1] I met my girl I was 18 years old And she was turning 23 I really her from my heart And even I don't deserve it fam I hope she loves me So I just done private show I'm doing Footlocker promo And judging from the postcode it was or Soho Did 6 or 7 tracks, 6 or 7 racks A couple days later on I saw this photo of myself and I was grinning 4K camera of quality had got me tripping So I'm out who did it When I stumbled on this And I could tell that she was A couple hours later now I'm liking all her I finished I typed her twitter name into my Insta so I could check on single little digit Why didn't I just her? Trust me I was thinking, but I'm a self-centred rapper too about my image The So she hit me first I'm pretty shocked I didn't burst I'm Josh, Jack and Juss who am I ringing first? Man I was so That I replied a minute later that's that bro I that you just let her know excited Too excited, no clue on what I should do So I'm just typing, like a fool, excited
2] And we were talking for hours over some minor everyone else to her I'm replying quick This type of chick she got a spark like you were spliffs You know you like her when you're thinking about your She got me typing, deleting my messages then In the hope that there's a smile she's replying The highlight of my day, them phone in the night it's the little things The girl, she had a vibe and I it and She's into and she's got a passion for it And she respects that I'm rapping but she catting for it See that's the perfect There's better than a girl with talent Drive, ambition all of them things She's showing an I even met her yet She around the corner but lives just outside of London I fronting, I'm a sweet boy Intentions are in so my compliments are decoys If even makes sense? The time I met her, I'm surrounded by my friends Random ends on some So much for a date I had a show And I if she could meet me after Maybe we could chill, you never where things could go No problem she to roll Travel in the So I went the road, grey hoodie under a coat If I'm remembering It's always kind of weird when the person you were texting Is the person you are with I was on her from the I think she was wearing pumps or Vans when I first met her, no, it's either one She was looking so attractive I barely saw skin 'cause she was like a mattress Man, I that she's the one I was stuck for twenty trying to give the girl a hug And all my friends were drunk so fuck it, I'm about to her Any complications, I'm blaming it on the Changing my name on Twitter and blocking her on my I saw her skin blush the that our lips touched She pulled my bottom lip until it Kissed me on my cheek until she reached around my And had me like a bitch Even though I'm wearing jeans, I had to re-arrange my dick so she don't see I'm erect It's the time we met, got me feeling like a creep And strawberry flavour gave her tongue a kinda sweet little taste And we speak about anything we were friends first I dropped her to the I remember Cuz we had a conversation for ages our dreams And the things that we seen and all that we intended to do I bet she's my intentions are true And as months went by we both got it, and intimate And I'mma spare you the details cuz of our parents are probably listening But really we were it Into us, this everything about each other we were lovers and I love her cuz she knows me and that's probably why she told me you ain't ready for a girl You're still a little kid that's getting ready for the and you don't need that kinda burden But I her that I want it And I'm just being honest, yes I know that girls but I don't see them as a problem I meant every single And I ain't gonna lie and say DM's been absurd but out of every single girl This is the weirdest of It's usually the that's asking where I see her fitting or a place on her position But I'm telling her I it And I don't think she sees it so I'm being ever when we're speaking and we're meeting got affectionate messages, you could read them You gotta a girl that she's beautiful until she sees it it, understands it more than physically Mentally, and the way I'm feeling I could talk 10 years about the moment that we The jokes we had running The places that been The music we made producing next to my bed making my minor changes in reference to what she said I think I start to tired, my shcedule's a mess Replies are lazy and my lady knows it's crazy But she's there if I'm in I'm at shows getting tempted by girls that are on their knees You I'm only a teen, it's like my eyes started drifting Not as easy as I pictured to give your all to a Ignoring all this attention that's been getting to my The sex is so accessible, one message or and girls will get in your bed She's make it happen with photos and her events I mentioned it's her passion, is her thing And I don't if it's the pressure Where meets the passion and the pleasure We all got a work to So now she's up at shows pictures on her own And at it wasn't cool But it we let it go I saw her in some rapper's tracksuit, I felt a way She told me it was work and she was in studio Taking and I just sighed Some halfway wannabe rappers fed her lies He looking for no pictures I know it's your But their intentions They ain't paying male photographers to shoot same session And that felt so disrespectful, standing on our And crushing 'em, I told her it's nothing do what you need to do If I ain't you Then my opinion's all I'm giving I speak to you Cause I don't the right Why girls be punished for a male's dirty mind? I think about it now, I'm ashamed to the core I mean how many men stop their from achieving what they can because in secret they've been feelig insecure And I handle my emotions, it's probably why I didn't see her Talent when I shoulda been and promoting Like I didn't have a platform, a voice and a With everyone I knew, I really coulda do a lot of to help chase her dream But instead of me to grow the person that she needs I acted like I see And I don't mean to say this like I don't the girl But how can I her if I don't trust myself? And even can get tempted you know how it goes What if she meets a bigger when she's at a show? What if he sees her What if he lots? What if he's got a car, got a better watch? That doesn't me, she really ain't material It's all the little they do that put the fear in you if he actually replies? What if he her too? What if he's doing all the things that I'm to do? What if he's listening, laughing, What if he even to ask her how her day's been? What trying to give her everything she needs and expects from the one damn person that she's dating? I shoulda helped her follow her But instead I her back and had her following me And boys got a brave face so never know That hurts just as much you let them go