Here's something I don't tell no one, so Want different To save me from The keeps spinning, and it's it's not me in it Want to on but I to let go
like I'm lost, beyond being found Laying in the dark, screaming in a crowd You can kick me, judge me, say that you me But I know you're blind and can't see the real me The tears I cry, in the of the night When I turn the lights, so you can't see my eyes - But you know that right? So me cruel, call me bad, cos I do bad things But you don't understand, I'm not always this The emotion it takes me, and I even think But you can't define me, by this I'm human you, human like me Humans that fight and try We're limited, burn and die Hope for the best, when it work out right, yea We love, we hate, we laugh, we cry We win, we lose, we kill, we die Think the worst things, never ends But that's just until, we think again I deserve this, to be in this world cos All you are is good, in a world of hate But all I do is hate, and all I am is mad And all I do is feel, and bleed, till i can't it
Strap thoughts down in my mind Hope stop this ride While I I'll hold on tight Hope I it out alright
I know I'm lucky I got money and friends I got everything I need, my, blessings I'm not complaining, but I do this alone I feel this way inside my own, home Cos none of this means no pain in my head That I can't choke my own, breath But maybe you're right, no way this is real Cos even I don't know, what I even Cos my are red but they still haven't bled what I feel that cannot be seen Screamings just in my mind, and my tears have dried Call you blind, to you can't see, so See through the lies, ask if I'm Say you won't judge me, for the crimes in my Don't tell me calm, say "yea you're not fine" Cos I don't believe my own self, no matter how times But I the one good thing about falling apart Is the that I write, come from the heart As it bleeds, open and free, the fall in streams But the come out easy
Strap these down in my mind Hope someone'll stop ride While I I'll hold on tight Hope I make it out
Honestly, I don't even how to ask for help All my life, I've been tryna just fix A broken mind tryna fix a broken An empty heart tryna fill an hole But I like songs, cos express All these things I fail to get pain is okay if I just say it right And my humanity? is nothing to hide So let's make this real, this in your ears So listen real close and Imma talk about my Bout this person in my head, rage knocks me out of my chest Who hates, and hates, till it's sick to Cos I forget how to love, how to cut the slack Cos it's human like me, but in these moments I The vision to see, the bigger scene That is just a moment, like every moment in between - Cos the thing's tryna keep calm When I don't know, what the hell's on Cos rhymes, in my mind, just find A way to turn everyone I love into a fear of being left But look, the sunrise is coming So I'll stop, try, to catch the Cos it hardly stops, these thoughts get me lost But next i won't let 'em, cos I am not, my, thoughts to control this anger in my chest Write about once I've no longer bled And I won't be afraid of this that I've kept Look in the mirror, say, I this, mess