How Many Times?

How many times I couldn't sleep
Cause I saw you dying in my dreams
How many times you lied to me
Raised my hopes and I believed

So many times you went away
Even though you promised me to stay
You always said soon it'll be okay
But till today nothings changed

Now I know its too late
You lost your soul, you will never change
Your strength of mind wasn't strong enough
You chose this life instead of love

Now I know its too late
You lost your soul, you will never change
Your strength of mind wasn't strong enough
You choose this life instead of us

How many times they said I'm a fool
But as your child I had faith in you
I always thought one day we'll reunite
Leaving hell, reaching paradise

But now I know it was just a dream
Now I know it will never be
Beautiful completed family
You'll just exist in my dreams

Now I know its too late
You lost your soul, you will never change
Your strength of mind wasn't strong enough
You chose this life instead of love

Now I know its too late
You lost your soul, you will never change
Your strength of mind wasn't strong enough
You choose this life instead of us, instead of us