Here's something I don't tell no one, so Want different To save me from The world keeps spinning, and it's not me in it Want to on but I to let go
It's like I'm lost, beyond found Laying in the dark, screaming help in a You can me, judge me, say that you know me But I know that blind and can't see the real me The tears I cry, in the middle of the I turn down the lights, so you can't see my eyes - But you didn't know that So call me cruel, me bad, cos I do bad things But you don't understand, I'm not like this The emotion it me, and I can't even think But you can't define me, just by I'm human you, human like me Humans that and try desperately We're limited, burn and die Hope for the best, it don't work out right, yea We love, we hate, we laugh, we cry We win, we lose, we kill, we die the worst things, regret never ends But that's until, we think them again I don't this, to be in this world cos All you are is good, in a world of hate But all I do is hate, and all I am is mad And all I do is feel, and bleed, i can't take it
Strap these thoughts in my mind Hope stop this ride While I wait hold on tight Hope I make it out
I know I'm lucky I got money and friends I got everything I need, praise my, I'm not complaining, but I can't do alone I can't this way inside my own, home Cos none of means there's no pain in my head I can't choke from my own, breath But maybe you're right, no way this is real Cos even I don't know, what I feel Cos my knuckles are red but they haven't bled Like what I that cannot be seen just in my mind, and my tears have been dried Call you blind, to you can't see, so See the lies, ask if I'm fine Say you won't me, for the crimes in my mind Don't me keep calm, say "yea you're not fine" Cos I don't believe my own self, no matter how many But I guess the one thing about falling apart Is the songs I write, come from the heart As it bleeds, and free, the tears fall in streams But the words come out
Strap these thoughts in my mind Hope someone'll stop this While I wait I'll hold on Hope I make it out
Honestly, I even know how to ask for help All my life, been tryna just fix myself A mind tryna fix a broken soul An heart tryna fill an empty hole But I like songs, cos express All these that I fail to get That is okay if I just say it right And my humanity? That is nothing to So let's make real, this music in your ears So listen real close and Imma talk my fears Bout this person in my head, who's rage knocks me out of my Who hates, and hates, it's sick to death Cos I forget how to love, how to cut the world Cos it's like me, but in these moments I lack The vision to see, the world's bigger That this is just a moment, like moment in between - Cos the hardest tryna keep calm When I don't know, the hell's going on Cos these rhymes, in my mind, find A way to turn everyone I love into a fear of being left But look, the sunrise is coming So I'll stop, try, to the view Cos it hardly ever stops, thoughts get me lost But next time i let 'em, cos I am not, my, thoughts Learn to control this in my chest Write hurt once I've no longer bled And I won't be afraid of this rage that kept Look in the mirror, say, I forgive this,