Here's something I tell no one, so listen Want someone To save me from The world spinning, and it's Like not me in it to hold on but I to let go
It's like I'm lost, being found in the dark, screaming help in a crowd You can kick me, judge me, say that you me But I know that blind and can't see the real me The I cry, in the middle of the night When I turn down the lights, so you see my eyes - But you didn't that right? So call me cruel, me bad, cos I do bad things But you don't understand, I'm not always like The emotion it takes me, and I can't even But you define me, just by this I'm human like you, like me that fight and try desperately We're limited, burn and die Hope for the best, when it work out right, yea We love, we hate, we laugh, we cry We win, we lose, we kill, we die Think the worst things, never ends But that's just until, we them again I don't deserve this, to be in this cos All you are is good, in a world full of But all I do is hate, and all I am is mad And all I do is feel, and bleed, till i take it
Strap these thoughts in my mind Hope someone'll this ride While I I'll hold on tight Hope I make it out
I know that I'm I got money and friends I got everything I need, praise my, I'm not complaining, but I do this alone I can't feel this way my own, home Cos none of this there's no pain in my head I can't choke from my own, breath But maybe you're right, there's no way is real Cos even I don't know, what I feel Cos my knuckles are red but still haven't bled Like what I that cannot be seen Screamings in my mind, and my tears have been dried Call you blind, to things you see, so See the lies, ask if I'm fine Say you won't judge me, for the crimes in my tell me keep calm, say "yea you're not fine" Cos I don't my own self, no matter how many times But I the one good thing about falling apart Is the songs that I write, from the heart As it bleeds, and free, the tears fall in streams But the words come out
Strap thoughts down in my mind Hope someone'll this ride While I I'll hold on tight Hope I it out alright
Honestly, I don't know how to ask for help All my life, been tryna just fix myself A broken mind tryna fix a broken An empty tryna fill an empty hole But I like songs, cos they All these things that I to get That pain is okay if I just say it And my humanity? That is nothing to So let's make this real, this music in ears So listen real close and Imma about my fears Bout this person in my head, who's rage me out of my chest Who hates, and hates, till it's sick to Cos I how to love, how to cut the world slack Cos human like me, but in these moments I lack The vision to see, the world's bigger this is just a moment, like every moment in between - Cos the hardest thing's keep calm When I don't know, what the hell's on Cos these rhymes, in my mind, just A way to everyone I love into a fear of being left behind But look, the is coming through So stop, try, to catch the view Cos it hardly ever stops, thoughts get me lost But next time i let 'em, cos I am not, my, thoughts Learn to control this anger in my Write about hurt once no longer bled And I won't be afraid of this rage that kept Look in the mirror, say, I forgive this,