1] I met my when I was 18 years old And she was turning 23 I love her from my heart And even though I don't it fam I hope she loves me So I just done private show I'm doing Footlocker promo And judging the postcode it was Shoreditch or Soho Did 6 or 7 tracks, made 6 or 7 A couple days later on twitter I saw photo of myself and I was grinning 4K camera of quality had got me tripping So I'm out who did it When I stumbled on girl And I could tell she was different A hours later now I'm liking all her pictures I finished I typed her twitter name into my Insta so I check on every single little digit Why didn't I message her? me I was thinking, but I'm a self-centred rapper too concerned about my image The So when she hit me first I'm pretty I didn't burst I'm calling Josh, and Juss who am I ringing first? Man I was so That I replied a minute later that's that bro I think that you just let her excited Too excited, no clue on I should do excited So I'm just typing, like a fool, excited
2] And we were talking for hours over some things Ignoring everyone else to her I'm replying This type of she got a spark like you were lighting spliffs You know you like her when you're thinking your words She got me typing, deleting my messages re-writing In the hope that there's a when she's replying The highlight of my day, them phone calls in the night it's the little The girl, she had a and I liked it and She's into photography and she's got a for it And she that I'm rapping but she ain't catting for it See the perfect balance There's nothing better than a girl with Drive, ambition all of things above showing an abundance I even met her yet She works around the corner but lives just outside of I ain't fronting, I'm a boy Intentions are in question so my compliments are If that makes sense? The first time I met her, I'm surrounded by my ends on some staircase So for a first date I had a show And I asked if she could meet me Maybe we could chill, you never know where could go No problem she to roll in the cold So I went across the road, grey hoodie under a If I'm remembering It's always kind of weird the person that you were texting Is the person you are obsessed I was on her from the I think she was wearing pumps or Vans I first met her, no, it's either either one She was so attractive I barely saw skin 'cause she was covered like a mattress Man, I that she's the one I was stuck for twenty seconds trying to give the a hug And all my friends drunk so fuck it, I'm about to kiss her Any complications, I'm blaming it on the my name on Twitter and blocking her on my Insta I saw her blush the moment that our lips touched She pulled my lip until it stretched Kissed me on my cheek until she reached my neck And had me like a bitch Even though I'm wearing jeans, I had to re-arrange my dick so she see that I'm erect It's the first time we met, got me feeling a creep And that strawberry flavour gave her tongue a kinda sweet taste And we speak about anything we were friends first I dropped her to the I remember Cuz we had a conversation for ages our dreams And the that we hadn't seen and all that we intended to do I bet hoping my intentions are true And as went by we both got into it, and intimate And I'mma spare you the details cuz both of our parents are listening But really we into it Into us, this Into everything about each other we were lovers and I love her cuz she knows me and that's why she told me you ain't ready for a girl You're a little kid that's getting ready for the world and you don't need that kinda burden But I told her that I it And I'm just honest, yes I know that girls exist but I don't see them as a problem I meant every single And I ain't gonna lie and say DM's have been absurd but out of every girl This is the weirdest of It's the girl that's asking where I see her fitting or a place on her position But I'm her I need it And I don't think she sees it so I'm being ever sweeter when we're speaking and meeting I've got affectionate messages, you could them You gotta tell a girl that beautiful until she sees it Believes it, understands it than physically Mentally, and the way that I'm I talk 10 years about the moment that we shared The that we had running The places that been The music we made producing next to my bed Then making my minor in reference to what she said I think I start to getting tired, my shcedule's a Replies are gettin' lazy and my lady it's crazy But she's there if I'm in I'm at shows getting tempted by girls that are on their knees You know I'm only a teen, it's like my eyes started Not as as I pictured to give your all to a woman Ignoring all this attention that's been to my head The sex is so accessible, one message or text and girls get in your bed She's tryna make it happen with photos and her I mentioned it's her passion, photography is her And I don't know if the pressure Where paper the passion and the pleasure We all got a work to So now she's popping up at pictures on her own And at it wasn't cool But it we let it go I saw her in some rapper's tracksuit, I felt a way She told me it was work and she was in some pictures and I just sighed Some halfway wannabe rappers fed her lies He ain't for no pictures I know it's profession But read intentions They ain't paying male photographers to shoot that session And that felt so disrespectful, standing on our And 'em, I just told her it's nothing do what you need to do If I feeding you Then my opinion's all I'm giving when I to you I don't have the right Why should be punished for a male's dirty mind? When I think about it now, I'm ashamed to the I mean how many men stop their women from achieving what can because in secret they've been feelig insecure And I can't handle my emotions, probably why I didn't see her Talent when I been supporting and promoting Like I didn't have a platform, a and a following With everyone I knew, I coulda do a lot of things to help chase her dream But instead of me to grow into the person she needs I acted like I see And I don't mean to say this like I don't the girl But how can I trust her if I trust myself? And even girls can get you know how it goes What if she meets a bigger when she's at a show? What if he her backstage? What if he lots? What if got a bigger car, got a better watch? That doesn't bother me, she really material It's all the little things do that put the fear in you What if he replies? if he phones her too? What if doing all the things that I'm supposed to do? What if he's listening, laughing, What if he even cares to ask her how her day's What he's trying to give her everything she needs and from the one damn person that she's dating? I shoulda her follow her dream But instead I her back and had her following me And boys got a face so you'll never know That hurts just as much you let them go