1] I met my girl I was 18 years old And she was turning 23 I really love her my heart And even though I don't deserve it fam I she loves me So I just done this private show I'm doing Footlocker And judging from the it was Shoreditch or Soho Did 6 or 7 tracks, 6 or 7 racks A couple days later on I saw this photo of myself and I was grinning That 4K of quality had got me tripping So I'm out who did it When I stumbled on girl And I tell that she was different A couple hours later now I'm liking all her I finished I typed her twitter name into my so I could check on every single little digit Why I just message her? me I was thinking, but I'm a self-centred rapper too concerned about my image The So she hit me first I'm pretty shocked I didn't burst I'm Josh, Jack and Juss who am I ringing first? Man I was so That I replied a minute later that's that bro I think that you just let her excited Too excited, no on what I should do excited So I'm typing, rambling like a fool, excited
2] And we were talking for hours over some minor Ignoring everyone else to her I'm replying This type of chick she got a spark like you were spliffs You know you like her when you're thinking about words She got me typing, deleting my messages then In the hope there's a smile when she's replying The highlight of my day, phone calls in the night it's the little things The girl, she had a vibe and I it and She's into photography and she's got a for it And she respects I'm rapping but she ain't catting for it See that's the balance There's nothing better than a girl talent Drive, all of them things above showing an abundance I ain't met her yet She works around the corner but lives just of London I ain't fronting, I'm a boy Intentions are in so my compliments are decoys If even makes sense? The first time I met her, I'm surrounded by my Random ends on some So much for a first I just had a And I asked if she meet me after Maybe we could chill, you never know where could go No problem she down to in the cold So I went across the road, hoodie under a coat If I'm remembering It's always kind of weird when the that you were texting Is the person you are obsessed I was on her from the I think she was wearing pumps or Vans I first met her, no, it's either either one She was looking so attractive I barely saw skin 'cause she was covered a mattress Man, I think she's the one I was stuck for twenty trying to give the girl a hug And all my friends were so fuck it, I'm about to kiss her Any complications, I'm blaming it on the Changing my name on Twitter and her on my Insta I saw her skin blush the moment our lips touched She my bottom lip until it stretched Kissed me on my cheek until she reached around my And had me moaning a bitch Even though I'm wearing jeans, I had to my dick so she don't see that I'm erect It's the time we met, got me feeling like a creep And strawberry flavour gave her tongue a kinda sweet little taste And we could speak anything we were friends first I her to the station I remember Cuz we had a for ages about our dreams And the that we hadn't seen and all that we intended to do I bet she's hoping my are true And as months went by we got into it, and intimate And I'mma spare you the details cuz both of our parents are probably But really we were it us, into this Into everything about each other we were lovers and I love her cuz she knows me and that's probably why she me you ain't ready for a girl You're still a kid that's getting ready for the world and you don't need that kinda burden But I her that I want it And I'm just being honest, yes I know girls exist but I don't see them as a problem I meant every word And I gonna lie and say DM's have been absurd but out of every single girl This is the of positions It's usually the girl that's asking where I see her or a place on her position But I'm telling her I it And I don't think she sees it so I'm being ever sweeter when we're and we're meeting got affectionate messages, you could read them You gotta tell a girl that she's beautiful until she it Believes it, understands it more physically Mentally, and the way that I'm I could talk 10 years about the moment that we The that we had running The places that been The music we made together producing to my bed Then making my minor changes in to what she said I think I start to getting tired, my a mess Replies are gettin' lazy and my knows it's crazy But there if I'm in need While I'm at shows getting by girls that are on their knees You I'm only a teen, it's like my eyes started drifting Not as easy as I pictured to give all to a woman Ignoring all this attention that's been getting to my The sex is so accessible, one message or text and will get in your bed She's tryna it happen with photos and her events I mentioned it's her passion, photography is her And I don't if it's the pressure Where meets the passion and the pleasure We all got a to survive So now she's up at shows Taking on her own And at it wasn't cool But it we let it go Until I saw her in some rapper's tracksuit, I a way She me it was work and she was in some studio Taking pictures and I just Some halfway wannabe rappers that fed her He looking for no pictures I know it's your But their intentions They paying male photographers to shoot that same session And that felt so disrespectful, on our dreams And crushing 'em, I just her it's nothing do what you need to do If I ain't you Then my opinion's all I'm giving I speak to you I don't have the right Why should be punished for a male's dirty mind? When I about it now, I'm ashamed to the core I mean how many men stop their women from achieving what they can because in they've been feelig insecure And I handle my emotions, it's probably why I didn't see her Talent I shoulda been supporting and promoting Like I didn't have a platform, a voice and a With everyone I knew, I really do a lot of things to help chase her dream But instead of me to into the person that she needs I acted like I see And I don't mean to say this I don't trust the girl But how can I her if I don't trust myself? And even girls can get you know how it goes What if she meets a bigger rapper she's at a show? What if he sees her if he selling lots? What if got a bigger car, got a better watch? That doesn't bother me, she ain't material all the little things they do that put the fear in you What if he replies? What if he phones her if he's doing all the things that I'm supposed to do? What if he's listening, laughing, What if he even cares to ask her how her day's What he's trying to give her everything she needs and expects from the one damn person that dating? I helped her follow her dream But instead I held her and had her following me And boys got a brave face so you'll never hurts just as much when you let them go