Here's different I tell no one, so listen someone different To save me from The world spinning, and it's Like not me in it to hold on but I to let go
It's like I'm lost, being found Laying in the dark, screaming in a crowd You can kick me, me, say that you know me But I know that you're and can't see the real me The I cry, in the middle of the night I turn down the lights, so you can't see my eyes - But you know that right? So call me cruel, me bad, cos I do bad things But you understand, I'm not always like this The emotion it takes me, and I even think But you define me, just by this I'm human you, human like me that fight and try desperately We're limited, bright and die Hope for the best, it don't work out right, yea We love, we hate, we laugh, we cry We win, we lose, we kill, we die Think the worst things, never ends But that's just until, we think them I deserve this, to be in this world cos All you are is good, in a full of hate But all I do is hate, and all I am is mad And all I do is feel, and bleed, till i take it
Strap these thoughts in my mind someone'll stop this ride While I I'll hold on tight I make it out alright
I know that I'm lucky I got and friends I got I need, praise my, blessings I'm not complaining, but I do this alone I feel this way inside my own, home Cos none of this there's no pain in my head That I choke from my own, breath But you're right, there's no way this is real Cos even I don't know, what I feel Cos my knuckles are red but still haven't bled Like what I feel that be seen Screamings just in my mind, and my tears have been Call you blind, to you can't see, so See through the lies, ask if I'm Say you won't me, for the crimes in my mind tell me keep calm, say "yea you're not fine" Cos I don't believe my own self, no matter how times But I guess the one good thing about apart Is the songs that I write, from the heart As it bleeds, and free, the tears fall in streams But the come out easy
Strap these thoughts down in my Hope someone'll this ride While I I'll hold on tight Hope I make it out
Honestly, I even know how to ask for help All my life, I've been tryna fix myself A broken mind tryna fix a broken An empty heart fill an empty hole But I songs, cos they express All these things I fail to get That pain is if I just say it right And my That is nothing to hide So make this real, this music in your ears So listen real close and Imma talk my fears Bout this person in my head, who's rage knocks me out of my Who hates, and hates, till sick to death Cos I forget how to love, how to cut the world Cos it's human like me, but in these moments I The to see, the world's bigger scene That this is just a moment, like every in between - Cos the hardest thing's tryna calm When I don't know, the hell's going on Cos these rhymes, in my mind, just A way to turn everyone I love into a fear of left behind But look, the sunrise is through So stop, try, to catch the view Cos it hardly stops, these thoughts get me lost But next i won't let 'em, cos I am not, my, thoughts Learn to control this anger in my Write about hurt I've no longer bled And I won't be of this rage that I've kept Look in the mirror, say, I this, mess