1] I met my girl when I was 18 old And she was turning 23 I really love her from my And even though I don't deserve it fam I she loves me So I just done this private show I'm doing Footlocker And judging from the postcode it was Shoreditch or Did 6 or 7 tracks, 6 or 7 racks A couple days later on twitter I saw this photo of myself and I was 4K camera of quality had got me tripping So I'm out who did it When I stumbled on girl And I could tell she was different A hours later now I'm liking all her pictures I ain't I typed her twitter name into my Insta so I could check on every single digit Why didn't I just her? Trust me I was thinking, but I'm a self-centred too concerned about my image The So when she hit me first I'm pretty shocked I didn't I'm calling Josh, Jack and Juss who am I first? Man I was so That I replied a minute later that's that bro I think that you just let her know Too excited, no clue on what I do excited So I'm just typing, rambling like a fool,
2] And we were for hours over some minor things Ignoring everyone else to her I'm quick This type of chick she got a spark like you were lighting You know you like her when you're thinking your words She got me typing, deleting my messages then In the hope that there's a smile she's replying The highlight of my day, them phone in the night it's the little things The girl, she had a and I liked it and into photography and she's got a passion for it And she respects that I'm but she ain't catting for it See the perfect balance There's better than a girl with talent Drive, ambition all of them things She's showing an I ain't met her yet She works around the corner but lives outside of London I ain't fronting, I'm a boy Intentions are in so my compliments are decoys If even makes sense? The first time I met her, I'm surrounded by my Random ends on staircase So much for a date I just had a And I if she could meet me after Maybe we chill, you never know where things could go No problem she down to Travel in the So I across the road, grey hoodie under a coat If I'm correctly It's always kind of weird when the that you were texting Is the person you are with I was on her the jump I think she was wearing pumps or Vans when I first met her, no, either either one She was looking so attractive I barely saw skin she was covered like a mattress Man, I think that the one I was for twenty seconds trying to give the girl a hug And all my friends drunk so fuck it, I'm about to kiss her Any complications, I'm blaming it on the Changing my name on Twitter and her on my Insta I saw her skin the moment that our lips touched She pulled my bottom lip it stretched Kissed me on my cheek until she reached around my And had me like a bitch Even though I'm wearing jeans, I had to my dick so she don't see that I'm erect It's the time we met, got me feeling like a creep And that strawberry flavour gave her a kinda sweet little taste And we could about anything we were friends first I dropped her to the I remember Cuz we had a conversation for ages about our And the that we hadn't seen and all that we intended to do I bet she's hoping my are true And as months by we both got into it, and intimate And I'mma spare you the cuz both of our parents are probably listening But really we were it Into us, this Into everything about each other we were lovers and I love her cuz she knows me and that's why she told me you ain't ready for a girl You're still a little kid that's ready for the world and you don't need that kinda burden But I told her I want it And I'm just being honest, yes I know that girls exist but I don't see them as a I every single word And I gonna lie and say DM's have been absurd but out of every single girl is the weirdest of positions It's usually the girl that's asking where I see her or a place on her position But I'm her I need it And I don't think she it so I'm being ever sweeter when we're speaking and we're meeting got affectionate messages, you could read them You gotta a girl that she's beautiful until she sees it Believes it, it more than physically Mentally, and the way that I'm I could talk 10 years the moment that we shared The jokes that we had The places that we've The music we together producing next to my bed Then making my minor changes in to what she said I think I start to getting tired, my shcedule's a Replies are gettin' lazy and my lady it's crazy But she's there if I'm in While I'm at shows getting tempted by girls that are on knees You know I'm only a teen, like my eyes started drifting Not as easy as I pictured to give your all to a Ignoring all this attention been getting to my head The sex is so accessible, one or text and girls will get in your bed She's tryna make it with photos and her events I mentioned her passion, photography is her thing And I don't know if it's the Where paper meets the passion and the We all got a to survive So now popping up at shows Taking on her own And at it wasn't cool But it we let it go Until I saw her in rapper's tracksuit, I felt a way She told me it was and she was in some studio Taking and I just sighed Some halfway rappers that fed her lies He ain't looking for no I it's your profession But read their They ain't paying male photographers to shoot that session And that felt so disrespectful, standing on our And crushing 'em, I just told her it's nothing do you need to do If I feeding you my opinion's all I'm giving when I speak to you Cause I have the right Why girls be punished for a male's dirty mind? When I think it now, I'm ashamed to the core I mean how many men stop their women from achieving what they can because in secret they've been insecure And I can't handle my emotions, it's probably why I see her Talent when I shoulda supporting and promoting I didn't have a platform, a voice and a following With everyone I knew, I really do a lot of things to help chase her dream But instead of me to grow the person that she needs I acted like I see And I don't mean to say this like I don't the girl But how can I trust her if I trust myself? And even girls can get tempted you how it goes What if she meets a bigger rapper she's at a show? if he sees her backstage? What if he selling if he's got a bigger car, got a better watch? That doesn't me, she really ain't material all the little things they do that put the fear in you What if he replies? if he phones her too? What if doing all the things that I'm supposed to do? What if he's listening, laughing, What if he even to ask her how her day's been? What trying to give her everything she needs and expects from the one damn person that she's dating? I shoulda helped her follow her But I held her back and had her following me And boys got a face so you'll never know That hurts just as much when you let go