Here's different I don't tell no one, so someone different To save me this The world keeps spinning, and Like not me in it Want to on but I to let go
like I'm lost, beyond being found Laying in the dark, help in a crowd You can me, judge me, say that you know me But I that you're blind and can't see the real me The I cry, in the middle of the night When I turn the lights, so you can't see my eyes - But you didn't that right? So call me cruel, me bad, cos I do bad things But you don't understand, I'm not like this The emotion it takes me, and I can't think But you define me, just by this I'm human like you, like me Humans that fight and try limited, burn bright and die Hope for the best, it don't work out right, yea We love, we hate, we laugh, we cry We win, we lose, we kill, we die the worst things, regret never ends But that's just until, we them again I don't deserve this, to be in world cos All you are is good, in a world of hate But all I do is hate, and all I am is mad And all I do is feel, and bleed, till i take it
these thoughts down in my mind Hope someone'll this ride While I I'll hold on tight Hope I make it out
I know that I'm lucky I got and friends I got everything I need, praise my, I'm not complaining, but I can't do alone I can't feel this way inside my own, Cos none of this there's no pain in my head That I choke from my own, breath But maybe you're right, no way this is real Cos even I don't know, what I feel Cos my knuckles are red but they haven't bled Like I feel that cannot be seen Screamings just in my mind, and my tears have dried you blind, to things you can't see, so See through the lies, ask if I'm Say you won't me, for the crimes in my mind Don't tell me calm, say "yea you're not fine" Cos I believe my own self, no matter how many times But I guess the one thing about falling apart Is the songs I write, come from the heart As it bleeds, open and free, the fall in streams But the words come out
these thoughts down in my mind Hope stop this ride While I wait I'll hold on Hope I make it out
Honestly, I don't even know how to ask for All my life, been tryna just fix myself A broken mind tryna fix a broken An empty heart fill an empty hole But I songs, cos they express All things that I fail to get That is okay if I just say it right And my That is nothing to hide So let's make this real, this music in your So listen real close and Imma about my fears Bout this in my head, who's rage knocks me out of my chest Who hates, and hates, till sick to death Cos I forget how to love, how to cut the world Cos it's like me, but in these moments I lack The vision to see, the bigger scene That this is just a moment, like every moment in - Cos the hardest thing's tryna keep When I don't know, the hell's going on Cos these rhymes, in my mind, find A way to turn everyone I love into a fear of left behind But look, the sunrise is coming So I'll stop, try, to the view Cos it hardly ever stops, these thoughts get me But next time i won't let 'em, cos I am not, my, Learn to this anger in my chest Write about hurt once I've no bled And I won't be afraid of this rage that I've Look in the mirror, say, I forgive this,