Here's something I don't tell no one, so Want someone To save me from The world spinning, and it's it's not me in it Want to on but I to let go
It's like I'm lost, beyond found Laying in the dark, screaming help in a You can kick me, me, say that you know me But I know that blind and can't see the real me The tears I cry, in the middle of the When I down the lights, so you can't see my eyes - But you didn't know that So call me cruel, call me bad, cos I do bad But you understand, I'm not always like this The emotion it takes me, and I even think But you define me, just by this I'm like you, human like me Humans that and try desperately We're limited, burn and die Hope for the best, when it don't out right, yea We love, we hate, we laugh, we cry We win, we lose, we kill, we die the worst things, regret never ends But that's just until, we think again I don't deserve this, to be in this cos All you are is good, in a world of hate But all I do is hate, and all I am is mad And all I do is feel, and bleed, till i take it
these thoughts down in my mind Hope someone'll stop ride While I wait hold on tight Hope I it out alright
I know that I'm I got money and friends I got everything I need, my, blessings I'm not complaining, but I do this alone I can't feel this way inside my own, Cos none of this there's no pain in my head That I can't choke from my own, But maybe you're right, there's no way this is Cos I don't know, what I even feel Cos my knuckles are red but they haven't bled Like what I feel that cannot be just in my mind, and my tears have been dried Call you blind, to you can't see, so See through the lies, ask if I'm Say you judge me, for the crimes in my mind Don't tell me keep calm, say "yea not fine" Cos I don't believe my own self, no matter how times But I guess the one thing about falling apart Is the that I write, come from the heart As it bleeds, open and free, the fall in streams But the words out easy
Strap these thoughts down in my Hope stop this ride While I I'll hold on tight Hope I it out alright
Honestly, I don't even how to ask for help All my life, I've been tryna fix myself A broken mind tryna fix a soul An heart tryna fill an empty hole But I songs, cos they express All these things I fail to get pain is okay if I just say it right And my humanity? That is to hide So let's make this real, this music in ears So listen real close and Imma about my fears Bout this person in my head, who's knocks me out of my chest Who hates, and hates, it's sick to death Cos I forget how to love, how to cut the slack Cos it's human like me, but in these moments I The vision to see, the bigger scene That this is just a moment, like every in between - Cos the hardest tryna keep calm When I don't know, the hell's going on Cos these rhymes, in my mind, just A way to turn everyone I into a fear of being left behind But look, the sunrise is through So I'll stop, try, to catch the Cos it ever stops, these thoughts get me lost But next time i won't let 'em, cos I am not, my, Learn to control this anger in my Write about hurt once I've no longer And I won't be afraid of rage that I've kept in the mirror, say, I forgive this, mess