cos it hardly ever stops, thoughts get me lost But time i won't let 'em, cos I am not, my, thoughts Learn to this anger in my chest Write about hurt I've no longer bled And I won't be afraid of rage that I've kept in the mirror, say, I forgive this, mess