1] I met my girl when I was 18 old And she was just 23 I really love her my heart And though I don't deserve it fam I hope she loves me So I just done this private show I'm doing Footlocker And judging from the it was Shoreditch or Soho Did 6 or 7 tracks, 6 or 7 racks A days later on twitter I saw this photo of myself and I was grinning That 4K of quality had got me tripping So I'm out who did it I stumbled on this girl And I could tell she was different A hours later now I'm liking all her pictures I ain't I typed her twitter into my Insta so I could check on every single little digit Why didn't I just message Trust me I was thinking, but I'm a self-centred rapper too concerned my image The So she hit me first I'm pretty shocked I didn't burst I'm calling Josh, Jack and Juss who am I ringing Man I was so That I replied a minute later that's that bro I think you just let her know excited Too excited, no clue on what I do excited So I'm typing, rambling like a fool, excited
2] And we were talking for hours over some minor Ignoring everyone else to her I'm quick This type of chick she got a spark you were lighting spliffs You know you her when you're thinking about your words She got me typing, deleting my messages then In the hope that there's a when she's replying The highlight of my day, phone calls in the night it's the little things The girl, she had a vibe and I it and into photography and she's got a passion for it And she respects that I'm rapping but she ain't for it See that's the perfect nothing better than a girl with talent Drive, ambition all of them things showing an abundance I even met her yet She works around the corner but lives outside of London I ain't fronting, I'm a boy Intentions are in question so my are decoys If that even makes The first I met her, I'm surrounded by my friends Random ends on staircase So much for a date I just had a And I asked if she meet me after Maybe we chill, you never know where things could go No problem she down to Travel in the So I went across the road, grey under a coat If I'm remembering It's always kind of weird the person that you were texting Is the you are obsessed with I was on her from the I think she was pumps or Vans when I first met her, no, it's either either one She was looking so attractive I barely saw 'cause she was covered like a mattress Man, I that she's the one I was stuck for twenty seconds trying to give the a hug And all my friends were drunk so fuck it, I'm to kiss her Any complications, I'm it on the liquor Changing my name on Twitter and her on my Insta I saw her skin blush the moment that our lips She pulled my bottom lip until it Kissed me on my cheek she reached around my neck And had me like a bitch Even though I'm jeans, I had to re-arrange my dick so she don't see that I'm erect It's the time we met, got me feeling like a creep And that strawberry flavour gave her tongue a kinda sweet taste And we speak about anything we were friends first I dropped her to the station I Cuz we had a for ages about our dreams And the things that we hadn't and all that we intended to do I bet she's my intentions are true And as months went by we both got into it, and And I'mma spare you the cuz both of our parents are probably listening But really we into it Into us, into Into everything about each other we were lovers and I love her cuz she knows me and that's probably why she told me you ain't ready for a still a little kid that's getting ready for the world and you don't need that kinda burden But I her that I want it And I'm just being honest, yes I know that girls but I don't see them as a problem I meant every single And I ain't gonna lie and say DM's have been absurd but out of every girl This is the of positions It's usually the that's asking where I see her fitting or a place on her position But I'm telling her I it And I don't think she it so I'm being ever sweeter when we're speaking and we're meeting I've got messages, you could read them You gotta tell a that she's beautiful until she sees it Believes it, understands it more than Mentally, and the way that I'm I talk 10 years about the moment that we shared The jokes we had running The that we've been The music we together producing next to my bed Then making my minor changes in reference to she said I think I start to getting tired, my shcedule's a Replies are gettin' lazy and my lady knows it's But she's there if I'm in I'm at shows getting tempted by girls that are on their knees You I'm only a teen, it's like my eyes started drifting Not as easy as I pictured to give all to a woman Ignoring all this attention been getting to my head The sex is so accessible, one message or text and will get in your bed She's make it happen with photos and her events I mentioned it's her passion, photography is her And I don't know if the pressure paper meets the passion and the pleasure We all got a to survive So now she's up at shows pictures on her own And at it wasn't cool But it we let it go I saw her in some rapper's tracksuit, I felt a way She me it was work and she was in some studio pictures and I just sighed Some halfway wannabe rappers fed her lies He ain't for no pictures I know it's your But read intentions They ain't paying male photographers to that same session And that so disrespectful, standing on our dreams And crushing 'em, I just told her it's nothing do you need to do If I ain't you Then my opinion's all I'm giving when I to you Cause I have the right Why should girls be for a male's dirty mind? When I think it now, I'm ashamed to the core I mean how many men stop their women from achieving what they can because in they've been feelig insecure And I can't my emotions, it's probably why I didn't see her when I shoulda been supporting and promoting Like I didn't have a platform, a and a following With everyone I knew, I really do a lot of things to help chase her dream But instead of me to into the person that she needs I like I couldn't see And I don't mean to say this like I don't trust the But how can I trust her if I don't trust And even girls can get you know how it goes What if she meets a bigger rapper when at a show? if he sees her backstage? What if he lots? if he's got a bigger car, got a better watch? That bother me, she really ain't material It's all the things they do that put the fear in you What if he actually What if he her too? What if he's doing all the things that I'm to do? What if he's listening, laughing, What if he cares to ask her how her day's been? What he's trying to give her everything she needs and expects from the one damn person that she's I shoulda helped her follow her But instead I her back and had her following me And boys got a face so you'll never know hurts just as much when you let them go