Here's something I don't tell no one, so someone different To save me from The world keeps spinning, and Like not me in it to hold on but I to let go
It's like I'm lost, beyond being in the dark, screaming help in a crowd You can me, judge me, say that you know me But I that you're blind and can't see the real me The I cry, in the middle of the night I turn down the lights, so you can't see my eyes - But you didn't that right? So me cruel, call me bad, cos I do bad things But you don't understand, I'm not always this The it takes me, and I can't even think But you define me, just by this I'm like you, human like me Humans that and try desperately limited, burn bright and die Hope for the best, it don't work out right, yea We love, we hate, we laugh, we cry We win, we lose, we kill, we die Think the worst things, never ends But that's just until, we think them I don't deserve this, to be in world cos All you are is good, in a world of hate But all I do is hate, and all I am is mad And all I do is feel, and bleed, i can't take it
Strap these down in my mind Hope stop this ride While I wait hold on tight I make it out alright
I know that I'm lucky I got money and I got everything I need, praise my, I'm not complaining, but I can't do alone I can't feel this way inside my own, Cos none of this means there's no in my head That I can't from my own, breath But maybe you're right, no way this is real Cos even I don't know, I even feel Cos my are red but they still haven't bled Like what I feel that be seen just in my mind, and my tears have been dried Call you blind, to you can't see, so See the lies, ask if I'm fine Say you judge me, for the crimes in my mind Don't tell me keep calm, say "yea not fine" Cos I believe my own self, no matter how many times But I guess the one good thing falling apart Is the songs that I write, come from the As it bleeds, and free, the tears fall in streams But the come out easy
Strap these thoughts in my mind Hope someone'll this ride I wait I'll hold on tight Hope I it out alright
Honestly, I don't know how to ask for help All my life, I've been tryna fix myself A broken tryna fix a broken soul An empty heart fill an empty hole But I like songs, cos express All these things that I to get That pain is if I just say it right And my humanity? That is nothing to So let's make this real, this music in your So listen real close and talk about my fears Bout this person in my head, who's rage knocks me out of my Who hates, and hates, till sick to death Cos I forget how to love, how to cut the world Cos it's human me, but in these moments I lack The to see, the world's bigger scene That this is just a moment, every moment in between - Cos the thing's tryna keep calm I don't know, what the hell's going on Cos these rhymes, in my mind, find A way to turn everyone I love into a fear of being left But look, the sunrise is coming So stop, try, to catch the view Cos it hardly ever stops, these thoughts get me But next time i let 'em, cos I am not, my, thoughts to control this anger in my chest Write about hurt I've no longer bled And I won't be afraid of this that I've kept in the mirror, say, I forgive this, mess