Here's different I don't no one, so listen Want different To save me from The world keeps spinning, and it's not me in it Want to on but I to let go
It's I'm lost, beyond being found Laying in the dark, help in a crowd You can me, judge me, say that you know me But I know that you're blind and can't see the me The tears I cry, in the of the night When I turn the lights, so you can't see my eyes - But you know that right? So call me cruel, me bad, cos I do bad things But you don't understand, I'm not like this The emotion it takes me, and I can't think But you can't me, just by this I'm like you, human like me Humans that fight and try limited, burn bright and die Hope for the best, it don't work out right, yea We love, we hate, we laugh, we cry We win, we lose, we kill, we die Think the worst things, never ends But just until, we think them again I don't deserve this, to be in this cos All you are is good, in a world of hate But all I do is hate, and all I am is mad And all I do is feel, and bleed, till i can't it
Strap these thoughts in my mind Hope someone'll stop this While I wait hold on tight Hope I it out alright
I know I'm lucky I got money and friends I got I need, praise my, blessings I'm not complaining, but I can't do this I can't this way inside my own, home Cos none of this means no pain in my head That I choke from my own, breath But you're right, there's no way this is real Cos even I know, what I even feel Cos my knuckles are red but they haven't bled Like I feel that cannot be seen Screamings in my mind, and my tears have been dried Call you blind, to you can't see, so See the lies, ask if I'm fine Say you won't judge me, for the in my mind Don't tell me calm, say "yea you're not fine" Cos I don't believe my own self, no matter how many But I guess the one good about falling apart Is the that I write, come from the heart As it bleeds, and free, the tears fall in streams But the words come out
Strap these thoughts in my mind Hope someone'll stop ride I wait I'll hold on tight Hope I make it out
Honestly, I don't even how to ask for help All my life, I've been tryna just fix A broken mind tryna fix a soul An empty heart tryna fill an empty But I like songs, cos express All these things that I to get That is okay if I just say it right And my humanity? That is to hide So let's make this real, this music in ears So real close and Imma talk about my fears Bout this person in my head, who's rage knocks me out of my Who hates, and hates, till sick to death Cos I forget how to love, how to cut the slack Cos it's human like me, but in moments I lack The to see, the world's bigger scene That this is a moment, like every moment in between - Cos the hardest thing's tryna keep When I don't know, what the going on Cos these rhymes, in my mind, find A way to turn everyone I love into a of being left behind But look, the is coming through So I'll stop, try, to the view Cos it hardly ever stops, these thoughts get me But next time i won't let 'em, cos I am not, my, Learn to control this in my chest Write about hurt once I've no bled And I won't be afraid of this rage I've kept in the mirror, say, I forgive this, mess