Here's something I don't tell no one, so Want different To save me this The keeps spinning, and it's Like not me in it to hold on but I to let go
It's like I'm lost, beyond found Laying in the dark, screaming help in a You can kick me, judge me, say that you me But I know that you're blind and can't see the me The tears I cry, in the of the night When I turn the lights, so you can't see my eyes - But you didn't know that So call me cruel, me bad, cos I do bad things But you don't understand, I'm not like this The emotion it takes me, and I can't think But you can't define me, by this I'm like you, human like me Humans that and try desperately limited, burn bright and die Hope for the best, it don't work out right, yea We love, we hate, we laugh, we cry We win, we lose, we kill, we die the worst things, regret never ends But that's just until, we think again I don't deserve this, to be in this cos All you are is good, in a world full of But all I do is hate, and all I am is mad And all I do is feel, and bleed, till i can't it
these thoughts down in my mind Hope someone'll stop this I wait I'll hold on tight Hope I it out alright
I know I'm lucky I got money and friends I got I need, praise my, blessings I'm not complaining, but I do this alone I can't this way inside my own, home Cos none of this means no pain in my head That I can't choke from my own, But maybe you're right, there's no way is real Cos I don't know, what I even feel Cos my knuckles are red but they haven't bled Like what I feel that be seen Screamings just in my mind, and my tears have dried Call you blind, to you can't see, so See the lies, ask if I'm fine Say you won't judge me, for the crimes in my Don't tell me calm, say "yea you're not fine" Cos I believe my own self, no matter how many times But I guess the one thing about falling apart Is the that I write, come from the heart As it bleeds, open and free, the tears fall in But the come out easy
Strap these thoughts in my mind Hope someone'll this ride I wait I'll hold on tight Hope I it out alright
Honestly, I don't even know how to ask for All my life, been tryna just fix myself A broken mind tryna fix a soul An empty heart fill an empty hole But I songs, cos they express All things that I fail to get That pain is if I just say it right And my humanity? is nothing to hide So let's make this real, this music in ears So listen real and Imma talk about my fears Bout this person in my head, who's rage knocks me out of my Who hates, and hates, it's sick to death Cos I how to love, how to cut the world slack Cos it's human like me, but in these moments I The vision to see, the world's bigger That this is just a moment, like every in between - Cos the thing's tryna keep calm When I know, what the hell's going on Cos these rhymes, in my mind, just A way to everyone I love into a fear of being left behind But look, the sunrise is coming So I'll stop, try, to the view Cos it hardly stops, these thoughts get me lost But next i won't let 'em, cos I am not, my, thoughts to control this anger in my chest Write about hurt once no longer bled And I won't be of this rage that I've kept in the mirror, say, I forgive this, mess