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I met my girl when I was 18 old
And she was turning 23
I really her from my heart
And even I don't deserve it fam I hope she loves me
So I just done this private show I'm doing Footlocker
And judging the postcode it was Shoreditch or Soho
Did 6 or 7 tracks, made 6 or 7
A couple days later on twitter I saw this photo of and I was grinning
That 4K of quality had got me tripping
So I'm out who did it
When I on this girl
And I could tell she was different
A couple hours later now I'm all her pictures
I finished
I typed her twitter name my Insta so I could check on every single little digit
Why didn't I just message
me I was thinking, but I'm a self-centred rapper too concerned about my image
The
So she hit me first I'm pretty shocked I didn't burst
I'm calling Josh, Jack and Juss who am I first?
Man I was so
That I a minute later that's that bro I think that you just let her know excited
Too excited, no on what I should do excited
So I'm typing, rambling like a fool, excited

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And we were talking for hours over some minor
Ignoring everyone else to her I'm replying
type of chick she got a spark like you were lighting spliffs
You know you her when you're thinking about your words
She got me typing, deleting my messages re-writing
In the hope that there's a smile she's replying
The of my day, them phone calls in the night it's the little things
The girl, she had a and I liked it and
She's photography and she's got a passion for it
And she that I'm rapping but she ain't catting for it
See that's the perfect
There's nothing better than a girl with
Drive, all of them things above
She's showing an
I ain't met her yet
She works around the corner but lives outside of London
I fronting, I'm a sweet boy
Intentions are in question so my compliments are
If that makes sense?
The first time I met her, I'm by my friends
Random on some staircase
So much for a date
I just had a
And I asked if she meet me after
we could chill, you never know where things could go
No problem she down to
in the cold
So I went across the road, grey under a coat
If I'm remembering
always kind of weird when the person that you were texting
Is the person you are obsessed
I was on her the jump
I think she was wearing pumps or Vans I first met her, no, it's either either one
She was looking so attractive I barely saw skin she was covered like a mattress
Man, I think that the one
I was stuck for twenty seconds trying to the girl a hug
And all my friends were drunk so fuck it, I'm about to her
Any complications, I'm blaming it on the
Changing my name on and blocking her on my Insta
I saw her skin blush the moment our lips touched
She pulled my bottom lip until it
Kissed me on my cheek she reached around my neck
And had me like a bitch
Even though I'm wearing jeans, I had to re-arrange my dick so she don't see that I'm
It's the first time we met, got me feeling a creep
And that strawberry gave her tongue a kinda sweet little taste
And we could about anything we were friends first
I dropped her to the station I
Cuz we had a conversation for ages about our
And the things we hadn't seen and all that we intended to do
I bet hoping my intentions are true
And as months by we both got into it, and intimate
And I'mma spare you the cuz both of our parents are probably listening
But really we were it
Into us, this
Into everything about each other we were lovers and I love her cuz she me and that's probably why she told me you ain't ready for a girl
still a little kid that's getting ready for the world and you don't need that kinda burden
But I her that I want it
And I'm just being honest, yes I that girls exist but I don't see them as a problem
I meant single word
And I gonna lie and say DM's have been absurd but out of every single girl
is the weirdest of positions
It's usually the girl that's asking where I see her fitting or a on her position
But I'm telling her I it
And I don't think she sees it so I'm being ever sweeter when speaking and we're meeting
I've got affectionate messages, you could read
You gotta tell a girl that she's beautiful until she it
Believes it, understands it more than
Mentally, and the way I'm feeling
I could talk 10 years the moment that we shared
The jokes we had running
The that we've been
The music we made together next to my bed
Then making my minor changes in reference to she said
I think I to getting tired, my shcedule's a mess
are gettin' lazy and my lady knows it's crazy
But she's if I'm in need
While I'm at shows getting tempted by girls are on their knees
You know I'm only a teen, it's like my started drifting
Not as easy as I pictured to give your all to a
Ignoring all this attention that's getting to my head
The sex is so accessible, one message or text and girls will get in bed
She's tryna make it happen photos and her events
I mentioned it's her passion, is her thing
And I don't if it's the pressure
Where paper meets the passion and the
We all got a to survive
So now she's up at shows
pictures on her own
And at first it cool
But it we let it go
I saw her in some rapper's tracksuit, I felt a way
She told me it was work and she was in some
Taking pictures and I just
Some halfway rappers that fed her lies
He ain't for no pictures
I know your profession
But read intentions
They ain't paying male photographers to that same session
And that felt so disrespectful, on our dreams
And crushing 'em, I just her it's nothing do what you need to do
If I feeding you
Then my opinion's all I'm when I speak to you
Cause I don't the right
Why should girls be punished for a dirty mind?
I think about it now, I'm ashamed to the core
I mean how many men stop their women from achieving what they can because in secret they've feelig insecure
And I can't handle my emotions, it's probably why I see her
when I shoulda been supporting and promoting
Like I didn't a platform, a voice and a following
With everyone I knew, I coulda do a lot of things to help chase her dream
But instead of me to grow into the person that she
I acted like I see
And I don't to say this like I don't trust the girl
But how can I trust her if I don't myself?
And even girls can get tempted you how it goes
What if she a bigger rapper when she's at a show?
if he sees her backstage?
What if he lots?
What if he's got a bigger car, got a watch?
That doesn't bother me, she ain't material
It's all the little things do that put the fear in you
What if he replies?
if he phones her too?
What if he's doing all the things I'm supposed to do?
What if he's listening, laughing,
if he even cares to ask her how her day's been?
What he's to give her everything she needs and expects from the one damn person that she's dating?
I shoulda her follow her dream
But instead I held her back and had her me
And boys got a brave face so you'll know
hurts just as much when you let them go