Here's something I tell no one, so listen Want someone To save me from The keeps spinning, and it's Like not me in it to hold on but I to let go
It's like I'm lost, beyond found Laying in the dark, help in a crowd You can kick me, me, say that you know me But I know you're blind and can't see the real me The tears I cry, in the middle of the I turn down the lights, so you can't see my eyes - But you know that right? So me cruel, call me bad, cos I do bad things But you don't understand, I'm not always like The it takes me, and I can't even think But you define me, just by this I'm like you, human like me Humans that and try desperately We're limited, bright and die for the best, when it don't work out right, yea We love, we hate, we laugh, we cry We win, we lose, we kill, we die Think the things, regret never ends But that's just until, we think again I don't this, to be in this world cos All you are is good, in a world of hate But all I do is hate, and all I am is mad And all I do is feel, and bleed, i can't take it
Strap these down in my mind Hope someone'll stop ride While I I'll hold on tight Hope I make it out
I know that I'm lucky I got money and I got I need, praise my, blessings I'm not complaining, but I do this alone I can't feel this way inside my own, Cos none of this there's no pain in my head That I can't choke my own, breath But maybe right, there's no way this is real Cos even I don't know, what I feel Cos my are red but they still haven't bled Like what I feel that be seen Screamings in my mind, and my tears have been dried Call you blind, to you can't see, so See through the lies, ask if I'm Say you won't me, for the crimes in my mind Don't tell me keep calm, say "yea not fine" Cos I believe my own self, no matter how many times But I guess the one good thing about apart Is the that I write, come from the heart As it bleeds, open and free, the tears in streams But the words come out
Strap these thoughts down in my someone'll stop this ride While I wait I'll on tight Hope I it out alright
Honestly, I don't even know how to ask for All my life, been tryna just fix myself A broken mind fix a broken soul An empty heart tryna an empty hole But I like songs, cos express All things that I fail to get pain is okay if I just say it right And my humanity? is nothing to hide So let's make this real, this in your ears So listen real close and Imma talk my fears Bout this person in my head, rage knocks me out of my chest Who hates, and hates, till it's sick to Cos I forget how to love, how to cut the world Cos it's human like me, but in moments I lack The to see, the world's bigger scene That this is just a moment, like moment in between - Cos the hardest thing's keep calm When I know, what the hell's going on Cos these rhymes, in my mind, just A way to turn I love into a fear of being left behind But look, the is coming through So I'll stop, try, to catch the Cos it hardly ever stops, these thoughts get me But time i won't let 'em, cos I am not, my, thoughts Learn to this anger in my chest Write about hurt once I've no longer And I won't be afraid of this that I've kept Look in the mirror, say, I forgive this,