Luyện nghe bài hát How I Met My Ex

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I met my girl when I was 18 old
And she was turning 23
I really her from my heart
And though I don't deserve it fam I hope she loves me
So I just done private show I'm doing Footlocker promo
And judging from the postcode it was Shoreditch or
Did 6 or 7 tracks, 6 or 7 racks
A couple days later on I saw this photo of myself and I was grinning
4K camera of quality had got me tripping
So I'm out who did it
When I stumbled on girl
And I tell that she was different
A couple hours later now I'm all her pictures
I ain't
I typed her twitter name my Insta so I could check on every single little digit
Why didn't I just her?
me I was thinking, but I'm a self-centred rapper too concerned about my image
The
So when she hit me I'm pretty shocked I didn't burst
I'm Josh, Jack and Juss who am I ringing first?
Man I was so
I replied a minute later that's that bro I think that you just let her know excited
Too excited, no on what I should do excited
So I'm just typing, like a fool, excited

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And we were talking for hours over minor things
everyone else to her I'm replying quick
This type of she got a spark like you were lighting spliffs
You know you like her when you're about your words
She got me typing, my messages then re-writing
In the hope that there's a smile when replying
The highlight of my day, them phone calls in the night the little things
The girl, she had a vibe and I it and
She's into and she's got a passion for it
And she respects that I'm rapping but she catting for it
See that's the balance
There's nothing better than a girl with
Drive, all of them things above
She's showing an
I ain't met her yet
She works around the corner but lives outside of London
I ain't fronting, I'm a boy
Intentions are in question so my are decoys
If that even makes
The first time I met her, I'm surrounded by my
Random ends on staircase
So much for a first
I had a show
And I if she could meet me after
Maybe we could chill, you never where things could go
No problem she to roll
in the cold
So I across the road, grey hoodie under a coat
If I'm correctly
It's always kind of weird when the person that you were
Is the person you are obsessed
I was on her the jump
I she was wearing pumps or Vans when I first met her, no, it's either either one
She was looking so attractive I barely saw skin she was covered like a mattress
Man, I think that the one
I was stuck for twenty seconds trying to the girl a hug
And all my friends were drunk so it, I'm about to kiss her
Any complications, I'm blaming it on the
Changing my on Twitter and blocking her on my Insta
I saw her skin blush the that our lips touched
She my bottom lip until it stretched
me on my cheek until she reached around my neck
And had me like a bitch
Even though I'm wearing jeans, I had to re-arrange my dick so she see that I'm erect
It's the time we met, got me feeling like a creep
And that strawberry flavour gave her tongue a sweet little taste
And we speak about anything we were friends first
I dropped her to the station I
Cuz we had a conversation for ages about our
And the that we hadn't seen and all that we intended to do
I bet she's my intentions are true
And as months went by we both got it, and intimate
And I'mma spare you the details cuz of our parents are probably listening
But really we were it
us, into this
Into everything about each other we were lovers and I love her cuz she knows me and probably why she told me you ain't ready for a girl
You're still a little kid that's ready for the world and you don't need that kinda burden
But I her that I want it
And I'm just being honest, yes I know that girls but I don't see them as a problem
I meant every word
And I ain't gonna lie and say DM's have been absurd but out of single girl
This is the weirdest of
usually the girl that's asking where I see her fitting or a place on her position
But I'm her I need it
And I don't think she sees it so I'm being ever sweeter when we're and we're meeting
I've got affectionate messages, you could them
You gotta tell a girl that beautiful until she sees it
it, understands it more than physically
Mentally, and the way that I'm
I could talk 10 years the moment that we shared
The jokes we had running
The places we've been
The music we made together next to my bed
Then making my minor changes in reference to she said
I think I start to getting tired, my a mess
Replies are gettin' lazy and my lady knows crazy
But she's there if I'm in
While I'm at shows getting tempted by that are on their knees
You know I'm only a teen, it's like my eyes drifting
Not as as I pictured to give your all to a woman
Ignoring all this attention that's getting to my head
The sex is so accessible, one message or text and girls will get in bed
She's tryna it happen with photos and her events
I mentioned it's her passion, photography is her
And I don't know if it's the
Where paper meets the passion and the
We all got a to survive
So now she's up at shows
pictures on her own
And at first it wasn't
But it we let it go
Until I saw her in some tracksuit, I felt a way
She me it was work and she was in some studio
Taking pictures and I sighed
halfway wannabe rappers that fed her lies
He ain't for no pictures
I it's your profession
But read their
They ain't paying male photographers to shoot same session
And that so disrespectful, standing on our dreams
And 'em, I just told her it's nothing do what you need to do
If I ain't you
Then my opinion's all I'm when I speak to you
Cause I don't the right
Why should girls be punished for a dirty mind?
When I think it now, I'm ashamed to the core
I mean how many men their women from achieving what they can because in secret they've been feelig insecure
And I can't handle my emotions, it's probably why I see her
Talent when I been supporting and promoting
Like I didn't a platform, a voice and a following
With everyone I knew, I really coulda do a lot of things to help chase her
But instead of me to grow into the person that she
I like I couldn't see
And I don't mean to say this like I don't the girl
But how can I trust her if I trust myself?
And even girls can get you know how it goes
What if she meets a bigger rapper when at a show?
if he sees her backstage?
What if he lots?
What if got a bigger car, got a better watch?
doesn't bother me, she really ain't material
It's all the little they do that put the fear in you
if he actually replies?
What if he her too?
What if doing all the things that I'm supposed to do?
What if listening, laughing, relating?
if he even cares to ask her how her day's been?
What he's to give her everything she needs and expects from the one damn person that she's dating?
I shoulda helped her follow her
But instead I held her back and had her me
And got a brave face so you'll never know
That just as much when you let them go